Apostate Dreams.

What is simple in the moonlight by the morning never is

2010-09-11T06:08:00.008+08:00

Am updating cause I need something to kill time till 8 then I'll prepare + go back to sch and take a look at CO I've promised Celine and its SRS BUSINESS I KEEP MY PROMISE so I'm pulling an all nighter. I've been awake today for 12noon ~ 2pm to watch A Walk In The Clouds starring the enigmatic Matrix Man Keanu Reeves, did some online shopping with Qina at ASOS from 2pm~4pm. 80$+ was gone just like that + I've took a break from work so basically I'm not earning any $ but Online shopping is totally painless cause you don't see the $ come out from your pocket so its really addictive so I guess it shall be my 1st and last time doing so. Next I slept till 8pm, had dinner and I'venoidea what I did while waiting for the television to be available for me to play Musou Orochi 2. Nevar gonna let my PS2 go unless its totally dead even though I just got a PS3. So I gamed like an insane girl and forgot about the time, the last time I checked it was 1.30 am and the next it was 6am. Figured out I won't be able to wake up for CO if I sleep now so I'm going to stay awake while laughing at my own stupidity, screw this how can I be so stupid 2010 HAHAAHA.

UT3s just started & I've been busy doing last minute revision and only having about 3~4 hours of sleep everyday (I did mention I'm NEVAR GONNA DO LAST MINUTE REVISION AGAIN 2010 CAUSE I HAD TO STOP GAMING FOR 5 DAYS) which explains my hibernation for Friday and Saturday (Sleeping in IceAge, no one could rouse me from my slumber) so it was why I didn't have time to blog about this:

Teacher's Day @ TW 8-)

Reunited with most of the Diophantus 09 peeps and singelettes + my BBB Ting. Which made me want my days in secondary school back even more. I wished off all of these never had to end and we'll still stick with each other no matter what, but no one can stop time and growing up.

With news of a new social entertainment in my sec sch, its inevitable I would miss my days in TWSS more cause I'm bitchy + kaypo till the bone 8-) Gonna head to TW and hear about it in a few hours. I swear I'm up to no good! I must be the most bitchy person to go back and dig about more information on u no I no everyone noes~ 8-) I can't help it cause she's been the hot trending topic that has been flooding my twitter timeline! However she's been a great distraction for cranky me. I have to give her some credit, she's about the only thing making me smile infront of the computer these few days. Oh and Steamboat @ Don's house with the usual people. I haven't talked to any real friends I'm comfortable with for days that I feel like sucha a massive loner + loser. B4 that I'm gonna head to town to do some personal shopping + thinking. There are things in my mind + messy eyebrows I wanna sort out. Alone.

Lucky's gonna join us for steamboat later, I'm so eggcited I think I'm going to burst WAHEY AND YAYNESS!

It took only 20mins for me to put up all these so there's a possibility of spelling mistakes cause I lazy to proofread~ Gonna shower my PS2/3 with love now, till then.

" EVERYTHING IS FINE, JUST GO SHOPPING "

Some feelings never seem to let go

2010-08-20T19:01:00.002+08:00

Hung out with Nad Baby few months back, the moment we start talking we forget about time. HAHAHA. Baby Bear you do know I only want the best for you right? Love you, and do remember I'd never do what you won't. :)) ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

With the addition of Twitter, Tumblr and FaceBook to my life, it has gotten challenging to keep up the momentum of blogging even once a week. HAH, I'll update next time god knows when. Till then, people!

I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate.

Untroubled only in my daydreams

2010-08-19T17:14:00.004+08:00

Its bout 1 week since Semester 1 ended! Time is moving so fast I'm getting scared. And if all goes well I'll be moving on to Semester 2, in a new class and have to start making new friends all over again. Suck balls, I'll say -__-.

Hung out with the usual clique on Monday for Shisha and Break fast, or so Eerah says. HAH

XY Yana Eerah

Love us! Only 2 days apart and we act like its the End of The World, as usual we make lots of noise wherever we go.

Dined at this place called Pyramid, whereby Malek claims its his house. Great place :-)

The Boys went down to eat cause they forgot to order and we finished up their drinks when they came back. HAHAHAHA.

Some after-food workout, or rather Eerah kept kicking me and throwing the camera at my left boob and it made me wanna screw her royally bad. There was very little people around so we made the whole floor our house lol

Yana said,"LOOK HERE BITCHES"

Snuggle Snuggle.

We love camwhoring

Eh Eerah your house ah

Lemme send some signals to UFO like Eerah,...

Initial plan was to flood her cam with my camwhore pics, but oh well,...

This is classic, NOT YET READY

Okay dah better, I like to lie on Yana's lap

The Boys are not done yet! We girls got impatient and ordered the Shisha ourselves

Shisha virgins, HAH!

Boys back right on time to see my pathetic puff, baby dragon HAHAHA

Okay better. Jeremy sick of Shisha and went back to cigarettes alrdy, lol.

So did Daryl.

And so did I. Shisha - not enough kick. HAHAHAHA, needless to say Malek as well. This pic looks cool but actually I'm calling Mom and Dad, these 2 worry warts really need to loosen their leash on me

This is total candid

XY Yana Daryl Eerah Jeremy Malek. :-)

Gonna miss studying in the same class with them! :(

Unglam stuff resumes here and here.

AND YEA! My kechyks brought me Strawberry Cheesecake from our fav hangout on my Bird Day and they fed me till I finished the cake, hung around for a while to do our fav Boy Scouting and I went to Marina Bay Sands for dinner and sleepover. Dinner buffet and dessert was great, spent the night alone in the hotel room with Gundam 00, Sengoku Basara and Marlboro Black Menthol. Almost wanted to throw myself off the balcony, exaggerate much? Met Boys ( Fred Zai Man JY Vic) the next day for another B'day dinner ( 3rd 1 that week, I'm gaining weight) and regretted not asking them over the night before to tear down the hotel room with me, there was no electricity that night cause dad took all the room cards with him, FML, and the boys said they wouldn't mind giving school a pass. Okay better planning next time.

There was this Chalet held a week after my B'day and I only managed to go for the 1st Day. Took only 1 pic with my Dearest Humphrey :))

Perangai mok! We love durian. Like minah eh sit below HDB flat eat durian. HAHAHAHAHA.

I hope we will still continue our attempt to dominate RP even thou we're in diff classes!

Holidays just started and I'm bored to no end. I have to look for a weekday job soon. And study (for real) for the upcoming UT3. Le sigh.

I'm in love with the idea of being in love

2010-07-19T01:47:00.006+08:00

Kechyks gonna reunite tmr! Am looking forward to what Eerah and Yana are wearing for formal presentation tmr, we tend to overdress, just a bit. Huhu.

The hi-ho feeling still endures (2)

2010-07-18T03:08:00.004+08:00

Hey-ya! July Baby Picnic on Saturday was awesome, was supposed to go back TWSS for CO, but I overslept and woke at 1pm+, IMBA. Brought my hand-baked Shepherd's Pie along, baked with Zai's and Fred's help after watching Despicable Me with them on Friday night, glad to see Fred's getting better :)

So poor me finally reached Woodlands Waterfront after being lost for 90minutes, wtfbbq, can watch movie liao lor. Seems like all cabs had no idea how to go there.

Pudding hao chi (Y), all worthwhile cause heaps of food were waiting for me

Haven't seen this game for ages, there goes 1 of our July baby, Alfred.

Nothing's gonna stop me from singing, YEAH!

Human Pyramid

Ah Li Victor JunYi Boon Humphrey Fahmy Faizal SY Bing Farah Jialing XiangYi

Twister, TEDIOUS.

Got forfeited within a few rounds and moved around to cam-ho

Team Jacob! and Humphrey

Preparing our pic for July Babies

Team 1 got bored and camwhored

Finish product, Happy 17th to the July babies!

Humphrey and me ^^v

XOXO, Happy bird-day Alfred

Okay dah last one. More @ FB. Thanks a lot to JiaLing for making this happen! Had a great time, the whole week sucked just to make my Friday (TGIF lunch with singelettes!) and weekends better ^^v

Headed to Guel brotha's house to visit our Baby boy. Was lost for 1 hour. WTF? I got the tendency to make myself lost wherever I go, lol-er.

The cutest Tibetian Spaniel ever.

How many special people change?

Your feelings resemble a milkshake

2010-07-06T10:43:00.004+08:00

Webcam w my minahs Eerah and Yana. My main motive in coming to school is to dress up, do boy scouting, disturb other RP-ians with them and making a name for us, HAH!

We're sad. Its the UT period. 've tried studying but usually studying leads to me stressing out. Uh-uh, so don't study liao. No study = no stress. Strange logic, I know. Which is why I'm blogging in class now - Science is STILL effing boring wherever I go! No improvement in grades, my habit of being tardy for sch has developed and evolved into a curse cause I haven't been punctual for school ever since holidays ended. FML. I've not tried Magnum Gold yet despite the constant running of advertisements. We've been walking around Woodlands with the craving of pregnant women and even making up stories that our pregnant mothers want Magnum Gold no matter what, freaking the retail assistants out.

No luck so far. They sell it everywhere in CCK and none near Woodlands???

I cannot fathom why.

Happy 17th Bro Frederico. :-)

I miss those who have gone into NS, and I'm gonna miss those who have not. Sad face.

Still, am kinda happy that its July already, and 4more months to go before November :)

I'm requesting Time Out from you.

Childhood cartoons tell us more then we think

2010-06-30T11:08:00.005+08:00

"If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together...there is something you should remember: You are braver then you believe, stronger then you seem and smarter then you think. But the most important thing is even if we're apart, I'll always be with you."

- Winnie The Pooh

Cheaper then therapy

2010-06-21T02:03:00.001+08:00

Kite Flying with bitches Fred Fahmy Man and Zai.
I had a blast today, love everyone! IMMA BORN KITE FLYER.

There's more to come. Sorry people, uploading keeps failing, pictures will have to wait cause I need my sleep for school. OH and I was just talking to the boys about my lost dog and came home to find out that a STOMP-er found Lucky! They're my lucky stars! Hah, and SPCA didn't bother to call, pfft.

"OOOO YEAHHHHHHHH~" Zaini needs to take a break from my screeching.
I'm not afraid to sing, just that people are terrified to hear me sing.
Nothing is ever gonna stop me from singing, Yeah!

This feeling's like no other

2010-06-20T14:31:00.002+08:00

I'm back! Shall neglect this space no longer, have been dedicating all my blogging time to tumblr. Its like an online scrapbook, super fun you know!

Heading out now for Kite flying with the Fifth Season boys. As per usual I'm the late one. Always late, but worth the wait!

I'm happy! Thats all that matters.

Lifesaver

2010-05-17T00:53:00.004+08:00

Okay really not our best picture. But we haven't taken pictures for months and Jeramy's a great procrastinator, till now still haven't send me pictures we took on Earth Day. NEWAY my Best friend came to RP and introduced me the cafe located @ the library which I don't even know. Great pasta, talk non-stop, my hse for Sherlock Holmes. Great day, cause I had a shitty week. Thanks Humphrey! ^^v

Next movie: The Princess and The Frog. I know its gay shit to all of the guys, but Humphrey's a rocker who signed up to watch Disney cartoon w the Disney whore: Me! Oh, and I realized I still have shit loads to tell him. Best friends never run out of things to say, really.

Fate is just so much BS

2010-05-03T01:12:00.002+08:00

Got this from one of my favorite writers.
Destiny is a coward's myth, and fate's doctrine unmitigated horseshit.

Some people just like to blame on these things.

The city roars as if singing a song

2010-05-02T23:57:00.005+08:00

Moar @ F B.

Class in Black for last Friday. Camwhored, hijacked our classroom and turned it into our own personalized theatre/dancefloor. Not to forget SiHua's birthday. Crazy girl, stand on Faci's table to announce her B'day celebration. Jeremy can still pass her a mike! Super steady lor, she barely known us for 2 weeks and ask us to celebrate her 18th Burf-day with her, coool or what! And Birthday Gal's B'day wish? Came true on time. ;-) Feel so happy for her ^^

Aaaandd Amir's B'day celebration as well. Anis Fil and me srsly sayang him ttm ^^

We've got 1 year left till 18 now!

School's so-so so far. Only smashing good time to time. I was telling Anis maybe we had a too-happening Secondary school life and she agreed. Hah. There's no Denry to spoonfeed me everything, very little to bitch about other then being late everyday, no thrill in breaking any school rules, my favorite was saying Hi to everyone you know in sch. Sarcastic remarks on funny accents and pronounciations and of course lepak aft sch w/o giving a care about sch work. Not to forget troubles and responsibilities of growing up. Passage of time flies as you're getting older. Sigh sigh sigh. Albeit settling down in a whole new environment, I still find it tedious to move on with life. You?

何もかもが壊れそうな不安抱いて明日に怯え

Civilization told me where you would be the next day

2010-04-21T02:11:00.006+08:00

And just like that our long holidays are over and I'm pulled back to the harsh reality forlorn of fun and comfort. School, with a totally different environment. Missing the holidays and various people, I still can't get on continuing with my moving life. I haven't even cleared away all of my sec sch books. Denial much? I'm still tardy everyday for sch (whats new?) and Zhen has to bomb me calls in the morning. Sounds familiar? But its a total different life now. Life now's so unreal.

Oceans never listen to us anyway

The treacherous sunset wipes away those annoying sweatdrops

2010-03-09T22:51:00.008+08:00

Back for an update as promised with Ting. Have to stop using "I'm bz with work!" as a poorly made excuse. Gotta update about my visit to IR as well cause it was so not amusing. So here comes the hot and humid season again. I miss the December monsoon bad alrdy. It got worse just nice when I came back from cruise and genting. I feel baked at home. Sun's fuckin' blazing hot. Air's so still at night. No wind. *grumblegrumble.*

I barely take any pictures on Cruise despite our frequent visits, but HarbourFront's quite a looker w all the lights lit up at night.

Our still tidy nest. Qina actually had to sleep on the sofa bed cause she was down w flu. Sag finally gets to sleep on bed.

Our city lit by lights.

Qina and me forgot our swimsuits so we can only eat ice cream and see the people swim.

Great deal of camwhoring onboard, esp Qina and me.

There lies every story behind each and every picture you seen. Definitely not a lesbian story, just can't stand pictures not being 2 in 1. For my case, as I was taking 30+ shots or more for Qina, the one above being one among the many, I was completely ignored when it was my turn to get some limelight. So I cowered in a corner and cried saying that while Qina was being a sick patient and Sag was being sleepy I only had Disney Chnl to keep me company. And I was still penniless so I could only sit in the casino bar drinking cups after cups of hot milk seeking solace while the kind ppl preparing drinks shot me pitying looks. Still ignored. Decided to stay silent and emo. Hence the candid shot. And Qina's russian look alike potrait. Sexual innuendo conver ongoing bet. us 3. A horny story.

Brought his album 1 week or so before! Haven't got to listen to it yet cause Sis(1) has been hogging it. Nice one ah Qina. I'm certain its awesome. Cause well, she's been hogging it. Want to get his concert tickets badly, I wonder if Dad has a way of getting them. "Why would you want to see a guy who wears eyeliner so much?!" Oh daddy. Please help me.

I got really bored onboard. Like bored. Luckily for my deep foresight I brought nail polish and did plenty touch ups. Next was going over ga-ga The Suite Life On Deck of Zack and Cody. Blonde boys are really my soft spot. Qina threw me her pillow and said I squealed like a pig and waked her up. Next it was her turn to squeal like a pig cause Zack & Cody IS awesome. Sag continues sleeping, unperturbed.

馬鹿／アホ三人。 Preez (Grace) came up to Genting to look for Sag and was superbly amused by my english game dubbing skills. Leave it to me man, I've found my talent. Which is to mimic the english game dubs. " I am the ruler of Wei, CaoCao(CowCow), this is my son, CaoPi (CowPee). "

We had to rush to the air port after alighting the cruise ship. Dad's being adventurous. Did shopping for some friends over there and ended up keeping most of the stuff for myself. Hmm.
Its been almost a month since I came back from cruise! Kinda lost my grip on time ever since holidays started. I'm having too much time on my hands, only just started getting used to it. Just 4 days ago I saw my pri sch mate who I've lost touched for years. He was a transfer student and I was his 1st friend in P4. The last time I saw him was sec 1 when I bumped into him @ Food Court in Lot1, when the food court was still located at the basement and $3 Fishball noodles still existed. So he treated me cheap prata and my fav Iced milk tea cause it was his Bday. The exchange of numbers and "Keep in touch!". And 2years or more after he couldn't even recognize me. Sheer cruelty of time. Like Nad baby says, Time no longer flies, it zooms as we get older now.

I'm still getting used to so much free time on my hands. Ann kor just turned 20. Guel and Kenn are turning 20 soon as well, and I had Guel driving me to work and back to TWSS. Which to my surprise testimonials are not rdy yet. Anyway, thats part of growing up. Sending your sister everywhere. And making plans on saving for a car. Sag's goin to be 20 this year as well. Adults in making. Then I see Kenn and Guel acting like sec sch boys when they accompanied me back to sch. Sigh of relief. I can still be like that when I'm turning 20. And I got into a Poly despite my bad results and Sch's starting soon. The enrollment process is killing me. I've worked for bout 2months. I haven't seen some friends since Prom and finally saw some of them when I went back to sch. Esp Ting. And she really does look good in her JC uniform and short skirt. I haven't seen Nad baby, Zaaty and Iera to ask them about how's sch. I've neglected my Tagboard for about 2months. Another month has passed so I need to trim my eyebrows again. Ah! Again the sheer cruelty of time.

Let's steal the sunshine

2010-02-03T23:56:00.001+08:00

Finally kicked myself into updating this beastly space of mine. Been throwing myself in work and enjoying every moment of it, other then the many times I got lost in Central. But Central is a fast paced place with very friendly people. I'll find my way thru getting lost all the time.

Short meet up with Fil Anis & Shiqin. I finally brought my 1st eyeliner and I needed some coaching from Ms Fil and Ms Anis. I'm all the more convinced Filza has such an amazing boyf that made the covers of UNO cards (: Thanks girls! Hari Raya's still far from coming but I told the girls I want to do visiting w them again. This time w Nad and Fana, of course.

050110 Sentosa Trip w singelettes. Unfortunately "one by one" couldn't make it! Still had fun anyway, it was my 1st Sentosa trip with friends.

Finally reached!

After setting up our nest (:

Z's cupcakes.

Started to cam whore and fool around after filling our stomach,...

Jumpshot Candids. & whats Anis doing?

Getting wet. Ran to the water cause the blazing heat was getting unbearable.

Here comes the peacock, rummaging thru our nest while we were at the water. And Zaaty mistook it as a Dog. With a really pretty tail.

Very fascinated by it cause its so pretty! And kept coming back to harass our nest.

After bird action Anis and Shiqin climbed to the bridge. Would have joined them if not for my fear for heights,..And Zaaty's our camera girl.

The sweet couple we went,"Awww,.." together when we saw them.

Before packing up,...

After making a ruckus in the washroom together, freshening up and heading for Vivo.

Rooftop to finish up our food. Proud to say we didn't spend any $ other then the $1 drinks and admission fee to Sentosa. We were still jobless mah. Haha.
3 have started sch, I wonder when will all of us be able to meet up. Life as a student's returning soon!

Gotta bring Sis's treasure for a walk soon. I was so happy when he cuddled next to me (:

I haven't seen a number of people ever since Prom. Miss them bad alrdy. But then also no $ hang out. So I'll have to wait for pay.
& what happened to our class chalet?
Few mins more to Miami Ink. Till then.

Protect me from what I want, the fundamental desires of the heart

2010-01-23T00:01:00.005+08:00

Currently listening : If You Only Knew - Shine Down

I had an epiphany. And next came the rush of emotion.
I've drafted a whole chunk of it on Tumblr but I find that in the end that I can't complete it. Don't I understand my Heart anymore? Words that I've heard countless times but no courage to use. No courage to admit.

How come distance doesn't matter? I feel that it really does.

Am I?

敵の鎮魂歌奏でようー凄絶にな

2010-01-17T13:01:00.002+08:00

Went to Ion after my interview to meet Sis. TYAN's big and spacious, and further in the shop is how I always pictured my dream walk-in closet to be. Heartthrob. Karen Sis is surrounded by beautiful clothes most of the time. Kinda understand why she doesn't want to quit her job even though she's driven like a slave. But it must hurt a lot to be surrounded by beautiful things knowing you can't buy them! I was feeling all sympathetic for her until she beckoned me forward to the Vivienne Westwood section. Why did she have to show me that? More incentive to work? Now I really want to buy the accessories and shoes. Can only wallow in self pity cause I'm still jobless. They smell expensive too. I HEART Vivienne Westwood! But no $.

I spoiled myself for Gackt's album thanks to Musou. But it was AWESOME. Need to get the album soon. Another matter of $.

【愛は戦争】

Time waits for nobody

2010-01-16T15:04:00.001+08:00

I'm like a child who neglects his or her favorite toy after finding another favorite. My blogger's dying soon cause I've been so fascinated by tumblr. Figured its time I come back to Blogger.

The last picture we took like 4 months back. This was when the girls accompanied me to take my MC cause I couldn't wake up for my Prelim paper. Haha. I remember it was her B'day as well and she was nagging me to be serious for 'O's. Sibuay caring hor. Feels kinda funny when someone younger then you is trying to talk you to be serious for your major exams. Celine's so capable. ((: I miss hanging out with the girls! I get to be childish when I'm around them! The feeling's so spectacular. Hope the girls enjoy and play hard in their sec 3 year, cause there's no time to play next year!

Life's been really mundane as of late. Short meet-ups times to time and window shopping bout most of the time. Need the $. "Just looking won't hurt." It does, I feel pangs of jealousy when I see people buying new shoes and all. Cause I've got no $. As for releasing of results, I'm grateful I can get into Poly and making a significant improvement which came a little bit too late. Choices are really limited if you fail Math. What makes matters worse is that I've spent quite a lot on tuition. And I'm like the first student of Jenie's to fail Math. No face see her liao lar. Its been long since I visited her gym and swimming pool. Plus Humphrey and co. spent so much time trying to fix my Math. :< Sad face. And as usual I was late and reached in school just in time to collect my results. Haha. Always late, but worth the wait! As one who moves on quickly and never cries over results, I was kind of worried cause I only had like 14 choices. English and F&N were disappointing. Esp F&N! After all the time and shit. Zz. And I nearly made it for Math. But I'm still grateful. It was kinda simple, just put your priorities right, but I still took quite a long time to decide anyway. Sis told me my utmost priority would be getting a diploma, and I can consider taking private degree, which is safer then getting a pri diploma. And I can't thank some people enough! For encouraging me throughout the whole year. And ZhenWei! Kept calling to ask me bout my results! Sweet ar. Next year he take results I will try my best to turn up as well. YongXin, MeiLing and Simin's advice. Guel bro looking through courses w me. Sis(S) brainwashing me to take those beneficial courses I have no interest in, which I applied for. Ann kor, Kenn, Violet and Don giving me more advices. Humphrey saying its okay that he wasted so many hours fixing my Math even though I still failed in the end. Touching. And being so happy when he heard about my l1r4! As if it was his improvement. But I'm sure he'll score better then me. Haha.

Very in need of immediate cash. Finding a job's really tedious when you're picky. Sag says worse come to worse we have to go Cruise earn. May be spending first few days of CNY @ sea cause our family needs to take a break from Grandma! She's becoming a legend, the hot topic of the Ang family. Literally a tyrant. Dad's had enough. So Virgo for Getaway. Eggcited bout leaving SG soil for a while. I miss my hot milk supper. Plus Sag and me can earn $. Happy. No red packets this year anyway, so have to earn!

Kinda regret I didn't go to any Poly Open Houses. I assumed I was going straight to ITE. I submitted my application in a rush w/o knowing what each course was about. Zzz,.. and Fuck, I'm 7months away from 17! Do not want. I'm turning to an adult soon. Sucks.

Out of the blue...

2010-01-10T03:51:00.001+08:00

I'd want this. Sure makes basking in the sunlight different.

I'm in a state of confusion, which explains when I'm still up at this time rapidly typing in my private blog, argh... Some emotions that need to be sort out.
Whoever said distance doesn't matter, I don't believe you.

There is no truth, love is real...

Unable to contain this excitement

2010-01-04T21:43:00.002+08:00

Anis and me are so eggcited I don't think we can sleep. I missed everybody!
And I wonder how did 1st day of sch turned out for everyone. I miss schooling!

Let's go faster then light

2010-01-01T00:08:00.015+08:00

Something I found. I remember those times. But do you?

I've been so busy this year (I went through 'O's half-halfheartedly throughout! But nvm, shall leave the panicking behind) that suddenly being so free during the holidays has warped my time. New Year and countdowns? What? I'm barely done for X'mas! And then poof! its 2010. Kinda suck, cause not only my first 3/4 of the year involved no heavy celebrating, my last 1/4 of the year is mundane as well (No $ for my fav X'mas). But at least mom and dad changed all of our bed mattresses before 2010, excluding Qina, who is currently bathed in sunlight in Barcelona (!) after the cruel winter in London. She'll whine, we know. After buying new bed mattresses, Bet Don, Guel and Kenn will come and test. Hah. And I embrace 2010 - with my eyebrows trimmed. Something so trivial, yes, but I believe in getting my eyebrows trimmed every month now. Its like getting your first manicure. You have to keep doing it to make yourself feel good. Even though sometimes it hurts real bad.

I stay up every New Year's eve but I do remember the beginning of 2009 was rocky. Kept getting sent home the first few days of sch(Can't say I enjoyed it, I missed everyone), However I managed to get in pace - school hours after screwing my body clock in the holidays. And I remember with what. GUNDAM. Was fooling throughout the whole year. Frankly I would have felt very guilty for not putting much effort despite my "VERY VERY IMPT YEAR", as Daddy said. But my Girls! Nad Fana Anis Fil. And my awesome class! "Homework? What homework? O lvl then impt la!!" Stressful it may be however little effort I put, the routine has been taking its toll on me. Wouldn't have made it w/o 4D. And my many friends. I'm lucky cause I have people like Violet. Don. And many more who have went through that phase to give me encouragement. Its strange what left the most impression of school were the bad times. Like getting scolded tgt. I rmb there was a time the usual 5 of us ( Nad Fana Anis Fil Me) made Mdm Pua very angry. Then whole class flunking POA all the time. The skipping of POA lessons (early recess! Mr Silvam is a very nice person, so I really hope 2010 turns very good for him, lol). Then more scolding. Then came Graduation (The gowns, yuck. The rehearsals, yuck. Doing it and resume schooling, yuck. The scroll? Empty. Have to give back school. HARHAR). Staying late everyday, not minding a single bit (unless Time practise,zz) cause we're in our class.The last few weeks of school we start to take lightly after prelims. Being late almost everyday with Anis and Fil. Self-proclaimed breakfast in the canteen even though we are very very late. Last day of school. And who said I'm the most insensitive person? I was the only one who cried while Zhen and Jovin were hugging me. "Aiyo cry for what?Not like cannot see each other forever mah. Still have to come back take 'O' levels leh! Forget need take major GSCE exam liao ah? Still can see us la!" There's so many to write, to type, and they will be my memories to keep. This is a year that I haven't done much celebrating, so many problems but its been really fun at the same time. Very ironic. Its funny of so many happenings this year, all I could think of was school when I'm reflecting on 09. Most of my fatigue came from school! Come to think of it, I would do anything to trade for a day in class with everyone again.

As much as I want this fact to go away, I'll have to take my results soon. Blueh. I know I'll do bad, but I hope not too bad. Where would I go? I bumped into Boss, Yongxin at the usual saloon I go to. And he told me all of his plans for his future. And I was like,...wow. I haven't been thinking. What do I want to achieve in life? What do I want in life? I don't know. I don't. He said I should, or I'll never have the motivation to go on. How do I know?

So.New year resolutions/wishes. I've never done them before.

More $
Dependent
Every girl wants to shed a few more kilos
More shoes ( and more space for em )
Make a move*
Make efforts to keep my bonds with various friends
Parents to loosen my leash
Everyone wants their friends and themselves to be happy
Spend my remaining holidays productively
Dad's business to be prosperous and I can help him in a way or another
Speedy recovery for Mum so she'll be nicer
A goal in life
Getting a dude like LuXun in DW, as suggested by Sag. HAHA. With the same eyes? (Btw, last yr it was LOCKON. And he died. Everywhere.)

Basically a selfish list. Feeling kinda sad. My next Bday makes me 17. It doesnt sound right...Still wanting a job, sigh. Like my inspirational diva of a sis says, "Grow up to work, or work to grow up?" How to experience and find an answer to that when I can't even land a job yet?

School's starting for some. Wish them all the best for 2010 - another year of challenges. Especially Celine, Celene, XinYi, Jolin, Valerie, Jamie and KahKhee :) Enjoy schooling life while all of you still can. And I know almost everyone schooling is starting their homework like now. For ppl in upper sec, they know dunnid to do HW liao. Cause normally no ppl check. HAHA.
Alright everyone, brace yourselves for another tough year ahead. Life is a long journey. All the best for the upcoming year. Gonna stay up like I do every year, cause I feel like its still 31 dec till daybreak. *denial* Anyway, its still NY eve afternoon over at Barcelona. Sis says so. 2010's bound to be better. I sincerely hope it does.

Baby bear Nad, you are missed badly by me too. Totally love your new look :) Those are really pretty pictures you took okay? Update more and I hope we do meet up soon. I'm eggcited for the Sentosa trip with the singelettes so you have to go! Whoever said distance doesn't matter, it does. :<

One grain, infinite promise

Please don't let the snow cover the streets whole

2009-12-23T18:34:00.008+08:00

The noise maker of the house, Karen Kent Alicia Ang, also known as Qina, has left for London 4 days ago and I'm starting to miss her already. No more irritating but amusing bird talk. Only that sms which states she wants both a Marc Jacob and a Mulberry bag. My advice, is to buy ONLY ONE which you is really beautiful and you really like. If you find yourself stuck, I suggest you just bring both back home, if they really are that pretty, and only if you can afford them, and buy no more bags for this yr. I mean next year. This year's ending soon.

Grabbed via http://fuckyeahtattoos.tumblr.com/
Tumblr is very aspiring, so I've opened a acc which no one knows of there.
It's pretty. Sigh. Zaaty♥ and I have been surfing and they are all so beautiful. I''ve made up my mind since I first saw the colorful and elegant Japanese print tattoos that I'm gonna get one, with my own $ if I get a job. Dad was like, "Why are you looking at tattoos? You planning on getting 1 is it? Why do you learn all these from your Sis??" So I was thinking, "So I can't??" Well, I'll just do the usual drill. Do, then say. :-)

Realized I'm not made for french manicure. They're beautiful and all, but they look best in square, which makes it tedious to use my stupid touchscreen phone. Sad. Oh, and XiaoTing, I'm in love with bling bling, black & gold, nude colors and sequin lately. See my ghey top? But all I want for Christmas is youuuu~~~

Next up would be the Japan trip with Jenie. And that bag. So many incentives to keep me going, after so many unsuccessful job applications. Life is mundane even when it isn't holidays. Need something to keep my fire burning, and staying at home certainly doesn't help. My family has been driving me up the wall, so I need an emergency exit. Lastly, Happy Birthday Anis! You know I love you, and I wish you many awesome B'days cause I couldn't make it today. No worries, cause many have yet to come and We 5, know your best interests at heart :)

Okay. Warriors Orochi/Sengoku Musou already. Kthxbye.

Live slow, die fast

2009-12-21T19:50:00.014+08:00

Gonna throw a statement.
Gramps passed away last Sunday. Came as quite a shock cause we (always our family) were supposed to pick him up from the hospital on Sunday. He was supposed to be fine. Things happened really quick back then, my aunt and all were already planning the funeral. What was saddening was that Gramps wanted to go back to Hainan Island before his body couldn't, but Grammy forbid him to. We had to force Gramp's to close his eyes as there's this saying that when one doesn't go in peace,his eyes would remain open.My aunts usually don't dare to be snarky or nasty to Grammy (With the exception of Qina & Sag,her grand daughters) even though she bitches about most of the time.Seems like the death of Gramp's gave them some guts as well. I find it a little bit too late,though. What can this change? So what if Grammy changed. There's no Gramps for her to repent. Like my aunt said, there's no one for her to hit and snap at anymore. I didn't expect my tears to fall, cause we barely talked at all,my Gramps can only speak dialects, so there was this language barrier. We cried and all, then we started working on the funeral. Seems to run in the blood that we recover quick and get things done.

Despite that, I managed to know he still managed to be a very cute adult, given to all those stories I got to hear during the funeral while Sag and me chose to stay up. Ironically I started talking to my cousins (I don't know anything about them, which cousin is who's son/daughter, how old are them,...) Sag and me go to the convenience store nearby everyday with our (we thought) serious cousin. No,he was the one who kept on asking us to go with him. Can't blame him, he's a lil fascinated, cause he rarely goes to a convenience store,but he's 29!He shouldn't be asking for ice cream and chips. Then we started bitching about cousin Phantom. Disappointed with him,actually. I didn't even knew he existed because from what Sag says,I haven't seen him in any family gathering since Pri Sch. And his guts! Sending his wife and child over for what? Giving obvious signals that he doesn't want to come? And so we bitched for hrs, we had lots of time cause we had to stay up. Bet we inherited this bitching thing from Grammy. And so we bonded.

Isn't it a little bit too late? It was what Gramps wanted to see every CNY, he was always walking around taking pictures of all of us using his antique camera. As I went to pick up Lucky for a walk, he was hysterical and kept on whining. And he had those teary eyes. Its like Lucky knew Gramps ain;t gonna feed him rubbish food anymore. Can't say I've been really depressed or whatsoever, cause we 3 sisters manage to chit chat during the daily monk chantings (No more,no more) and pull off jokes. Okay, so we have no conscience. But Gramps would have liked that. He likes things to be lively and flashy. From what I know Dad and his brothers spent quite a bomb. And the Guilds my Gramps joined. The horrible drumrolls. The laughter. The funeral was lively and all. However I couldn't stop but think: How was Dad feeling? He was very filial even though Sag and me were always delivering the expensive food he brought for Gramps, its okay. The thought counts. The problem with us is that we tend to appreciate sometime alone when we're depressed, when at times like this we could have relied on each other. My airhead of a cousin? Couldn't stop harping that she's never seen her father cry before. Like hello? Your dad just lost his dad.

Nad baby msged me through the nights where I had to stay up. Thank you Baby Bear, thank you. By caring for me and sending your heart condolences to my family. & Zaaty's encouragement. When things get a little bit tough and you're overwhelmed, you feel a little better after knowing that some people care. Its the thought that counts. Can't say I've been disappointed by quite a few people, but its okay. I'm impressed by Guel bro, who tried to come almost everyday to pay his respects, the gesture was touching (excluding the day where he cheated his cute brother over). Don and JunMing came as well. I'm thankful, cause they know Sag tends to get easily emotional and they were concerned even though they don't show it (boys), she's sensitive enough for 2 ppl, which explains why I'm just void of emotion. She took all the emotional vibes and there was none left for me. 2 of Qina's Bitch Club members came down too. They know how she's like, after spending about more then a decade together, she's never willing to show her weakness. So they came, shared and smoked tgt. Friendship like that is beautiful. I'm determined to find friends of mine someday like that too. Qina held my hand for the 1st time in many years when we had to collect Gramps ashes. Shocking. I knew she stopped holding my hand cause I grew up to be extremely unadorable. I was numb even though everyone was crying when Gramps was cremated. I was hoping he will survive through CNY, the only black coffee I drink are the ones he brew and he only makes them during CNY. And his hand made Hainan Chicken Rice. No one would be holding the antique camera to snap and keep memories. I hope Grammy regretted, cause she's never really been nice to Gramps by having fights all the time at this age.

On a sidenote, Buddhist funerals are costly and tiring. Sag and me made a point that we would plan our funerals before we, well, move on. And Qina? She wants a Pink Diamante coffin. Noted. Cause I want mine to go all bling bling too. It will be a non Buddhist thing.

And there goes my ranting. Walls and chunks of text. Sigh, I bet I've gained weight, with all the munching I had to do to keep me awake. Sag and me stayed up for 3 nights and I wouldn't have conked off if Nad baby haven't kept me company.Thanks again Baby!
Qina sis had to postpone her flight to London, but luckily she's off SG land now. Bet she's freezing her ass off, I hope she's having fun there and I want some Vivienne Westwood!
Surprise trip to Meiling's workplace ytd and had my nails done. Love em, TQVM :-) However it had made typing on my touchscreen phone challenging and I've gone to broke to bankrupt. Nevertheless, I need something nice to look at. Another trip to Inuovi to trim my eyebrows and there's nothing left. Whats worse? Sales everywhere and I'm broke for my favourite X'mas.

I've been born an atheist and I'm not convinced by the presence of supreme beings unless scientifically proven. I want to believe that a black butterfly which comes back during the 7th month would be Gramps.
But I still can't. How would you know its him or not? There's no proof. The specks of bone dusts and the many pieces of bones scattered on the red cloth after cremating? That was him. He's gone. Period.

Coulda Woulda Shoulda

2009-12-10T23:09:00.006+08:00

The trail and error shit repeats itself, and we'll stick together. :)
Let's make it right,time to move on.

If it isn't, leave it be.
We'll keep our head held high &
we'll put it at the back of our mind

"We keep searching thru the rubble-"

Lately

2009-12-05T18:58:00.006+08:00

Me and the gay boys @Prom.

Graduation,meaningless 2weeks of fooling around longer in sch,'O's,'O's over eggcitement,Prom,job hunt!And then the boredom starts to kick in.Oh!And not forgetting Sengoku Musou.Been spending quite some time on that game,and a few hours of Maple time to time,cause Nicky and Alfred forced me to play!

Snagged some pictures from FB.Qina says I'm like a perfect replica of her when she had rebonded hair,cause I straightened my hair that night.
Singelettes (Incomplete! :<) and me.

Clever girl knew she was gonna be crowned Sports Girl for her class,so SuEr asked me to go to the washroom with her.

Bumped into A.I.S during job hunt!Should get together with the girls soon.Miss them soso much!Esp Nad and Fana!!

When are the 'always-get-into-trouble-but-manages-to-laugh-at-everything-together' crazy people getting together again?

Ho-kay fuck,I miss everybody.Feels like I'm being hit by big waves of nostalgia.

I need to choke up $ soon for Qina sis,or I'll get nothing from her Europe trip! *gasp*
Gimme a job.

Wake me up, cause I'm dreaming out loud

Its not you,its me

2009-12-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

Stark and dreadful;
Have never felt more then alone.

Where did you go, I miss you so

Reminiscence

2009-11-29T23:37:00.004+08:00

So many memories I treasure, so many formless things I want to keep.
Life goes on.
Don't wake me up, cause I dream out loud

Nostalgia.

Getaway

2009-10-10T21:57:00.004+08:00

Been long since I last updated.'O's are but 2 weeks away and I'm trying to make a difference.If not ZongSheng would refuse to talk to me cause he doesn't want me to land up in ITE.HAHA.Friends mean me well and are coaxing me to start studying.Okeh.Somehow my body's been working wonders on me like falling asleep when I'm trying to revise.I have to try harder.Like Mr tan said,"It's never too late!".
Fred says I have to exercise the full potential of my 1E/2E clever brain.Shall try to dig up any signs of genius power I have.

First experience @ Hari Raya thanks to Syairah's open house.Her family was very welcoming and the food was awesome :D Anis contributed a big deal to my amusement and fun for being so enthu on dressing me up.HAHAHA!Took up lots of time preparing cause I spent sooo much time laughing at her,and her at me.Love visiting her Grammy and Kat when I go over to her place :) I'll never forget how she left me lying on the sch stairs cause I was laughing too much and couldn't ask her to wait for me.Cause of Mr Silvam.HAHAHAHAHA

1 of the many shots I took on cruise.Puffing Tom!Too much One Piece.Miss the sea.Sighh.
Prolly not gonna update till 'O's.Only gonna online to read One Piece scans.Fullstop to all Otaku acts till 'O's are over.HARHAR.Sch's acting like a bitch and being stupid by retaining us for 1 more week.Worse is that so many ppl not coming to sch cause they chose their own study break!!!I want mine too!Sch's gonna be B-O-R-I-N-G.And stewpid.Zzzz.

Nad baby,I miss QyQy.

強がってキズついた心透かしたように降り出した雨粒たちが乱反射繰り返す

I guess time has a way of making everything alright

2009-09-17T16:50:00.009+08:00

We have all come to this agreement with Nad and Fana,and we say we're so not gonna flunk prelims.Ahah.☆

I'm feeling a little unsociable and unfriendly these days,lazy to make the effort to be nice to everybody.So apologies if I'm getting hard to contact.Its the emo vibes.And the infamous moodswings of mine.

I really,really am in deep shit.No heart to revise for anything at all.Even though I'm only a month or more away from 'O's.Dramatic sighhhh.
Sick of learning formulas and gaining knowledge on things that are of no aid for me when I grow up.
Can't wait to feel bubbly again.
Till then.

"Love is the ultimate expression of life."
- Ralph Lauren

I feel like a quote out of context

2009-09-15T17:26:00.008+08:00

Jenie's place yesterday for gym and maths tuition.Hah.Was the only one in the gym so I kept on singing.Then this eurasian who was outside chilling at the pool went all "O__O".Probably he have never seen a girl who can jog and sing before.Jenie's other students raided her fridge,so luckily I brought subway over to her place and I had her all to myself.Heee.Since so long.Told Jenie I only aim for a B for Math since I've never passed Math as all this year.Hah,she said her ego can take it and maybe she will go Japan:Kyoto w us next year.Swee,gonna study hard for Math.Hiakhiak.Didn't know she was really sick during a period of time,mentally and physically,...I hoped she told me but at least all is okay now.

Prelims re-started.Sounds crazy but I missed coming to school.Hah.Miss the normal lessons too,miss skipping em w the usual people and go for early recesses and chill as way.Weiii,gotta have the heart to study hard man.Haha.Finally felt good for 1 paper,which is Geog.But I felt terrible for SS paper,so F.Science today was ezpz no cake,you feel extremely stress free if you didn't study for a certain paper at all,really.Zaini and me were still saying we don't even need to come and take the paper.We are totally clueless for Sci lah. *laughs*

Read some magazines with Zaaty today,the shopping impulse is back!Too bad I just spent a bomb on Body Shop few days ago,Sag has never spent so much at a go before,must be a real blow for her.Harhar.But I still feel great though,felt like a champion.I don't need to go Body Shop anymore!Other then spending the gifts,the cash vouchers.And I spent quite a sum on MANGO last month.But I want shoes.Sigh,see first la.

Ravin and my device's name for Physics.See why I said Science is easy?I have done nothing during lessons but fool around.

I've been willing the whole of September holidays to fly pass ever since I knew that there was no One Piece last week.And now I'd rather the holidays come back because staying up late watching more One Piece is taking its toll on me.Can't survive just a few hours of sleep when it's schooling period,man,...Have to adjust my body clock again.And I just read the spoilers for One Piece,Quick huh,expected from the best selling manga.Thursday,can you come quick????Please let tmr be Thursday.Or someway or another let it be Thursday now so there's One Piece for me to read.

N's CPA use diskette?!!!!!
Good god,you never know the errors la.DISKETTE.Haven't seen it since pri sch.Don't worry MeiLing,you'll do super well for your other subjects.

Owright,have to kick my ass and do more Math.As for POA,...hmm.I can only say I can sleep late tonight cause I got a paper to sleep through tmr.Harhar.Well,I'll try my best.Real problem is that I've been doing anything,but study since 1.30pm.Worse of all my parents are going cruise today.On a Tuesday night.Freak.But I shall not let that affect my self-discipline.I WILL STUDY.I hope.I've been all talk,but no action.F.?Action speaks louder then words.

Smoke and fire

2009-09-10T21:12:00.006+08:00

Hmmm,..I'm bored. ☆

Guess I know why.No One Piece weekly chapter weekly release this week.Right at the major cliffhanger.The other works at Jump are so dull ever since I started my OP marathon and now they tell me there's no One Piece this week.Shall drown in the anime with Law.

Did anyone check out the moon yesterday?It was vermillion in color.Like an orange.

Like that.

Scheduled town shopping w girls tmr but I can only make it on Sat,so,no fate between us lah. :< I want to go Fareast to search for MeiLing!2 days not seeing her felt like decades man.
School holidays are here,haven't kicked myself to go back school and irritate teachers with the amount of questions I need to ask.Os coming in bout 46 days and I'm still clueless in everything.Can't help but laugh and my own demise.HARHAR.

Fuck.

Cause I know next to you is not where I belong.

Everything came to a standstill

2009-09-07T20:35:00.006+08:00

Life has been the most boring as of late.
My newest hobby involves my locked room door and Sag's laptop.Some late night snacking may or may not be included,but the most extreme part is our constant giggles and snorts.Oh.And LOL laughter.But we're not watching porn or whatever.
We watch One Piece after about 11pm everyday.And I scramble to bed round 1am or 2,sleeping early for a change cause eye bags are an eyesore.Whereas for Sag,...~~SHE DOESN'T NEED SLEEP WHEN SHE HAS SOMETHING TO LAUGH CONSTANTLY ABOUT~~she's completely nocturnal in some way or another.

Watched The Proposal 2 times in 2 consecutive days.It was AWESOME :D
Watched the trailer for The Frog and the Princess.Me,being the Disney whore must watch it.

Went to Grammy's place to bring Lucky out for a walk.Stupid dog,only listens to Qina.

Meiling,study hard,you can do it!
I'll support you throughout :)

Celine ma sunshine girl's having her Big day party tmr.Hope dad allows me out later on a seventh month night,lol.Miss the girls,been long since I got together with them.But I still haven't shop for her present,don't wanna go empty-handed :/ ,SUNSHINE,FORGIVE ME!

Tmr Science practicals,gonna spend time staring into blank space figuring what crap to write.HARHAR.Don't need to panic about waking up on time for the exams tmr,I'll get 0 even if I go.Teeheee.
Blog lacks lengthy posts.Reason being?
Need to color up my life man.And stop the ongoing One Piece marathon.
Oh.And start studying.Can't always rely on the others to kick me to study when they're at my house.Dramatic sighhh.NO LIFE!

Cruise on Friday.No company.Cruise,anyone?*sniffles*

Everything was in stark and dreadful contrast.
It still is.Where did you go?

A shared dream

2009-09-01T21:49:00.002+08:00

Feeling nothing whatsoever even though prelims starts tmr.
Shit eh,gg.
kthxbai goodnight,had fun w MeiLing♥ today (:

Courage see me through,Heart I trust in you

2009-08-30T21:45:00.006+08:00

Calamity.
My haircut was disastrous.It's fucking short now.
Seeking donations for hair extensions.Wa lau eh.Can bang wall and die already.Feel like crying.
HOMG FUCK MY HAIR'S SO SHORT NOW.

Neway,life now is boring (BAW.MY HAIR.).I feel bored all the time but lately it's been serious.Other then the recent phone calls with MeiLing,I find myself goofing around all the time.Think my body's telling me to take a break and do more spending.O levels are 50 what days away?Not good,not good.
Maybe going back pri sch for some cheap rice tmr and find ZhiMing didi if he's going back,and killing time w Meiling afterwards.Kthxbai.

Girls in SBF sent me a text today.

10 ways to know that you love someone.

1.You talk with him/her late at night and still think of him/her when you go to bed
2.You walk really slow when you're with him/her
3.You don't feel okay when he/she is faraway
4.You smile when you hear his/her voice
6.He/she is everything you think
7.You smile all the time you look at him/her
8.There's a person in your mind while you've been reading this
9.You've been so busy thinking of that person you didn't notice that no.5 is missing
10.You are checking is that's true and you are silently laughing to yourself

Love is used everywhere,Idon'tlikethatword.I wish that poets in the pasttime created more synonyms for love.This ILoveYou thing.So cliché.But apparently I ain't good enough to come up with one.Sigh.Love is all but a trivial thing.I do not meet the needs of the 10 ways.Hmmm.Does it mean I don't love (ugh) him?
Sometimes I wish I ain't much of a complicated thinker.Sucks man.I've been ogling at this text like a little girl for quite some time now.I should be watching Iron Man on HBO instead.And no,I still can't get over the sad fact that my hair is like inches short now.BAW.MY HAIR.NBBB.

( What hurts the most was being so close,and having so much to say )

A hug,a chestnut drink and cigarettes

2009-08-29T15:04:00.000+08:00

Thanks AnJuan. :D

Same word.
Vexed.
Stupid school,being a bitch.Same reason why I've been skipping lots of lessons as of late.The repetitive routine of school.Time practices.Going through of exam papers.Doing papers.Revision.Sick man.Figured I needed a break so I've been coming home early this 2 weeks.
One big relief is that I finally handed up my F&N coursework,in which I hope that I won't ever need to see that again.And A1 for chinese.Kept on thinking I will 遭天遣 cause I've been so lax bout Chinese.If I didn't get it,I think Cao laoshi would be super happy.LOL.Faces of some teachers were classic when I told them I got A1.But I don't think I deserve to be beaten cause I got A1.The harping's okay but hitting me is a little bit overboard,me thinks.

Did a disappearing act for quite some time because I was on One Piece fever.Spent 3 days on One Piece marathon,and the next few days roaming around the net for more info and watching the anime episodes with Ace in.Good god,I know,LOL.

My life's so boring,school everyday and Sunday's for group study.Out for town for retail therapy once a while on Saturdays when Parents are off cruise.Running low on cash soon but I can't find any better way to relieve stress.I wonder how much I've spent on my favourite Mango.My whole life's turning into a fucking routine.Shit man.Was planning to go Far East today to visit MeiLing but pops didn't go off for cruise.Best timing to take a break can.

Nad baby,finish off your coursework soon so you got more time for me and update your blog!

& Celene meimei,here's your picture.Hah,if you want your picture to be on my blog,you have to take with me la k.

I seem to leave a deep impression on people,seeing that I am remembered as the main culprit.Whatever la k.I've got many friends.

Another quickie update,some proper update someday,sometime,...
I find myself bored all the time.Salvage me,anyone?
I feel like a caged animal,man,...

Oh,and the definition of sweet is Humphrey.HARHAR.Thanks for hearing me out lately.Read and run as usual okeh. ^^

Come and go as you wish

Go by the years,not months

2009-08-12T18:50:00.000+08:00

I reminded you what day today is :)

Mug Hard Weekends!

2009-08-09T11:23:00.011+08:00

I'm vexed.
Totally.

Really,I can't recall when I am this tired from school,to the extent that I forgot my birthday,until Humphrey reminded me.Ironically,he forgot about my birthday on my B-day itself.Hah.I'm 16 now,but I can't see the difference between the 15year old I am 6 days ago.The aging comes with the flow of time,and by the time I'm aware,I'll be having another birthday again.So no one is totally aware of how or in what way you've grown.Strange aye.

Blog screams update.Can't bear to leave it covered in dust,I ain't any AnJuan.Hah.

My dear girls,they totally know Bugis Street at the back of their hand.He,thanks for being my tourguides and helping me to find Frederick's birthday hat!♥♥♥♥

Other then 1 day shopping trip to somewhere else and tuition at Jenie's place during the weekends,Humphrey have also encouraged me to study.Productive weekends! :D Even though I think I nearly kill him all the time when he's trying to help me with Math.Oh well,at least I'm getting better,other then I forget what I've learnt pretty fast,zz.

I've finally learnt how to do chemical formulas!XiaoTing was like,"WOAH XY FINALLY O_O".Haha.Noob at Science means noob.But still,happy you know.

However last Saturday Humphrey asked me over to his house to study and everyone was playing MJ.Except me.

But I still managed to do my Maths paper faithfully.Eheh.
Then its back home to celebrate Don coach's birthday.

Everyone was fascinated by Fred's hat,...
And the family photos.

This is getting unhealthy,like sleeping early in the weekdays and almost getting none during the weekends.I think I got my nocturnal traits from dad,seeing that he just came back from cruise,...and is going cruise this evening AGAIN.Supposed to join him this week,well,...maybe next time.Been sleeping round 2 or 3am this weekend,which is,to me,earlier then my usual weekends.
The truth is I can't wait to take a nap but I have to study.Study group coming later and I'll prolly end up staying up the night,seeing that parents are on cruise again.And if Victor's coming,maybe I'm gonna go on a furious ramble on how female teachers are biased on giving CCA points.Fuck,shame of feminists,really!Prolly gonna spend the whole afternoon swearing and cursing about teachers.High okeh!
Mom just gave a lecture after finding out I have 5 piercings.Cat's out of the bag I guess.Hah.Wait till she hears I wanna pierce more.And get a tongue piercing after O's orals.She confirm flip. D:

Oh,and TCP Bday celebration for XinYi,Jolin and me.About time. :)
Saw Celene meimei's plurk,touch you mei you! :D
Celine and me are just gonna study and leave the planning to the girls.Hee.
AnJuan,XiaoMeiMei ~~step~~ cute hor? :D

Happy belated birthday.

First a clever title for the subject box,...Ugh,can't think of one.

2009-08-05T20:25:00.007+08:00

AnJuan!

No mood update actually.Can't rmb much except it was prelim orals today,really cock up,walked to Lot One with Humphrey,then Lot One with AnJuan,Valerie Lim,Celene,Kahkhee(Finally!) and CaiYing.Valerie damn joke,today keep tell me funny stuff.LOL.Spent the last weekend studying.Guai right.Turning over a new leaf baby!

Apparently Victor and me are fuming over stupid matters like CCA.
We done our part,turn up for every event,you mind your business I mind mine.Just give a grade,you smile and you step down.That's all.Who would have known.
I should have known,or I wouldn't be the last minute fireman at all.F off la can?
Of course I know my IC doesn't like me.Don't really count myself as her BFF or anything.Victor seems to be thinking the same about me.LOL BOYS BRIGADE JIALAT!

*takes a deep breath*
F U STEWPIAD SHIT _|_.
Freakin' pussy I don't care what study qualifications you have,you can shove your degree or w/e achievements you have up your A-S-S cause you are simply a stuck up BITCH who doesn't know how to get a life.Assuming that you are an adult you should treat each student as equal but apparently you didn't,because your brain circuit is as short as you look,you got severe attitude problem and you got really sepet eyes plus you totally like to glare at people with your sepet eyes.Mind you,I came back because people kept asking me to.I didn't do it for you or your stupid pride.
No reasonable no talk.Fuck,the least that could be done is giving me a B grade.Apparently someone is too stuck up to do so,even though I missed out several practises,am late but I stayed behind later then others,but I managed to turn up for every performance.WTH said that joining performing arts would be bullshitting.Teacher not happy=achievements you have made or whatever fucking efforts you've put in would be forgotten in an instant just because the IC hates you.I admit I haven't been actively participating this year,partly because IC is really f-ing stuck up,still I've done my share of the work,and I expect at least a satisfying outcome.Fair or what?
Oops,forgot that the world ain't fair.I have to grow up to be unfair,huh?S.B.F.
In short,curse you and the stupid CCA.
Piang,feel like adding my IC on facebook.She's not the only stuck up IC around,hope she's glad.Victor curse his sir like damn funny can!Totally support him man.
Sigh,suggest people who ain't confident enough to tolerate unreasonable ppl to stick to heir CCA and slave their asses out.Really not worth the time.Reflect people!

That aside,I think I had the best birthday ever.Sweet 16 aye?Peektures soon.Nad baby and others are planning me a surprise,TCP too.Super big thank you!
Waiting for my iced milo to cool me down,but ZongSheng don't want to run the errand for me.Hope Sag doesn't forget. D;

It's Just The Way We Roll

2009-08-02T05:14:00.003+08:00

Quickie update.
Had a hell of a day.Productive Saturday!
Happy Birthday to Belinda,and happy belated to Liting and Don coach.

I know my body needs sleep but I'm too hyper to even close my eyes,sigh.
Goodnight,world.

Run for the hills

2009-07-26T05:46:00.008+08:00

I didn't notice this paper pasted on the Art room door.
I find that this is real cool,but is saddened by the fact that F&N pplz have no HQ,so we can't have something like this. ;< Friday's motivation talk was fun,cause school at night is always fun.Spotted hotstuff on bus back to sch.Said hotstuff is suspected to have noticed us ogling at him.HAH.Bus was slow otw back to sch,but Zaaty,XiaoTing and me couldn't care less even if the bus broke down.Biggest regret was that I have my cellphone with me but I didn't snap a picture!!!Oh,and I forgot to scan my pass when I was getting down the bus.SO excited by the fact that his name is Carl.But I probably won't get to see him again.So it was some sort of sad crush.HAHA.Girls kept laughing at my mistake,which was both hilarious and embarrassing.

Sucks that I still can't sit at the back of class even out of curriculum hours,but one of the motivators was a hot hunk.Even though the talk started late.Super late.To the extent that Syairah was being sarcastic too.HAHA.Fil said the sunset was real pretty and I got what she meant.Pointed out that TeckWhye is an estate lit by fireflies cause the streetlights are switched on,telling everyone on the streets that it's 7pm so go home.And we're stuck in school.But whatever!Been going on about CARL for like forever on Friday w the girls.And Bobby.Humphrey co sent me home (Thank you!) and dad whisked mom off to cruise once again,leaving us sisters with a tranquil house.(YAYNESS!)

Which of course allowed us to have MahJong! party at Violet's house today,and allowed me to fulfill one of my biggest wish,which was toe watch FFVII Adventchildren complete on teevee.The blu-ray effects were amazing man!RENOOOOO was adorable and Yazoo looks attractive to me,surprisingly.Maybe it's the blu-ray HQ thingy,because he looks like a vegetable patty to me when I watched the previous DVD,hmmm...

& Thanks to the FFVII movie just now I'm too hyper to get any sleep.However,cuddling up in a bed in a air conditioned room is still tempting.Unfortunately I have to rush through my F&N coursework B.Which I've only started like yesterday.
And I only have 2 pages.
And I am totally clueless on what should I do now to produce another 8 pages of bullshit.HOMG.I am panic stricken to the state that I don't feel anything at all.Suffering from F&N withdrawal,I don't feel like doing anything F&N related at all but the once again last minute deadline changes forced me to work my ass-ed out brain.I did 3 hours of Maths yesterday afternoon,which was plain torture.And Humphrey may be coming over later to tutor me for Maths as well.Well,depending on whether I can finish my coursework by Tues.Sucks totally man!

BTW,I think people who accuse someone flirting around is aspiring to be a bigger flirt.Hongster really never die,harhar.Aminotright?If I didn't find the situation ironic,I would have found it extremely hilarious.You can cry me a river,and I won't even bother.

AJ,let's strive to be punctual for sch everyday so no foul shit happens! ^^
And I thought you said you would update your blog. D:

Memories are easy to make but so very hard to get rid of.

I wrote the plotline

2009-07-22T18:56:00.004+08:00

Sort of blindtyping this entry cause its either my comp fucked up or my blog is playing some tricks on me again.The only thing available for me to type on is this small miserable box that I can't really see what I'm typing.Still,TCP requests of me to update my blog more often,so there.
& That's me being a hindrance during Art!
Having some F&N withdrawal,so I decided to leave class early.WHICH of course made me walk into the art room for some radio,but the girls asked me to camwhore w them.Anis was super cute,too excited and pushed me to the floor.Hah.
Felt slightly motivated ever since Ms Tan talked to me,hmm.Miracle has found its way to me!

&&,I owe AnJuan
a big big thank you cause she's been giving me love wake-up calls ever since I got the super lame Early Bird Programme.Thanks sweetie! :D Which reminded me lar,I reached school round 8.15am on Monday due to my tiring weekend (6am NIGHTS??) and I couldn't really hear anything.Lol lol.Mr Aidil was nice and all but I had to run round the hockey pitch 4 rounds ALONE.4 rounds cincai,it's just the ALONE thing.I finished the 4 rounds ALONE,which made me feel that I'm super duper brave!

Chinese Listening Compre was today,which marks the end of our O level Chinese.Gyep gyep,I'm so not gonna retake.Hehehaheho.Feels strange to come back to your sec 1 classroom again.Like 返老回童有没有！Our once sec 1 classroom looks so small to us now.Haha.Humphrey was in the same classroom as us and we kept making fun of Alfred.What left a deep impression to XiaoTing and me was the radio thingy.

"Good music,good life."
I must really find out that radio chnl cause Alfred and me are horribly fascinated by it.Especially when I was making assumptions that Deon and the invigilator is so gonna fall asleep.Pot calling kettle black,I was feeling a little drowsy back then too.What if the Mozart and all.HarhahaHAR.It may come in handy fi you need a lullaby to lull you to sleep.
That aside,I hope every O level exam is as relaxing as this cause I really hate taking exams under tense atmosphere.Brain can't work well and I go all sleeepy.Esp the sour faced invigilators,geez.This malay invigilator with the sister mole with Alfred is damn friendly can.Jovin and Chunsie are superr hyper today with no good reason either.Laugh till peng.

LC was overall easy,except for that stewpid,stewpid qn 9.Most of us didn't have an 'A' choice la.I shaded it A since it feels strange not to have any.Humphrey's answers are all tootally the same as mine,except for the dumb qn 9.Tricky tricky,but still above 18 I high liao la.Haha.I bet on budget lunch that I'll own Humphrey for Chinese LC!

Mdm Lim crowned me with the "creative phrases" title or something.I have no idea whether to be happy or not.Do Holy Testicle Tuesday count?Or the Social Reject theory I came out with?Taken into account.Hmm,btw,I think social rejects have no one to blame but themselves for their own demise.Me thinks freeloaders who don't say "thank you" are totally despicable jerks.
Expressing a little gratitude shouldn't pose much of a problem,don't you think so?

I Miss TCP!

Ciao,gonna try and do homework.Horrifying,I know.
I can't even believe myself.HARHAR.

Heart under siege.

Misery loves its company

2009-07-19T04:36:00.012+08:00

Dear girl,I hope things go well for you soon.
I've got your back,just like you've always got mine.

Feeling super restless even though I managed to crawl into bed like 5am this morning and woke up round 11.Didn't go POA again,zz.Still it was a waste of time,according to Deon.Strange thing is that I went to Jenie's house for the whole afternoon to do math and kept on drowsing off.The moment I'm out of her house I'm bursting with energy again,...God.

Don coach,kenn and guel came today for mahjong,summoned by Qina,who is currently RP-ing as Snape's secret lover or something.Half Blood Prince was nicer done then the Order Of Phoenix :)
From food to superpowers,games and more reminiscing of their ever-funny secondary school days.Inspires me to cherish what time I have left even more.And perhaps,they were trying to motivate me to study in one way or another.Hah.Did some thinking after they left so here I am blogging in the wee hours.

Buzzing busy this week too,the relaxing weekend was unexpected cause parents went on last minute cruz.Awesome shit if you ask me,but I'm always restless whenthey're away.In short I really lack sleep but I can't seem to close my eyes till I totally tire myself out.
Sigh,sec 4's life is sucha bore,time practise and lessons.Knowing me I probably excluded "homework" from my list.Haha.Homeworks are done in school by any means.Period.I always assumed that every student,being student,would face a situation where they have to copy homework.But but BUT,Celine Wang has never copied HW before!My gosh la,this kind of people still exist.Haha.Love you still.

Some AA case happened this week but I couldn't care less.Anyway,another excuse to kio Linden!*bling!*
Btw,my burfday's coming.
Gonna be like Frederick and announce to the whole world.Hah.I'm super broke.SO donations are accepted as well.At times like this,shopping is the best therapy lah okay.Except that its always costly.The moment I manage to sace up I just spend them all away,zzz.And I've been telling myself I should sleep by 2am everyday instead of spending my time in a non productive manner bit here I am rambling.It's always a matter of discipline!

I've been waiting forever for Nad to update and unlock her blog,sighh.
1 more day to your date line my dear girl!

( Together, we can make it while the world is crashing down )

"Now that this bandage is broken and the cuts left in open
I'll tell you just one thing, this wasn't worth the sting" - Automatic Loveletter.

We are a pair of dumb apples

2009-07-12T13:57:00.015+08:00

Where's AnJuan? D:

Been planting myself on my cosy bed for days.In short,I've been sick.
About time,I though,cause I haven't been sick this year till now.Like July.When usually gastric flu comes knocking on my door (in this case,my stomach) usually on Feb or March.Instead it was XiaoTing who got it.Spooooky.Been telling AJ that I should fall sick soon so I can immune better to H1N1.In the end,a fever popped out from nowhere!
Be careful for what you wish for.

It had to fall on this week,and friday.I knew there was a problem when I refused to get out of bed after 6.50am on Friday.Not just plain Iwannasleepsolemmelieforanother5mins case.Hurhurrr.I didn't feel that bad,other then I feel oddly cold in the inside and warm outside.Gosh.Until Mdm Pua asked chased me and few classmateys out of class and stood for 1 hour.Fever came rushing in.Planned to stay till recess cause I got some shit to clear.Freakin' fucking ass who can't watch his mouth.Little hot headed that day,cause Silvam kept kpkb.And calling up my parents just because I didn't finish my fucking homework?Lowblow,who's hot headed THAT DAY now?Stormed out of class and freaked out when my temp was 39.2.Then OM took my temperature and said it was 37.3.No big deal,asked me to be a good girl and stop trying to skip classes.The fuck.Being pushed around like a ball doesn't help.So I just sat outside the office like a social reject.Silvam came down and went "OwO this girl's really having a fever".Great,so it finally got into his head.Managed to go home cause Sag came down to fetch me,which made her late for class.Sowwie and thank you ):

Sad part is that I couldn't go to clear shit during recess with Fred,dramatic sigh.Been anticipating this moment for quite a time.and I couldn't go Chang Teck's B'day BBQ even though I felt better after 6hours of sleep.Sigh ): Asked mom on Thurs night and she said no even though Humphrey said he'll escort me wherever I go.I spent the whole night thinking how to convince mom,cause it's only fajar and I guess that's where my fever came from!
Only sweetest part of the day was that Sophia noticed that I was feeling unwell during English and kept holding my hands,cause I was feverish hot and feeling cold.And she lent me her jacket ;__;
Oh.And JunYi said he doesn't want to see my face after recess.Meaning he wants me to go home and rest.Heee.

Supposed to go Wild Wild Wet today w some of the Davinci 06 peeps,but my non existent fever stopped me.And I've been anticipating this trip for quite a while cause I've never been there before.And Cosfest is just a few mins of walk away.So many people I would want to meet.Daang ):
Thinking of asking Humphrey over to teach me math...then yet again I don't feel like studying hard cause I can go against my parents' wishes.Ugh.Reverse psychology.Shall perhaps start typing shit into coursework B for F&N.Miss Vani will go berserk if she sees my half page attempt at it.*shrugs* Srsly have no idea how to do the dumb thing.Hope Raneesha stops her ridiculous teasing,it's going from the level of acceptable to extremely irritating. JunYi's super loving and caring cause he IM-ed me immediately after I gave out a SOS.Thanks :) Was chatting with the Celene Celine twins just now.Mygosh,their little quarrel is so cute and amusing.Gonna find time by hook or by crook to rewatch Transformers 2 with Celine so I can record the "WASTAGE OF METAL" parts for Fred,Zaini and Ravin to hear.Plus Celine and me needs to talk ♥♥ :D

Occasional headaches keep coming and it's killing me.I noticed that they come usually when times are not going my way.要死了啦!):
Bored to the brink of death,been rotting my precious weekends away.
明天就是O水准华文口试！I forgot.Wa piang eh.
Scared and nervous shitless now.What if I give another one word answer again.Shit.

( "I tried to do handstands for you,but every time I fell for you" )

I've plunged in way too deep.

I'm finally alive?

2009-07-06T21:16:00.009+08:00

Summary of last week.
1st week of school,in which welcome speeches are said,but no assemblies,and no doubt everyone didn't start on homework (wooo 4D!) ,haven't tuned back to school,and are all still on the holiday-mood mindset.

Monday

Forgot.Tardy for school.Lots of screams and hugs.Physics Time practise.Mr Tan went on emo mode again when I was totally oblivious to surroundings.Haven't noticed I've been sleeping till Deon told me.Phrase of the day?You can FLY.Denry suggests all of us to fly home.Huh,joke.

Tuesday

Forgot too.Tardy for school.Half arsed time practise.Anis drove me crazy and mad again.And Tick tock,I fell asleep.Why so hard to stay awake during classes huh?

Wednesday

The F word.Tardy for school.Raining cats and dogs,the rain kept on hitting on the windowsill,the soft "tip-taps" lulled me into dreamland once again.Filzah told me dreamland's facing traffice jam that day,breaking my reverie,and I noticed a short day of school (no time practise) has ended.Headed to Lot 1 with Zaaty,Ravin and Zaini for my 2nd round of Transformers.Subway with Kenn and Guel.

Thursday

Oh I certainly won't forget.Tardy for school.Got sent home over some trivial matter.It was raining that day and I got to see Celine who's not allowed to go to school for the whole week.Not as bad as I thought.

Friday

Tardy for school.Ran a round on the hockey field.Ezpz.I trained myself by being late over and over again so I could run rounds round the hockey field.I tuned into a masoschist because our sch's a Sadist.AnJuan and me had the same thought:we should have got sent home today.Friday was dead dog tiring and boring.Embarrassing and flattered cause the whole of 6th floor at our blk knew what happened on Thursday.Not lesbian orgy!,but I was tying my hair.The common question,why is it so hard to stay awake?
Frederick's my favourtie photographer,took so many candid pictures..Ain't he the sweetest thing.Unfortunately blogger's being a dimwit and refuses to upload my pics.And Ravin and him.Kept roleplaying Michael Jackson and Decepticons in the foyer.Hell of a noise,caught a lot of attention,but laughed my ass out.Even though I felt like an idiot talking to Ravin and Zaini and they kept giving me the blank look and do the,"...Ou-kay." thing at me.Gosh.And the debate over whether the phrase "wastage of metal" turned up in Transformers or not.Fancy me watching the movie 2 times?Emo lah.

Saturday

After Frederick's harsh but mean me well lecture,I decided to go for the POA dumb workshop.Though I was late with Nad and Fil,Mr Silvam was driving pout of school and told us "Better late than never." We were X-tremely grateful,finally one teacher approves of our motto.Harhar.Workshop was boring cause the lecturer was reading of the slides.Money easy come,easy go.Hor Yizhen? :D
Nad and my lunch was 1 hour cause workshop really damn boring.And we had to wait for our Nasi briyani.Thanks for the treat baby ♥!It'll be my turn to give you a treat next time!Felt real bad for leaving Fil behind.And the best punishment:Come back fast or you'll have to answer questions.I don't even know accounts to save chickens,dimwit.Spent the POA saturday playing Bingo and Hangman.So not productive,dread the next few lessons for the next 3 weeks.Another 3 weeks of boredom.And 3 weeks of no Spongebob,digimon and pokemon.Sobs with Syafiq.Digimon me still gonna watch,cause me wanna be late :D
Had one more piercing done cause it's GACKT sama's burfday.Love lovee.Happy birthday to XinYi mei too.Watched Boys Over Flowers w/o Qina sis.Soooo lonely.I'm finally alive,cause Frederick showed me Michael Jackson's hat when I was FB-ing in midnight.Joker!

Sunday

Sag's birthday.Brought MAGNUM.Kenn and guel came, and cutest Ann kor.Qina sis finally came back from Bintan,sag and me labelled her Stupid Fuck for the day cause we were worried shitless for her.Well,even though she came back like a lobster.Sunburn ain't a pleasant thing,it seems.

Monday,youth day.

CO lunch.TCP except AnJuan was there.So I'm the only old bird there.And cry! cause they went on shopping trip to town on Sat and brought very chio bag,only I don't have cause I was pok like pork and didn't go ): Laughed non stop hits today.Damn hilarious man!Nose feels funny after drinking a cup of coke at one go.And stomach hurts cause I kept laughing and everything anyone says,including myself.Too agitated result=spilled a cup full fo water everywhere.Laugh somemore.AJ confirm say I sot if she was there.Sniff.Damn joke,hope to see TCP tmr :D
Girls went to Causeway for movie and I went home.Didn't manage to do some catch up with Gary.Snuggled in bed with Sag's ridiculously big MuMu plushie and read book.
Happy Birthday to Frederick,have to get him his MJ hat to prove that I'm alive,I experienced rebirth.Bahh.Important note:Make sure it fits his ridiculously gigantic head.And so my hunt for a white MJ hat begins.TCP says Fareast's selling them,gotta take a look.Of course I expect a B-day present from him.Hee.
Sch starts tmr.Can't afford to be late anymore.Teachers are giving me temptedtothrow daggers@me look.And fuck,haven't done any of weekend homework,INCLUDING holiday homework,which I was supposed to finish during the weekends.Hehehaheho,knnccb.

And the Madness continues tmr.

(The feeling you can't stop)
There's a difference in knowing what you want and what you think you want.

Time will tell.
Don't forget.

It just swells up and explodes,shattering each fragment into countless pieces,...

Bitch prz >D

2009-07-02T21:21:00.002+08:00

Sis's birthday was awesome,saw some faces I've missed,especially Esther,elated that she's happy this year.Hope she'll enjoy her trip to Bintan tmr.
Today was epic shit,late for sch in the morning so we had to queue up to take temperature,saw AnJuan,Celene and XinYi.Went to toilet to tie my hair to avoid naggings and all,while the girls went to the toilet too.Stayed in there when the national anthem was playing cause we respect SG man.Sang off key cause sound waves travel and warp your voice bad.Ahem.Damn suay,walk out saw Ms Lim and she brought us to Mr Cheok.So much for promising her to be good.And we had to empty our bags,hmm,suspect they suspect us smoking.Like we can get the smell off and smoke finish by the time the anthem finishes.Respect your country,damn it.GrumbleGrumble and Mr Aidil passed by (uh-oh,so lucky) and asked what happened to his P.E rep.Apparently his P.E rep just tied her hair in the toilet and got dragged down for no reason.Period.
Here comes the famous principal sentence,"Go home."
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.JOKE.

Totally in denial till Mr Cheok told AnJuan its true.HAHAHAHAHAHA.Really chee bye.3rd time this year.I wouldn't have mind being sent home if I was in Lower Sec.In fact I would be fucking happy and take it as a blessing.All this sending home shit,in my graudating year???Not cool,seriously,not cool.Laugh somemore.Turned out that we were supposed to go home and reflect."Take a break." Oh,guess I really need it or I'll go under depression.He really likes the sending home thing huh?I do reflections real quick,I'm real good at it.But seems that luck changed course today.Can't think of any jiao wei to say.To be honest I find that I did nothing wrong.Perhaps that's the reason why i can't reflect.Ugh.

Went to TW mac and Nelson's house after that.His house is full of musical instruments that AnJuan and me nearly forgot to go back to school during recess.Uncle Mazlan told me I shouldn't have done this or that because H1N1 is dangerous.Thanks for the concern and all,but where's the link.....?Back to Nelson's house.LOL.Finally saw Celine sia,her dad is worried she may fall sick so he asked her to stay in home for the whole week.Which means I don't get to see her in school till next Monday.And she doesn't even miss me.Sad fact.Played around with his violin and guitar,helped him to tune his Dizi too.Thanks for accommodating us and providing us w green tea man!LOL.

Wait for 975 is seriously long.Really.

Celene's abnormal today man,agreed to take picture w me.

Was in a dilemma as first but Humphrey gave me further advice.Salute saviour.Thanks buddy.Haha.Talked about how society's gonna be if every adult refuse to listen to teenagers like us.And more grumbling to Nelson,who listened everything with amazing amount of patience.More gossip and home.Boy,hell of a day seriously.

And the moment I was online I am flooded with messengers.
"You were caught in the toilet with 3 girls,..."
"Ms Tan said you were sent home cause you were hiding in the toilet..."
Teacher say you loiter in toilet,you why sia?!
And the whole 4A knows of this cause we are inspiration for them to think before they act.Not really that great of an inspiration but I'm so happy I helped.*rolls eyes*
And the caught-in-the-toilet with 3 girls thing.Makes it sound as if we were having a lesbian orgy.Omfg.Sad you mei you.T^T.SO relieved there ain't any assemblies cause of H1N1.Even though I can't use assemblies to finish up my half ass-ed assignments now.Better then letting the whole school think that you were having a lesbian orgy.Laugh Out Loud.Instead of loitering in the toilet,I'd rather parade the school and search for pixies with free underwear or something.Hell of a day,totally.

Different types of people messaged me,even those I've drifted apart from.Concerned about me being aggressive or something.It's real comfort to know that I have such people existing in my life,even though they tend to imagine me to have serious violent tendencies.Still,thanks for all your concern.And I have knowledge passed on by Alfred,______ are all cunts.Noted that.Nicer then usual nice self today.And the knowledgeable advices.You're totally awesome.Thanks a million,for swearing to make me feel better.Hehehaheho,you and your swearing skills,damn hilarious.You HHH,cheered me up by millions :D

Holiday homeworks due tmr.And 2 essays.W.T.F.Give my fragile soul a break,school.Can't wait to see my friends and whine to them tmr.Whine it like you mean it.Whole thing was a big drama that I think the whole of sec 4's gonna know it.That I am suspected to have a lesbian orgy today instead of going back to class for the national anthem.Holy cow.LOL.
I know Mummy Sha would be disappointed in me when she comes back.And I don't even have the mood to finish up homeworks due tmr.And F&N,god damn,really have no idea what Miss Vani's talking.
School's being a bitch and I think I still haven't kicked the habit of bitching about school yet.Can't deny that I'm frustrated and down.Course of my final year in secondary school ain't running smooth.Too much bumps and jams.

Thief ley Celene.Steal Celine's wallet for what.And your face.Super cute so I covered it up for you.
I'm in TCP! :D

And sigh,damn the wonders of FaceBook.
My heart skipped a beat.
You haven't changed much,didn't you.

"Fuckin' beaners go eat taco!!!"

Hit pause and restart it to our favourite parts.

2009-06-28T21:12:00.008+08:00

I watched Transformers on Friday.*sniff*
We brought the ticket on advance cause it kept on going OOS.Irritating.I had to wait further till 11pm cause we took the late night show for our favourite seats.Painful wait,but it was worth the pain.Watched Ocean's Thirteen on HBO and I loved it.So we did some mischief because we got tempted by the crowds.Kenn and Guel joined us for the movie too.I didn't know you could cry watching an action-packed movie,but I did.LOL LOL.OPTUMUS PRIME DAMN SHUAI LAH.And Bumblebee.Simply adorable ♥♥♥♥.Kept on talking about "clink clang" to sisters.Cinema was roaring with laughter.It was awesome :) Probably gonna rewatch and rewatch it on cinema.Like Part 1.Haha.And there's sequelll!Can't wait.

SO.
School officially starts tmr.
What with those 6am mornings that I have to struggle to wake up,the longer-than-business-hours school hours, which basically means you get out of home early,you come back effing late.And teachers will harp on you that time's running,so on and so forth.
SO.
I have made preparations for the first day of school,starting form homework.
I haven't done any because June was eaten up by F&N.But fret not,I'm relieved I actually managed to submit 36 pages of coursework.Task A is,about 85% to completion.I'm short of 4 pages,but still,I feel relieved for handing in that damn fucking thing that I've been going nuts about.And Miss Vani will be taking us for Task B.I sincerely hope that we won't need to CHANGE TEACHERS ANYMORE.*rolls eyes*

Not much feeling about school reopening,since it hasn't been a difference this whole 4weeks,3 days were given to F&N during our RIGHTFUL break in the 3rd week,but whatever.*grumblegrumble*
But I sure am gonna miss the it's-holiday-so-u-can-eat-in-class rule.Sigh.It's the only thing that keeps me awake other than talking.Well,sometimes I doze off with food in my food if lessons get a bit boring but...
Oh,and it gives me the creeps if word that I've never been punctual for any of the holiday lessons other then the last day of remedial *laughs* is spread out.*shrugs*
Damn.And I've overslept to the extend that I missed a number of 8am-10am lessons by reaching the school at 11(well,there was a time where Qina offed my alarm clock because it has been ringing for the past 1 hour,so I have an excuse for that),and ya,the interview with VP.LOL LOL.

Been heavily distracted.Like,Axel's name turned out to be Lea.So much for cracking my brain out just to figure out his name by taking away the X.Lea.LEA???!!!!God,it doesn't occur to me it would be a...bisexual name.Or whatever you call that.
June has been,like what Qina said,BL month.Yep.Totally agree high dosage of Boys Love.Certainly not healthy.NOT HEALTHY.Which reminded me,Sag burned out all the crisis core cutscenes on DVD and they look perfectly,or rather effing awesome on TV!I can keep replaying the parts with Gen now.HAHAHA,Been weeping over Angeal's death with Sag at 3.28am today morning.GAWD.This unhealthy activity has to stop.Started on KH:358/2 Days and it's really unhealthy.Tetsuya Nomura even got me to think about the meaning of the bloody title.THE TITLE.WTF,like sicne WHEN PEOPLE CRACK THEIR BRAINS JUST TO FIGURE OUR THE MEANING OF THE GAME TITLE.
And Square Enix?Saix and Axel,the ex bestest of bestfriends that joined the oganisation together?Not good,certainly not good.Not shipping this.Nonono.

Now I can't stop thinking of Lea.Damn.

Game rant aside,I haven't touch any homework,but rather than burning the midnight oil,I've chose to sleep early and go to school early tmr and do what I do best.Anis and me have decided to go school and copy.Heeeh.Well,maybe I'll write an essay or 2 before I sleep.Depends on amount of inspiration.Been rapidly downloading Gackt's songs since 7pm after watching several clips on him.And he's coming to Singapore at October.O LEVELS WHY YOU DAMN ME.I REALLY WANT TO GO YOU KNOW.IT'S LIKE,REAL LIFE GENESIS IN SINGAPORE.HELLL. >(

Officially broke.Am left with $7 now.LOL HOW???June is the season of spending man.
And July is like the Important birthday month.HAHAHAHAHA.No moolah.Gimme moolah,anyone?>(
Byebi,normal school tmr.I hope the class still remains the same.
Gonna watch more crisis core cutscenes on TV,sch's freaking me out.And my bad haircut.Lessons during holidays have the more relaxed atmosphere you know.And you getto come online more.And you get to sleep longer.

King of Pop,Michael Jackson,Rest In Peace.

「強く抱きしめて」

BAD NEWS,CERTAINLY THE WORSE

2009-06-25T23:14:00.005+08:00

MY FUCKING EAR HURTS SO GOOD IT BURNS BUT I CAN'T SLEEP ON MY RIGHT SIDE AND I KEEP HITTING IT BECAUSE I JUST REPIERCED MY HELIX BEFORE THE "HOLIDAYS" END AND MY TERRIBLE HEADACHE HAVEN'T SUBSIDED YET AND I'M FUCKIGN SLEEPY CAUSE IT'S BEEN A LONG DAY AT SCH,IDK,PERHAPS I LAUGHED TOO MUCH CAUSE JOVIN ATTEMPTED TO STRIP AT KFC TODAY, BUT I CAN'T SLEEP WELL THESE DAYS I KEEP WAKING UP BEFORE THE DAY LIGHTS UP AND MY EYES CANT CLOSE TILL ITS SUNRISE BUT I WANNA GO BACK SLEEP BUT THE SUN IS TOO BRIGHT AND I HAVE BEEN WAKING UP WITH HEADACHES EVERYDAY LATELY CAUSE I DON'T SLEEP WELL,KEEP WAKING UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT,I HAVE WIERD DREAMS EVERYDAY,I FELT LIKE I'VE NEVER SLEPT,ONE IN WHICH ZAATY IS A HAWT! TERRORIST???AND I HAVE TO HAND IN F&N FOR 'O' LEVEL SUBMISSION TMR,I TOTALLY SYMPATIZE VIVIAN,CAUSE SHE HAS TO RUSH THROUGH THING SHE DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT'S HAPPENING,BUT I CAN'T HELP HER CAUSE I'M AS CLUELESS AS HER??
MY LIFE'S A WRECK,I"M A WRECK.TEEHEEEE.
BUT I CAN'T DIE TILL I SEE ZACK ON TV,UNTIL A MOVIE ON CRISIS CORE IS OUT AND MORE FFVII IS OUT,PLUS I CAN'T DIE W/O PLAYING ALL FFXIII GAMES.

DONE/CHECK! SO FAR (AS IN I THINK I DIDN'T SCREW UP MUCH) : TASK ANALYSIS,EVALUATION ON PRACTICAL.
CONFIRMED AND IDENTIFIED AS RUBBISH MATERIAL: RESEARCH, DECISION MAKING, DEVELOPMENT, EVALUATION ON WHOLE COURSEWORK
I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MOVE ON ANYMORE COMPONENTS OF COURSEWORK: PRIORITIES AND CONSIDERATIONS LIST, PLANNING, OVERALL WORKPLAN.

HAHAHAHA FUCKED UP YEAH.MY FRIDAY'S RUINED.ACTUALLY TMR ONLY NEED GO BACK FOR CHINA ONE LEY.HAHAHEHEHAHEHO.*CRACKLES* SRY FOR THE LANGUAGE BUT TMR REALLY ALL OF US KENA FUCK UPSIDE DOWN.HAHAHAHA.JOKE.

Sigh,can't wait for weekends.I've never wished for more and I'm a big fibb.

( Stars are stolen once again,tonight. )

Immoral Bastards like us roam the land,wishing for more----

2009-06-24T21:51:00.006+08:00

Coursework no flow,clueless,no idea what the fucking format for each component is,bad headache,super sleepy,plagued with fatigue,good weather,I'm tired,...and I'M TIRED.

Submission for 'O' level F&N coursework tmr?I hope not.I seriously hope not.
Most of the time I don't even know what I'm typing,or what should I do.
Gawddamn? *stones*
I don't even have the energy to whine.
Science practicals tmr till 5,I have to lie to myself they are the most interesting part of Science,and not brood on Science is a total bore tmr.
Even though most of the time I am clueless and have to stoop to resorts like asking people to draw for me because I feel asleep during practical briefing.As if it will make a difference if I am awake.
Omgbbq,I really hope another miracle happens,and F&N is cancelled.My only wish for the day.
And I HOPE she leaves my peaceful Friday alone.FRIDAY.

[Edit]
Eh.Me suspects no F&N tmr.TEEHEEE HEHEHAHEHO.
ME WISH FULFILLED???
Btw,good children like us sleep at 10pm.SO GUDNIGHT.SHALL ~~PLAY~~SLEEP IN PEACE.
And yes,XiaoTing and me got whole class to type CAPS.Flashy aye?

"I got soul but I'm not a soldier"

2009-06-22T22:48:00.003+08:00

SO.Went to Jurong Point with Celine sunshine,due to a vair very embarrassing reason.
Still,it's the time we spend that' most important.Yep.Did some catch up and dad a debate over who is Subway's bigger fan.Me or her.Which I conclude is me cause I went down to Lot 1 to met Miguel and Sammie (sounds something soft and Piak piak),for round 2 of Subway for dinner.Subway ftw.

Yea yea,I'm evil,forcing you to take picture with me.

Train's all ours cause we took the longer route back.Feel good to have all the train to yourself though.Reminded me of the early morning I took the first lrt to Celine's house.Haha.

♥♥♥♥♥

Best thing,next day,F&N.
And Ravin's new PSP,damn chio can.I also want one.As for the food,it is essential as I will fall asleep anytime w/o chewing.Can't remember what happened that day though,4 hours of F&N that day seemed short,spent most of my time reading fanfics saved in Microsoft Word or playing Facebook,as usual.There was a spy that day but the spy wasn't doing his work too.Ended up watching youtube.Now how awesome was that?LOL.Had a good time bullying that XiaoTinb by lying to her saying I lost her birthday present,her now dear dear Secret Code DBSK album.Love me or what?She still wouldn't give me a kiss on my cheek.Pffft.

Next day,F&N again.Increase of food cause F&N morning to evening.Big fuck.Nevertheless,enjoyable when half the class is around.Plus,no spy that day.Savvy?
Mdm Jennifer spent the first 1 and half hours being late and kept on picking on Vivian.Poor Vivian,she totally went moodless after that. );
More food,cause we had our 1 hour lunch break shopping at NTUC.Fruit juice or whatthehell bizarre items,to the comp lab GO.
And yeah,munch munch and not within an hour I got bored.Sang songs to XiaoTing cause she's always god damn disciplined.Well not most of the time,anyway.So when Mdm J. went to break she totally lost it.

Spot Zack Fair.
Hell broke loose the moment Mdm J went for break and XiaoTing and me went all "HEHEHAHEHOOOOOO".Student policy #1:It's okay to violate school resources cause you don't know what's happening half of the time.
Result:Printer got slower and yellow cartridge "Needs to be ordered".
XiaoTing and me scratched our head at that and thought that it happened last week.It should have been replaced,no?Btw,what's yellow catridge?So,scratch head,she continues to print her 猛男,and me continues to print out more Zack and FFVII stuffs.We're leaving the sch anyway.Watch Basara subbed 8 9 10 11 12 and kept smirking like a lunatic at epi 12.Had to slam head at table to stop further obvious movement.Oh boy.But wasn't BASARA AWESOME.Spent the last few hours typing to XiaoTing and doing work.I AM DISCIPLINED!

Spent Saturday at home.Like Celine sunshine said,"NO LIFE!"
I was supposed to go the class outing but,...whatever.Class loves gatherings so we probably gonna have one more next Sat.LOL JOKE?No,once is never enough.

My muscles are in pain as if I've ran a marathon because I went to walkthedog ytd with Qina sis.Walk the dog?Who am I kidding,the bloody dog was dragging me.Still,love for Canines and Zack,still there etched in my heart.BAW.
Stupid beeyatch,kept hiding from the camera.Me suspects he understands mandarin and english.Even japanese.Sigh,like mother like son.Totally has the unpredictable mood and actions,so like Karen,THE Qina.

Speaking of the devil.I wouldn't have went with her if she wasn't cooking dinner.LOL.I really really want to avoid Grandma's place.Her mood's been horrid.

Gave up.There's no way Lucky gonna look at the camera.His mother,actually loves taking them.

Culprit for making me ache everywhere today.Sch was long today you know???
Next time shall visit him with a new collar.He,apparently find joy in wriggling off them.

Today was real boring.Overslept as expected,but caring Vice pres is caring.Denry called me to wake me up for Chinese but I went back to sleep. D:,so sorry.OH AND DEON THAT SMUG IDIOT.SAYING HE'LL GIVE ME A WAKE UP CALL.WHO'S CALLING WHO???LOL.By the time I reached class there was only 30mins left.And oh she really ain't pleased.Despite my outstanding performance for listening compre.LOL LOL.Kept shooting me.Okay okay,I'm sorry I have no sense of emergency for Chinese cause I hate it.Dread Chem cause Anis weren't in.But XiaoTing and Ravin came to save the day.JOKE.And the class outing sounded like awesome fun can.*Howls further* Spent the whole of yesterday howlign to Deon but it doesn't seem to be enough.And yea,I know,Belinda has a crush on me so she asked me to take a picture with her.Don't worry,chances are plenty soon,cause your class is next to mine :D

Oral workshop last week.The practise for conversation was awesome.Going totally Out Of Topic,me being late for 1hour+,and now Drama Classes.AWESOME.Unfortunately our instructor wasn't able to appreciate our sense of humour,but the other instructor cum helper was able to.LOL."I've watched Terminator:Salvation,SO!Do you think people deserve a 2nd chance?It's a really nice show!"Fred power,didn't turn up for 2nd and 3rd session.Well,the usual girls and us missed at least one session.So interview with dear dear VP.Haha.

Happy that my crazy girl loves my birthday present.Ohoh.Haha.Thanks for keeping me company thse few days no matter online or offline,been feeling lonely these days.Belated happy 16,thanks for all the help,attempts to keep me on the leash so that I can do my work disciplined,naggings that mean me well and the fun times.AND YAR,SOMETHING NEW.YOU CAN WRITE SONGS NOW.YOU'RE AWESOME.LOL.

Feel so accomplished.68 chapters of fics in 2 days,learning more vulgar vocab and no more.Wth??
And bloody hell.I'd do anything for the extra holidays.
I really need them.*sniffs*
F&N final submission 25th June.And I'm not even kicking myself to do it.Why why why??
Have I given up on even F&N too?*CRIES*

Supposed to revise accounts with Sis but??Seems like I can't get a thing done.
& Tmr another Science Day.Oh so merry.Maybe can do more crap with SiaoTing.
Join her in writing songs,maybe...
And I always have to be the hamburger meat.Crap.Its a please everyone game.Always in the trend,never breaks off.

(Scribbled out the truth with lies;)

Why do all puppiescanines look like Zack Zackary Wacky Fair now???!!

2009-06-22T03:13:00.004+08:00

Sch's starting in 5 hours.
Our June "holidays" has come to an end.
Oh boy ain't I thrilled.*rolls eyes*
Been staring at the com's digital clock like a goofball.
The truth is,I don't wanna go back school.What with all the questions like Why didn't you go to the class outing,..blahblah,don't really feel like answering.To be frank I'm still quite upset over it and howled like a baby when Deon MSN-ed me,but it's okay,I have Ravin's promise ;)
XX hours of Science tmr.Not the best 1st day of school and I mean it.
But sigh,I miss XiaoTing's dramatic sigh.
Somehow I don't feel like going crazy and I just wanna sit still tmrw.

Dunno wassup with Deon,suddenly going all caps on me.Doesn't he know that Chinese is gonna start in a few hours time???Instead of...capping at me,he should be sleeping.Disciplined.

And I really should stop reading,I really should.
Brought my dearest canine for a walk today but my muscles feel like I've just ran a marathon.Lucky,you're an overactive dog for your age.Which reminds me,Lucky's head,the fur surrounding his ears,...reminds me of Zack and his 2nd class hairstyle.Perhaps I should stop comparing him to other canines alive.I mean,dogs and puppies and all.Those cute little furry things.*coughs*

Home Alone 3,house's a wreck with us 3 Ang sisters alone at home.Hehehaheho.
Oh f***,really need to be disciplined and get some sleep.China first thing in the morning,sweet.I feel real restless,which is like goddamn.

Proper update tmrw,on what productive shitz I've done over June "holidays".Which are,always,not productive.
Oh,not tmrw,but later.

Grumpy like your good ol' Gramps.

2009-06-20T15:32:00.003+08:00

First Bali Trip and now the class outing???What the fuck seriously,what.the.fuck.
Super down.

"NIU KIDDING GUISE!!"

2009-06-19T15:50:00.004+08:00

... ...
I just watched BASARA 12 and IT WAS FREAKING AWESOME.I MEAN, EXCLUDING THE FIREWORKS AND ALL THE COLORS THAT ARE MAKING ME DIZZY,AND EVEN THOUGH THERE WASN'T MUCH ON MOURI AND MOTOCHIKA,NO WAIT I WAS FUCKING PISSED OFF THAT THEY ONLY SHOWED FOR 2 MINUTES AND KEIJI HAD MOST OF HIS PARTS CUT OFF OTHER THAN HIM SMIRKING AT KOJIROU <---- I SWEAR I.G PRODUCTIONS LOVES HIM DAMN IT.THEY GAVE HIM 2 EPISODES???!!!!OKAY WHERE WAS I AGAIN.I LOST TRACK.BUT THEN RANMARU WITH ITSUKI???THAT BRAT???DO THEY STALK NARI'S WEBSITE OR SOMETHING???? THE BLUR OF COLORS: PURPLE-->ANIKI,GREEN-->MOURI AND SO ON.AND WAIT,THERE'S A YELLOW.WHO THE FUCK WAS THAT YELLOW???

AND YEAH THEY SHOWED THE BLOODY EARTH.WAS ODA SO STRONG THAT HE SENT MY YUKIMURA AND MASAMUNE UP TO THE UNIVERSE????SO CAPCOM MATERIAL.BUT WAIT.SENGOKU BASARA BELONGS TO CAPCOM.LOL.SEASON 2 NEXT YEAR.LIKE HOWTHEHELL DO I WAIT.THE IS TERRIBLE.MY HEART ACHES.
AND THE BEGINNING???WAS ON OUR OTP KENSHIN AND SHINGEN DREAMING ABOUT EACH OTHER,SAME VENUE,SAME TIME,THEY MIGHT AS WELL BE RESTING ON THE SAME BED CAN???!!!!

AND I FEEL SO SAD FOR SASUKE ;________;

IT'S BEEN XX YEARS SINCE I LAST SPAMMED ABOUT MY CURRENT FANDOM.WAIT,MY CURRENT LIFE IS BEING REVOLVED BY FFVII,KH,FFXIII AND BASARA.

Well it ain't so bad on FFXIII,cause they can't possibly write fics on them.Only Noctis and Stella have their flashy latin names but that hot blondie does not.I don't suppose you write fanfics like "Blondie/shot gun guy looked at Noctis and said,...","Guy with shades who drives the car looks at Noctis...",Hilarious,if you ask me.

OMG WHEN ARE THE AVI BASARA VIDEOS COMING OUT SO I CAN BURN AND WATCH THEM ON TV,...EVERYDAY????

Holy,F&N ends at 5.30pm today because Mdm Jennifer was late and we are going quite slow.
No,scratch that.I haven't done anything other than PRINT PICTURES,WATCH 5 EPISODES OF BASARA AND READING FANFICS.AND RAVIN AND ME ARE WATCHING THIS PANJABI MV THAT WE WANNA LEARN.OH AND THE POKEMON SONG.IF PRODUCTIVE = AMOUNT OF FUN,IT IS A PRODUCTIVE DAY FOR ALL.

So,who wanna join me in the Noi Noi dance??

Tonight, in our unspoilt world;

2009-06-18T22:04:00.005+08:00

♥♥♥♥ Celine,
dearest girl,do know that I'm always there for you,...You are my sunshine,my only sunshine, :D

Short update cause I'm running out of time.~~I'll post soon,I swear,I swear,...~~
Procrastination,is indeed a sad trait of the ANG family.I believe Joel Ang shares the same thought as me since he got _ F9s,same as me.Well that isn't the main point,or the subject that I'm about to blog today.

I only want to say that if there are any 2 cute girls who come knocking on your door round 6pm~10pm,please buy ice cream from them,and at least give them an umbrella,penknife/any sharp item.

Wah lau that KahKhee and Celene Ng,sell ice cream so late also don't know for what.Only making paranoid as if I'm their mum.Omg.As if I not 老气 enough already.Someone,anyone donate to my ice cream fund so I get to buy some ice cream from them.If not I 没义气。Lmao.When actually I'm full of them you know.
BE CAREFUL OKAY!

Owright,F&N tmr again.I HAVEN'T COMPLETED ANY WORK BECAUSE OF Hannah Montanna and Suite Life of Zack&Cody.Awesome shit,gunna get fucked tmr.Cause I'm like going back to room and play Kingdom Hearts 358/2 days now.AXEL I'M SORRY BUT I DON'T KNOW WHY YOU AND ROXAS LOOK SO DAMN BLOODY WRONG WHEN THE BOTH OF YOU MEET UP EVERYDAY AFTER MISSIONS AND EAT ICE CREAM IN SILENCE.IT JUST MAKES MATTERS WORSE YOU KNOW.START TALKING AND STOP STARING AT EACH OTHER FOR GOODNESS SAKE.AND CHANGE THAT SWEET DOPEY BACKGROUND MUSIC THAT IS MEANT FOR DATINGS IN KH.HELLO???

Oh and THE BEST THING.4D's going back to ~~battlefield~~ school AGAIN.3rd week isn't a break AT ALL.Our only wish?Retaining our happiness and stay away from more stress.OH,and that rumored one week extra holidays.In which I WISH THAT NO LESSONS AT ALL.Went to see the art students today,all of them have pretty pieces,especially my Nad baby.Don't give up okay baby?I love you,bear it through my dear,it's gonna be worth it.

With you I,...

2009-06-10T21:28:00.001+08:00

At times like this I wish I could see you.

Okay here's some room for panic.

2009-06-09T22:37:00.003+08:00

*takes a deep breath*

MATHS CAMP WAS BORING TODAY BUT MY DAY SORT OF BRIGHTENED UP BECAUSE
I WENT TO THE TOILET WITH ANJUAN SWEETIE AND SLACK FOR A LONG LONG TIME YEP AND YA VERY HEART PAIN I KNOW YOU FELL SICK THAT'S THE REASON YOU NEVER COME SCH YESTERDAY RIGHT SO SWEETIE,GET WELL SOON AND DON'T USE COMP TILL LATE LATE WE EVEN CAMWHORED BUT I DON'T EVEN HAVE TIME TO PREPARE A PROPER ENTRY WHEN I ALREADY PLAN TO DO SO TODAY I JUST GOT HOME FROM MY MOM'S SIDE OF RELATIVES BECAUSE MY NUISANCE AND CB OF A NIECE JUST NICE HAD HER BIRTHDAY LANDED ON 9TH JUNE SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRAT AND THANKS TO YOU I HAVEN'T STARTED EDITING MY TASK ANALYSIS,PRIORITY AND CONSIDERATIONS,RESEARCH,DEVELOPMENT AND EVALUATION FOR DUNNO WHAT FUCK.AND THEN VIVIAN WAS LIKE SOO KIND TO DARE TO ASK MDM JENNIFER WHETHER WE CAN HAND UP RESEARCH TMR.WELL ALL THOUGH SHE DIDN'T ASK IT FOR EVERY HEART AND SOUL IN COMP LAB 3 MDM JENNIFER STILL SAYS OKAY TMR MUST HAND IN RESEARCH.AND PRINT BY TMR.HELLO.I GOT NO PRINTER.BTW I CERTAINLY WON'T BE SO THICK SKIN TO TAKE AWAY XX PAGES OF MY FRIEND'S PHOTOCOPYING MACHINE WHOLE WEEK F&N HOW TO SUBMIT QUALITY WORK OF COURSE ALL RUBBISH KNN CCB PCB SIMI LJ FUCKING TIRED BUT I KNOW BEAR WITH IT RIGHT EVERYONE SAYS SO I AM NOT BEING THE MOST UNDERSTABLE PERSON ON EARTH SO I AM HERE WHINING LIKE A FECKIN' BABY AND YEA XIAOTING I WISH YOU AN EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAUSE I WANNA BE THE FIRST OKAY FECK IT I'M NOT GONNA DO F&N AND I'M GONNA SKIP IT TMR BECAUSE I CAN'T FINISH MY WORK AND MY DAD WANTS ME TO SLEEP SO PERIOD I SHALL GO BACK ROOM AND PLAY FFVII CRISSI CORE AND FORGET ABOUT JUST EVERYTHING.

okay dah.tmr dead meat.If you can't talk during lessons,go facebook and grumble on your wall.I'm not even sure I can even survive tmr.I have no wish but to get through this whole week packed with F&N.I feel like a packed meal now.

Over.

Sunshine's love!

2009-06-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

After a series of meaningful,hilarious,disastrous events...I would like to...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
As if laughing wasn't enough for today.
What can I say.School's rabak today but I love it to bits.Absolutely.I find today,today, totally amusing.I mean like,totally.
Yeeep.Nad Baby finally came school today.EVEN THOUGH she promised me to be in school yesterday.But dah.Nvm.I forgive her cause she updated her blog.Super heartwarming entry.Featured mother hen Fana :)
Today was Combined Humanities day.Owo.4 hours of them.Gyeeep.Super interesting.*rolls eyes*

2hours of SS was bearable cause I had Anis.Next we decided to take our time during break cause it was GEOG.And here comes the climax and FUN TIMEZ.We were late for 30mins because of this random game we decided to go on with.By coming out with random recipes and those bombastic that no one ever heard off.So yea.They toyed me for quite a while till I know what's happening.So.I started to ignore the girls (Nad,Anis,Fana) and took pictures to feign my disinterest.

Back to the late 30mins part.We were thinking whether we should:
a)go home.
b)be good girls and go in for lesson.
WE CHOSE B.WHICH WE REGRET.Or maybe not so.Cause we had plenty fo fun later on.But fun comes later.Mdm Pua just nice had to come out to take things from the staff room and was just barely away from us.We were hiding at the dark staircase area.Then Anis was like "LET'S GOOOO" and chiogn in.I went in after her and I heard a furious yell."STOP RIGHT THERE!!!" So there I stopped.Super awkward.With my hand on the handle and my body stretched forward.Yes.And Anis got fast butt and legs,already sit down already.I can already hear the class dying with laughter.Comedy yes,but not so with a furious Mdm Pua.I was there thinking on "fuck what to do" then Nad was screaming frantically,"ANIS GET OUT GET OUT!!!".HARHAR.After that,the usual scoldings teacher harps you.And the late-u-stand-outside thing.So Nad,Fana,Anis and me were like O.O,punishment comes in all forms of surprises.We were about to go home until Mummy Sha came out.Uh-oh.So,reflections,letter of apology to repent our sins.

In which,since I make totally no difference whether I'm in class or not,does it matter???

Anyway,back to narrate.So the moment we left we broke into laughter.Apparently we find everything amusing today.Hehehahehorrrrr.What does an apology letter look like?How do we write it?Hmmm.Our first question was: Let's call Fil eh?Tell her this epic story.
Then Anis went,"YAYA I bet she laugh.She would be one of us if she was here."
TEHH.Still sleeping I guess.I hope her stomachache didn't kill her.
So.We suggested to write it in a formal letter way but we remembered we still had Maths reflection.So we decided to keep it short.So how did we start."I really regret for being late for class and attempting to sneak in for it shows no sign of integrity in me...,which I have already lost and if I didn't do so I would be safe at home and wouldn't need to do a reflection!
So we kept saying our true thoughts about the whooole thing,and we cut off our negative ones.Like,shiver with laughter.I really liked that though.

Reflect,repent,...
Oi Nad baby stop messaging.

1 hour later we finally managed to complete an apology letter.As in,finally start work.

Half A4.With the help of Mrs Soh.Actually she gave us most of the ideas for the letter.Thanks man.And lots of laughter.I nearly died.Who says reflections ain't fun?
Class came out after break.
"Eh why you all still here ah?Why never go home?I would have went home."
Hmmmmmmm.Syafiq smiled at us with pity after some mean ppl started laughing at our ninja parody.
"Syafiq?Can you help us take a picture?It's been too much fun.Memories."

SPASTIC!Classmates were supposed to shower us with pity but they saw no need to.Hmmmm.Big joke.

Submitted apology letter to Mummy Sha but our ideas were overall the same.Rewrite.Teehee.Felt sad we didn't have hearts but we found ours later on.Life's a journey baby!
Shiqin passed by.
"ShiQin,mind help?Take a picture.Memories."

Another poor victim of our laughing mania.Keeeept laughing all the way.
Ah damn.Ms Tan came and asked why I left halfway through lifeskills prog.Hmmm.I don't think she would believe what I said.Which is probably why I didn't tell the Coach why I left.Finally our letters with love and heart and soul we just found cleared.But Ms Sha wants a form of sincere apology.One of us suggested a pledge.so we did.I mean,we tried. But we couldn't help it,we kept laughing."We pledge that we will not be late for Geography lesson.Ah shi- sorry,other lessons also---HAHAHAHAHAHAHA" We took a lot of time trying to get through the pledge.Mummy Sha said no laughing.STILL IT WAS VAIR VAIR TOUGH.I mean,no point making a pledge full of lies.So we decided to learn how to fold paper hearts.Haih,really CMI.Like that serious teachers will also interpret it that we are not serious.Humans must really get together and understand each other you know.We are normal.Just that...we tend to laugh more when we are together.After 45minutes of painful practising.We succeeded.Well,not really.Anis and Fana were perfect but Nad and me cracked up at the "Although we don't know how to fold paper hearts,we will learn how too...,We will be very very good daughters,students,citizens of the country,..."LIKE HELLO WHO'S IDEA WAS THAT IT WAS TOTALLY IRRELEVANT TO BEING TARDY IN MDM PUA'S CLASS LA!
SO ya,Mdm Pua said I wasn't serious.She would have no idea how hard I was trying!

So Mdm Pua said what if we were late again.It's always the "what if".Pfffft.
Reassured her there won't be any "what if"s cause we ain't gonna be late again!I will be punctual Queen!Or,I will try.So she said we will stand outside again if we're late.Good deal,actually.But then,we pledged to be good girls.I hope we didn't cause our mother hen Fana any trouble.

Supposed to go bird day party at CCK park but I didn't cause I didn't wanna be OddOneOut.Haha.Went to see boxers with Nad Baby and Mother hen Fana(From now on I shall call her that,inspired by Mummy Sha)and got high over the lingerie.*laughs*
Then I met up with TCP people who are crazy over mango.AnJuan,Celene,Xinyi,Celine,KahKhee.Supposed to catch a movie but the movie was too late for me.So we played Truth or Dare at the Roof Garden.Celene mei mei,not 天台 okay.Anyway today really damn suay and rabak,cause I got a lot of truths and dares.HMMM.敢做敢当！
I was supposed to take a picture with a kid w/o scaring them away.And I hate kids.So I picked a pri sch kid.Next I had to run around without any shoe and get myself wet over there.Damn suay.XinYi mei's one was soo easy compared to me.Sneak into the children's TV room and snap a picture.Ta-Ta.So unfair!
Celine Sunshine's love yeap.Wait for me buy frozen strawberry.

Okey dokey,ranting over.I may say School's not school without fun and pain.Haha.
Oh.And Mdm Pua told the class XiangYi,Yuhanis,Nadiah,Farhana and Filzah were standing outside but..?Filzah ain't here today!

Whatever.Gonna catch Terminator at 10:30.Before then I should finish up more Zack fanfics and squee.It has been,afterall,a productive day.

358/2 Days;

2009-06-02T19:59:00.008+08:00

So Ravin and the few guys are converting me into LAN addict.But I won't fall for it.Haha.After today's motivational/achievement workshop we kept talking about the ridiculous 25hour package at LAN.Harhar,vair funny.
As Alfred says,ChunSiang's reputation is going waaay down,damn hilarious,thanks to the workshop parody.And yaya,guess who's Forehead?

Belated Happy Birthday,Celene mei :D
You haven't told me what you want.Super hard to buy present for noob like you.

So I took my 'O' level Chinese paper yesterday and I was nervous shitloads when I reached school.Reason being I did nothing at all and still had the cheek to watch Camp Rock the night before.Joe Jonas was awesomely batshit insane cute.However my weekends weren't so productive and I planned to do something chinese related since I slept about half of Saturday off (which I was supposed to go makeabear with Humphrey cause I've been dying to step in thereee,grumblegrumble).SO,Sunday to the drain cause all I did was to finish up Violet's brother's mangas (managed to lie to myself that I am doing revision by reading chinese material.Kung fu manga,I was reading KUNGFU manga before my 'O's.Yep.),ANYWAY,super happy to find cohorts who ain't at all guilty they didn't spend their weekends doing,uh,productive revision.Turns out lots of girls in my class were~~ogling like goofballs at Joe Jonas sing and strum the guitar like HOLY~~ watching Camp Rock.

BTW,YiZhen and me having 2nd thoughts on staying back in TeckWhye for 1 more year,no matter how fun it is.At the rate school's going,the moment Digimon takes over the school we are so gonna hate school.Vivian was yelling "I HAETTTT HIMMMM" on the last day of school.Sorry,no last day for us.We sec 4s got no life.Have to come back for more and moar studying.Like what JunYi says,I have to keep believing and telling myself I'll get my A1 for Chinese.so yep,I WILL GET MY F***ING A1.
I didn't have any idea that we have to pay for the bloody paper again if we are retaking MT paper untill Kenneth told me.HAWLY FUCK.But no worries,JUNYI AND ME WON'T RETAKE RIGHT.CAUSE CONFIRM A1.YEPPP.

Watched Humphrey play pingpong today and I don't believe he's a first timer.Irritating,why people long arm long leg good at anything one huh?Haha.
Like what buddy said maybe it's just jealousy towards me and I shouldn't care much about it,...Gotta be proud that I'm outstanding.Haha,thanks buddy :)

I miss irritating people with my fangirling,sighhh.
Pulling heartstrings.

SQUEENIX I LOVE AND HAET YOU.

Tmr F&N with Mdm Jennifer,no facebook ;(
I hope I can get away by reading FFVII fanfics revolving Zack,and try not to smirk like an A-class lunatic.ANDDD try to produce some work by tmr morning.This is sickening.School everyday,and even longer then normal school days.Another dramatic sigh.

I agree that it's time to make a change,SOOO.
Someone,anyone,teach me to stay awake in class.
So embarrassing to be waken up again AND AGAIN by teachers,sighh.

Don't assume what I did and what I did not.

心のつながり。

Love for money

2009-05-28T20:30:00.007+08:00

Some random fact to get AnJuan jealous.
I had 2 free periods yesterday and another 2 today.*ahem*
Fana Izzati and me skived english for 2 days cause we used the period to uh,study MOTHER TONGUE.*bling*
And Mr Tan was on MC while today he only asked us to do WS while Anis and me did more action again.So AnJuan,don't be jealous.
XinYi rocks.

Keep falling asleep on Chinese time practises.And 1st June is coming.Goddamn.More looking forward to 30th June.Moodswings.However yesterday Yizhen,Jierui and me saw this handsome from SP.Teaching the sec 3 rollerblades.ENVY!Zhenwei the birthday boy has embarrassed me totally by yelling with Nicky that "HEY THE BLACK FELLA OVER THERE XIANGYI WANTS YOUR NUMBER" so okay,enough of guy scouting,dragged Zhen and Jierui to run with me.

Moody for the whole of today.Was lucky that I was late cause assembly was super long and boring.But Ms Sha gave me a really painful pinch.Spotcheck,yada yada.Who said priorities were studies?ZongSheng and me exchanged bags for the day cause he looked kinda cute in my hearts bagpack and everyone loves his cute bag.Hahah.Was released early from school today so I went to LAN with the boys for some stress relieving.Jovinson was extremely excited was hi first and later Last trip to LAN.uh-oh.Haha.

I suck at CS totally but I find it amusing.Tyco triple kill by spamming ^^,but ChunSiang owned us by killing all of us one by one.PROPRO k!
Boys taught me how to play L4D too,and I suck at it too.Gahahaha.Practise more to be better since I paid $5 for the membership.Teehee.I'll make Jovinson love LAN!
Nicholas suck,keep killing me in CS and L4D ;(
Thanks to Rain,ChunSiang,Alfred,Denry,Deon and Frederick for teaching an IT idiot like me to play CS and L4D.And Nicholas for killing me continuously.*grumble grumble*Jovinson and me were first timers but Jovin kept killing me.Well done 1nightstand! *laughs*
Next time must bring YiZhen to go with me.Heee.

The walk there was something new and exciting to me.

Faggg,so not motivated to do F&N.I don't get all those recipe analysis shit.Feel like giving up already.Maybe I should go to F&N tmr and get people to teach me how to use FaceBook and play Restaurant City.F&N lessons are no longer F&N lessons.FaceBook dominated their minds and I geel so OddOneOut by spending the lesson reading M rated fanfics and smirking like a S-class lunatic.Yep yep.

Quickie update,gotta run and watch Suite life of Zack & Cody ♥♥ !

I was thinking too much.Too much.I hope.
It ain't gonna go.
I'm all choked up when you get closer.

手是温暖的。

Piak.

2009-05-27T19:32:00.008+08:00

I didn't promise you anything.
I didn't say I will study hard.I don't talk about school with the both of you because you 2 think way too different from me.
First you said sch's got nothing to do with you.Now you say you're angry I don't talk to you abt sch like other children do.What the fuck you want?
My results like shit cause I'm stupid and I ain't putting effort to study because all of you keep harping about it.
Discuss behind my back,up to all of you.
No face to talk.
I give no fuck.
Were you talking to me?Cause you seemed like you were pushing all those words you wanted to say to Q Sis to my face.Cause you fear I'm becoming more like her.I don't think it's bad even though you find it repulsive.
If you're disappointed and don't feel like talking to me and have already gave up on me,then leave me alone.So be it.Stop bothering me.

F&N coursework all low band,no mood to catch up,16hrs of F&N on June holidays.WHat the fuck?Everyday chinese sick like goo.

Why so different?

Rejoicing over Home Alone and wondering whythefuck didn't my parents go cruise over the weekends

2009-05-24T17:39:00.009+08:00

Okay I'm so bored.Apparently the sun's blazing and burning outside that I choose to rot at home.Apparently stupid weather going crazy.
Super duper bored and thus here comes A update.
Stupid AnJuan,no matter how many times we take I still taller than you.But the edited photo so below,no one will see de la.Happy?Short or tall I also will love you.No problem.Say till I bush already.Ahem.

1 more week to 'O' lvl Mother Tongue.Uh-oh time's going way too fast for me to catch up.Hope I get all this China shit done with.And no more chinese.F*** yeah!So that's the reason for me not panicking over Chinese.Cause I want it done and over with.If there's anything I'm concerned about,it's that I'm afraid I forgot what Mrs Foo told us about the exam already.What are we supposed to do with that sticky thing huh?Bloody hell.

Starting to develop an interest for Birth By Sleep,IT'S NOT BECAZ VEN LOOKS LIKE ROXAS I AM CERTAIN.AND HOLY COW I WAS THE ONE WHO SAID I AIN'T ANY BIT INTERESTED IN THE GAME AT ALL BBUT HOLYYY---
Another thing that lures me to play game ain't charming characters,which totally amuses me that I ain't bimbo gamer!The combos,yep yep,I have decided who's story to play even when the game ain't out yet.Player?Most good looking Ven.*shoots*

& the irony?I've been waiting for KH:358/2 Days for like eternity.6 days seem waaaay too far ahead.Trust this trailer to wake Sag up form her deep slumber.Thanks,Riku,I didn't need her to wake up and jump to me babbling "MAMO MAMO" into my ears.Blueh.
Apparently Square Enix refuses to stop the Kingdom Hearts series and plaaans to go a loong way ahead,or so they say.Milk money again.Anyway,30th May is the release date.Time go faster pleaseee?

Sch tmr,fuck man more Mother Tongue.8-11am time practise,seriously I rather prefer normal lessons.So sad that I'm gonna miss PE,sigh.I hope there ain't any more practises after school.I'd rather have Maths.Enough of Chinese already.Still,1 more week to go!I'll have to bear with it.Baw.
Tmr ave aircheck.

I find nothing amusing to update during my weekends but I felt mean just to update about the fact that AnJuan is shorter than me but I still love her,so I decided to rant about games instead.Yak yak yak.I wish I have more money for gaming.*cries*
Suffering from trauma cause a beetle attempted to crawl into my ear 7am in the morning yesterday.I told Alfred if I should continue sleeping like an eskimo because I have all-sorts-of-insect phobia and he said yes.
But holy cow,I don't wanna sleep like an eskimo for the rest of my life ;(

6 more days 6 more days.

One of The Rare Days

2009-05-22T21:15:00.024+08:00

Changed blogsong because of Nad.♥♥
It's gonna be walls of text since many happened this week.
It's not exactly a happy week,but a notsomuchhappened but still exciting and tiresome week.Yep.This week started off with the training and forming of School Choir,which consists of 1st division,2nd division,3rd division and 4+5 division.Everyday the national anthem will be judged according to levels,and passing level is 7.Ahem.Running of 5 rounds round the hockey pitch (Which I'm really good at already,seeing my constant late records *coughs*) will be required to wake us up.My school is so happening that I can't bear to leave!
Whole thing was like a combination of joke,parody and comedy.Which is batshit lame,and I think we aren't supposed to be the ones who have to grown up.Still,whatever,Anything happening to keep us continue running.Savvyyy.

Choir still continues for the whole week.
& everyone must ave your theromether with yoo eberydae.
We will be aving haircheck on Monday.

Can't remember much but there is something I am certain about this week.No,I am certain about this feeling I have since February.
I'm freaking sick of Mother Tongue.
So gonna be a Chinese Culture Or Whatever Reject when Chinese 'O's are over.The high expectations and the never ending assignments,...plus cheena teachers keep fighting for face...totally turns me off to do any work.Thus,I sleep,sleep,sleep and sleep during Chinese enrichments and all.Which reminded me,today Vivian and me keep shooting the teacher from the stupid programme that the school forces us to pay and sit for it.HMMMM.Super fun kae.

Alfred and Chunsie changed names for the lesson so she couldn't tell who was who.When Alfred,which is Chunsie for the day,fell asleep and woke up with a red face,she went all,"ChunSiang,are you okay?What happened to you?"--->I think that drove Denry and Deon crazy with laughter.The real Chunsiang gave a myreputationsogunnago look.Hmm.
I kept screaming that fake Chunsiang was having a high fever and wanted him to skive chinese with me by saying he should go to sick bay but he was too drowsy for that.Pssst.
WA LAU CHUNSIANG AND JOHN REALLY SCANDAL.Alfred got his hands on the proof,the hilarious proof.I think the zebra teacher lazy to nag us already.Haha.

Mr Silvam wasn't in for POA so Nad,Fana,Anis,Fil and me went to walk walk and practise smiling for graduation portfolio photo.We were so worried about whether our picture will look good or not cause it's for life.Even more worried that the fact that we 5 MOST PROBABLY,or DEFINITELY,landed ourselves in ParentTeachers----- again.HAHAHAH.What if your employer handsome?Must impress impress ley.Paraded round 6 floor and camwhored.

My fav shot.It's just the beginning.Hahah.Things start to get different cause Nad baby's so full of ideas.Eh Director Nad?

"Let's keep doing this swimming action till the timer's over babyyyy!!"
Okay Director Nad.Haha.

Candid.Aka preparatory work.

"Bang bang,Bang bang!!"
"Oi,what sia."
Fana,Anis,Nad : Police.
Fil and Me : Stylo Milo gangster eh?Role play,role play.*laughs*

Told you Choir is in the trend.

Okay Spastic.

More candid.

Animal and Superheroes.

MORE candid.

"Together we stand,...together we stand...~~"
Not forgetting PTC,my girls.Our favourite right?Haha.Hope Ms Sha gives us discount this time round.We land ourseleves in EVERY PTC since sec 3.Together,yep.But we need to give Ms Sha a chance to speak to other parents or she'll be sick of ours.Right girls?Haha.

So parade round floor 6 during our POA period,cause we needed to relieve stress.
Taking graduation portfolio photo is indeed stressful,and it reminded us that this bittersweet secondary school life's gonna end soon.Bawww :(
Every girl's like rushing to the washroom when Math class wasn't even dismissed yet.Found that quite cute and my girls did more crack jokes again.Haha,the toilet-in-chaos scene was adorable.

Penguin suit,graduation gown,you name it.I admired the cashier girl's manicure and I got her to warm up to me.Eheh.Shy lor.Bet Xiaoting's so gonna cringe at this comment.Tskk.I AM FRIENDLYY!

Pooja,Me,Cheryl,Yizhen :)

Class been talking in this gangster way today.Such a coincidence la.Haha.Vivian and Jovinson started it.And the story goes on to Denry,then me,then Fil and Anis do it to me after school.Super fun kae.Kept sprouting random comments too.Lepak,gossip.Haha.
I really like the tree near Fil's and Anis's block.

Fil classic sey.

Nad baby and me are absolutely crazy about Zack and Cody now.Haha.And we both like Cody!Sweet eh.Keep doing the imaginary glass case thing today.Encourages us to date younger boys ehhh.Sag went all PEDO ytd when she was watching Zack dance.Sweeetttt.
Humphrey buddy got his board.Careful k buddy?Haha.Seen enough of those scars thingy already.Hope he stops giving me the "scars are men's proof man!" rubbish.Hahah.
Get rollerblades too so I can try them.Yepyep.
Lemme see your board and you falling soon. *coughs*

Another thing.
Touched touched.Celene and AnJuan treated me tutu kueh.
Happy bo?Haha :D

AnJuan,about the You-Are-Shorter-Than-Me thing, I tmr then blog lah.Must put bigbig let people see. :D

Touched touched?Ehe.
AnJuan jiayou!

1. :(

_|_

2009-05-22T18:24:00.000+08:00

Fuck you mom. ;(

More and more Birthdays

2009-05-15T19:08:00.008+08:00

Jovin's 16!
Happy bird day Bytch ;D ,my birthday wish for you is to ace Chinese!

Went to school even though it's School Marking Day.
It is a day where teachers hole up in the staff room or somewhere else to mark the exam papers and suffer from High Blood Pressure.Which totally ain't a day for students to come school but we had to.
We had to.
We were FORCED to.
I've had enough of all these China lessons already,so I can't wait for Mother Tongue 'O' Levels to come.Sooo irritating,chinese teachers being kiasu and all.

Jovinson the Birthday boy treated us Mars~~bars~~Balls.Thanks eh!
Came home and saw Nad♥ baby online.Played word challenge thru MSN by naming anonymous ppl.*ahem*

"I love everything about you."
♥♥♥♥♥♥,we have to take more peektures k Baby!
I would have preferred you to stay away huuuuge ego beings,aka men,because we need no more ego dealing and stop meddling in love,but sadly,...
Still,I'll always be for you when you're suffering from another heartbreak,I promise.
Things may not be the same or we may fail to maintain how things are between are in the future.It would be best if we stayed inseparable but time won't permit but we'll each be in our hearts!We'll never break contact even after 'O's! :D

GSS,Retail therapy,and soo many important birthdays.Omgggggg.
~~Siao~~Xiaoting's bird day also coming and she already DECLARED what she wants.Her choice B is simply ridiculous and impossible.Human trade or kidnap is ILLEGAL.But she keeps whining like a baby that she wants JaeJoong imported.Sorry my dear girl.I rather choose choice A: DBSK album with posters AND the big DBSK poster in Sembawang.I can't believe I have to ask the cashier,but for the krazy girl,...I'll give it a go.With all my bimbo might.& did I really say I love messaging in CAPS with her?Hahahah.
~~Siao~~XiaoTing,I'm your MAGICAL AND AWESOMEZ SHIT FAIRY GODSISTER! :D

Happy burfdae to you,happy burfdae to you,happy burfdae to Mickey,Hhhh-h-happi burfdae to you!

Ah yes.We have decided that dialect for 4Diophantus will be Cantonese because Jovinson and me love scolding each other in Cantonese and mixing Cantonese words up to form a vulgar sentence.Not forgetting doing it the Cheeena way.HHHHH-h-h-h-h.So yeah,people,BRUSH UP YOUR CANTONESE SO YOU CAN TEACH ME TOO!

(If there was a choice and forever...)

MYEs ARE FECKIN' OVERR!!!...As if it made a difference.

2009-05-13T18:42:00.010+08:00

Back;
Finally its a few days more and we can resume normal lessons.
And no more prison convict at home.No one is allowed to talk to me during my exams,which totally pisses me off,but whateverr.
Although the bad thing is that we have to face our horrible results.
Which I have already taken back 1 of my horribly-done papers as a prologue already.
Which is F&N.Which is like duh,I would be a genius if I can pass by finishing that meant-to-be-2-hr paper by 1hour.I remembered teachers kept approaching me and waking me up.To no avail.Hurhur.
Somethings happened the night before my F&N exam,which made me didn't even want to read through my textbook.

Scored better than I expected but to my parents' eyes Fail is Still Fail.Can't be bothered much already,and my girls and me would be receiving our atrocious results next week HAND IN HAND.Yepp,we didn't study much for the MYE,but we'll be taking this as A Lesson Learnt.I think.Anyway,at least we hope so.It's the thought that counts!
Just a short post to scream "HALLELUJAH EXAMS ARE OVER" blah blah.The usual thing.Even though I don't feel anything cause I didn't put in much effort this time round.Still not feeling the IAmOlevelStudent feel.

F&N coursework whatyou'vedonesofar has to be in tmr.
Tons of filing to be done.
I have to clear my bloody messy room or my Lizard will suffer.
I need to start revising work cause I have no idea what's going on in class since last year.So much to catch up.
I wonder what would really make me focus in class.What makes everyone stay awake?Why can't I?Rant rant rant.So gonna find time and rant about sch being a bitch.
And China HW by tmrw.Totally no sympathy.And we are the only bloody class that stays behind during exam period for China lesson.At least I got highest in class this year finally,becaz during exam I can't talk to Jovin,Zhen or ChunSiang.
"Stop talking to ChunSiang,...Look at your deproving results...you are getting cocky."
The moment I get top once again,she uses the "You can do better if you stop sleeping in class,stop being late,...start submitting your homework,...stop talking to Jovinson&Yizhen,and stop disturbing ChunSiang..."
Ah FAG.

So many things to do,so little passion,so little motivation...
Nothing's burning me up.
Maybe I've given up already.Can't be bothered with academic achievements anymore...
If it's required in my life and I know it,why can't I work hard for it?
Plagued with laziness and all.Life's a bugger.

Worse of all at this downfall of my life I found a 2-faced bitch.
Watch your damn mouth.
Split personality or what,you are just so goddamn good.Bring it on,Bitch.

True support comes from the outside.
(It's about who to trust)

タイートルなし

2009-05-08T17:26:00.003+08:00

The weather's hot.
It's been changing whole year round.From cold hot cold hot and to super hot.
I kept sweating,I stepped out of class,I stumbled down the stairs searching for nothing.
I can't breathe.I heaved and heaved.
Phone's ringing and as usual I refuse to pick it up.
I kept walking with no destination.I don't know where to go.
I wiped my damp face roughly with my arm.
Forever the high pride,I refuse to let anyone see me in my pathetic state.
I saw the usual barbaric boys,they invited me to play soccer,prelims ain't exactly over but to us it was.
I smiled and refused their offer.More boyish talk.I continued walking.
I took out my phone and call the first 8 numbers I memorized.My Plus One.
But it dawned to me that Plus One has her own life to go on.I tried to recall the many faces who said they'll always give my support no matter what.I couldn't remember them all of a sudden.
I thought of Buddy,but I don't wish to trouble him anymore.
I took a longer route home.I tried to think but I couldn't.The only thing that kept my sanity intact were His messages.
I tried to write everything off but I couldn't.I needed to see a friend's face.
Still I feel relieved when he continues to reply.

Would things brighten up for me like how they brightened up for him?

(Hide them all in.)

I DREAMT ABOUT RENO.WHY OH WHY.

2009-05-02T15:21:00.002+08:00

F-ffffffff I can't believe I haven't watched this yet.It's released like,12 effing days ago??!!
And can anyone tell me how the fuck did May come SO BLOODY FAST???!!!

Prelims coming,doubt I'll be even having the mood to study.
Blog's gonna be private for some time for a reason.
LEARN WHO TO TRUST.
Fuck you.

Need to find a shelter,storm's here and storm's staying.

P.S:WATCH XMEN ORIGINS : WOLVERINE.AWESOME SHITZZZZZZZZZZZ.
Hail Gambit and his magic rod.And young Scott who hasn't grown much muscles yet.

;____; Curiosity kills the cat.

2009-04-24T18:45:00.003+08:00

GOD DAMNIT.
~~I spoilt myself.~~

THAT'S RIGHT,BAW BAW AND MORE BAWW.I DESERVED IT.
I HAET MYSELF ;_____;

Sweat & Tears

2009-04-21T19:10:00.012+08:00

もう終わたよ。

Luck just wasn't on our side today :(
Damn the bus driver,seriously.
Dig your ears with a bloody SPOON.
Our chance just slipped away like sand...

Thank you Faeza and Faeka,love you both too.Regretted not messaging the both of you when I knew of your results.I didn't know what to say...
Thanks for those who wished me luck and all and sorry for not replying messages.I just didn't feel like it.

It's time for me to step down even though I haven't been an actual senior.
It feels unrealistic that I don't have to attend CCAs anymore.I don't need to be chased to CO anymore.A tinge of regret or not.I don't know.It's heartbreaking to see the teachers saying it's their fault,it's their bad.When it have been them who have been trying so hard...I didn't have the face to talk to them because I MIA-ed for so long but I know they've been giving their best for CO.And Mr Ngoh.Kept saying I did very well even though I didn't.

Somehow I feel that I've not done my best but regrets shall be saved for later.
Our juniors are really strong at heart,I recalled me crying bucket loads when I was sec 2.I was practically asking them to cry when the disappointing results were out.Harhar.*rolls eyes*
你们很坚强！:)
Wang Wang,Brenda and Celene Xinyi mei,all very strong (:

I shall forget about homework and have some sleep.I barely had any.
Scoldings tmr.For now,I shall think about today.Tomorrow,...I will think about it tomorrow.I need time to rearrange my thoughts.Somehow I just can't forget about this and move on.I'm not that strong,I can't stand up straight after a fall.

得好好的哭，
因为哭完这一场后，明天又得面对考试了。

( " Stressed , Desserts , all the same. " )

何でも怖くなし！！。。。て、言いえたいけど。

2009-04-20T22:09:00.007+08:00

Celene Celine XinYi AnJuan XiangYi ;)

SYF's tmr,the nervous feeling that's supposed to be turning my stomach upside ain't here yet,probably it's my lack of emergency again.
My passion ain't back yet,but I've already promised I'll give my best.
Uncle Joe told me school will be open at 5.30 am tmr,but the earliest we can reach is 6am.Still,early is early.
I got 5 human alarm clocks,oops,make it 4,cause Celene Ng meimei is another zombie in the morning.Heeheeharharhar.

Would probably go Celine Wang Wang's house at 5am tmrw to wake up and meet up with her :D That is if I can wake up.Hurrr.Hope I don't fall asleep on her sofa while waiting for her ;X ,I confirm wake up earlier then her one.

This is for dearest Yeeling aka JONN.R,
"CO,Fighting!"

*coughs* It's because she will be skipping lessons tmr just to watch the SYF.Not because I'm really that enthusiastic about SYF tmr.Hope JianXiang pigu comes tmr if he's free too.You 2 come in a set :D

A zillion thanks to Gary,I would never have the willpower to pull through those long hours of practice without his constant encouraging.

I can't deny that I am scared shit loads but DanDan will be coming.It means alot to me for her to be there.It'll be like 2 years ago once again,the only difference that will be made will be the color of medal we get.

(Bear through it)

We'll pull through.

Bad habits are hard to kick

2009-04-11T03:09:00.000+08:00

Incompatible, it don't matter though
'cos someone's bound to hear my cry
Speak out if you do
You're not easy to find

Is it possible Mr. Loveable
Is already in my life?
Right in front of me
Or maybe you're in disguise

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Here we are again, circles never end
How do I find the perfect fit
There's enough for everyone
But I'm still waiting in line

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

If there's a soulmate for everyone

Most relationships seem so transitory
They're all good but not the permanent one

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Who doesn't long for someone to hold
Who knows how to love you without being told
Somebody tell me why I'm on my own
If there's a soulmate for everyone
If there's a soulmate for everyone

Sleeping late,hogging the comp till the wee hours ain't something good.
Despite me suffering from severe muscle ache due to the Best Apex Day I've ever had,I went shopping with Qina today after tuition.Sag was half dead but they still managed to make a big joke out of me.Time flew today,partly because Qina had such a fashion crisis today so we had to shop around...or else she had to find a box to hide herself,which I absolutely DON'T WANT.I don't want to be the one finding the box.Still,productive shopping day for me.Haven't done any shopping this year at all.

Parents on cruise,hallelujah.
The thought of waking up early tmr morning to GO CO is so "zzz."
I decided to go back cause I don't want to disappoint Celene,Xinyi and Celine sunshine.
As for Anjuan,dunno la she,her whole class go then she go CO one,tsk.
She also so clever,can manage studies okeh. :X
Celene still jiao wei say I must go back to help her future,yea-da yea-da.
Let nature take its own course,I wouldn't mind if they took my name off the SYF list,in that way I won't brood about going to CO or not anymore.Another burden dropped.

Can't believe I'll miss Spongebob Squarepants,Digimon and Pokemon *sniff*
Perhaps I should leave early and crash in someone's house who lives near Teck Whye.
OH YEAH I CAUGHT OR I GOT CAUGHT ONLINE BY NAD BABYYYY <333@@@
Love,hugs & kisses,you're real sweeeeetttt and nice to stay up for somethinggg.
Nad ILU IMY I Heart You.Thanks for the advice.

P.S :Chill,talk,coffee.

"Soulmates are impossible to find."

Maybe

2009-04-06T21:15:00.005+08:00

The mad weather's getting to my nerves.
Seems like it can't even decide whether to rain or shine.
Maybe it's affecting me.I seem to get fed up by even the slightest thing.
Getting impatient,restless and frustrated easily.
I don't feel at ease.I wonder why.I feel like an utter spoilsport.

Maybe I need to take a breather.
Maybe I need an afternoon alone outdoors to savour a cigg.And coffee.With strawberry shortcake.

Everything seems so frustrating now.

Maybe I would like to add a listening ear to my afternoon.

Surprise,surprise. Back In Black I stole this.

2009-03-31T22:32:00.007+08:00

I know I've been lazy.
Xiaoting's been whining about she being sick about my kappa picture in the previous post.She expects an update but that picture just pops out.Bahh.
People have been catching me online and demanding to at least CARE about my blog but unfortunately I've been so absorbed with school lately,...no,certainly not because I am back into ~~Gay~~Square Enix games fandoms again.Certainly not.I haven't been reading fanfics for liek XX days I am a healthy fangirl.

Shall grudgingly admit that this,THIS game that I've been aching to play ever since I first saw it's trailer - my dream finally came true.Deon managed to get sick of Dissidia and his PSP and SO,he lent it to me graciously.I rmb myself replaying this game again and again because Nicholas offered to lend me his during break time,so i can at least have the feel of the game...only to have my data deleted again and again.Hmmm.
This insane shit was amazing,pretty sad I didn't complete it in japanese,and Square Enix being Square Enix,I cried bucketloads. (Like since when I don't when I play their games?) Worse part is that I CRY almost everywhere.Even when Sephiroth was being,uh,scarily nice?I always thought that my favourite character's Zack,only until people started getting annoyed with me saying the name "GENESIS" everywhere I go.So,my friends decided that my fav charac is him.Which I seriously put the matter into thought,and haven't decided who's my favourite yet.
Stupid me knowing that I would cry bucketloads when I finish the dumb game,I still played it.& finished it faster than the boys.HURHURHURHURHUR.11hours and I'm at the last boss,took me 5hrs to train to lvl 36(horror,damn low,I know,took me liek 20mins or more to finish off the last boss),I think my mission progress is only liek,30%?!
But who CARES,the plot matters most to me and I managed to scare Humphrey and others of course,well,they said the game was easy but took 3 days to complete it./hoho
Yuehan commented that I have selective chionging.Thanks ah,thanks.

Been feeling on the edge lately,maybe Loveless is eating into me.Doubt I'll love Genesis if he ain't voice by sexy Gacktttt.

Game ranting aside,GUNDAM is officially over.Forget about rumours about season 3 or the movie that is officially coming out next year,ain't in the mood to watch it after the stupid ending.I always had the feeling that AT LEAST 1 innogaytor would survive.Unfortunately my Prince Revive perished in the space with the stars. ;__;.I dunno WTF happened to Regene,I dunno WHYTF I cried when Tieria has his perfect body shot,I guess that's because he's a living computer now and is obviously more infatuated with Setsuna,whatever it is,this crazy piece of insane shit,this insanity-- is finally over.I'm free.And you people are free of all those,erm,last-night-random-posts on new discoveries I made about Gundam00.LOL.Somehow I feel that the plot ain't there but...heck it,my true words are:
~~WHY DIDN'T STUPID PAIR&MARIE DIE~~

Wonderful lah,Halle,out of the whole series you only had,what,3minutes of screen time???And there's a total of 25 episodes,in which each episode is like...24minutes 10seconds.I know it.Srsly WTF-ish.I have no idea on what to say,they didn't kill off as much characters as I expected.I THOUGHT SUNRISE PRODUCTIONS ARE ALL GUNS AND BLOODSHED???You proved me wrong,wrong...Who looks forward to the stupid movie now when all my favourite characters are DEAD???? BAWWW.

Sch's been crazy yet enjoyable to the fullest these days,though frequents moodswings still happen,weather's starting to get warm now.
Worse of all,
Can anyone tell me what made April come so fast?
Amazed at how fast time flies.It seemed like we were just assigned to our first seating arrangement and rejoicing over it,and the next moment we get our seats all changed and are all whining over it.I have never,ever sat infront,HEAD FRONT of the white board before.It makes the words SWIMMMM easier and I fall asleep EASILY.Stupid,stupid,stupid.I miss the girls,Nad especially.Lessons are hard to stay awake and listen to if there ain't any of our story tellings.Haih.How to promote better learning when you find no joy in sitting for lessons at all?Yet another chapter of Maths ended w/o me knowing anything.Still can play PacManOnPaper with Anis.Sense of emergency??LOL.

TMD angry today.Was late today again.2nd times this term.It's just the BEGINNING of this term,damn it.Blood boil,it ain't my fault that I wake up to find my foot totally numb and burning because the metal door locked DROPPED on my left toe and left it swelling like big fuck today.Sure,I can wake dad up and ask him to fetch me to sch even if he's sick.Act like some tyrannical bitch.Simi lj,why some teachers like that one huh?I know that teachers can have students they dislike at the first sight,but there ain't a need to just insult or scold people just like that.Yea lur,can go hospital ask for sleeping pills.That doesn't guarantee I can wake up earlier also.Perhaps when I visit Grandpa when he is in hospital I may ask for some._|_

Yes,toe swells,the usually loose left shoe fits perfectly OWRIGHT! today,feet hurts like burning hell if I walk...with my toe making any contact to flat surface.Get used to me not running up and about,people.Hmmmm,CO tmr.Should I make Celine sunshine happy tmr and turn up for CO?BUT MY TOE HURTS LIKE HELL.AND F&N.AND CHEERING PRACTISE.AND I AM THE FLAG GIRL FOR OSPREY EEE HAHH!

Cruise photos,I haven't forgot.
I will be back!

Glad to know you're doing fine too.
It would have made me happier if you told me what made you call me
Was I the one you wanted to talk to or you couldn't find somebody else?

Oblivious on purpose

2009-03-06T19:17:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday dearessttt Ann kor,
I miss you dearly D;

I think I've never looked forward to weekends this much before.
This week was a rush but it passed slow this time round.Not sure whether the weather's been playing tricks on me or whatever.Finally after 4 days adding panadol in to my diet my headache succumbed to me and I feel totally alright now.Still,moodswings are still happening because I'm having my period.Not very good,not very good.

Thanks to my headache I'm placed under the famous and stupid Early Bird Programme (which is the most intelligent name the sch came up with,REALLY.).Ms Sha's so gonna blow her top,zzz.So sorry.Headache on 4th day led to the need of lying in later.Sigh,stupid shit.What a stupid name anyway.Early Bird.Qina and me had a quick laugh about it but it doesn't change the fact that I have to sign in at 7.15pm on the dot for 4days more.Btw,the counter aunty at General office is such a cow.Attitude issues.Anyway,Thanks to XianXiong for waking me up to sign in today ^^
Yea la,haven't forgotten your boxers.LOL.

Can't help but feel a little disheartened,I spent my weekend studying for Geog as it is one of my weaker subjects but I got another Pathetic grade for it once again,5/25.

My weekends were spent in vain,not to mention I was grumbling and whining that all this is utter epic,bullshit and meaningless.
"Yeah right,I'm gonna work in the future and tell everyone how rivers form.All the river processes,rocks grinding next to each other depositing them into blahblahblah."
So motivated to work in a geographical environment.Sure,most of the things you learn in school don't exactly come to use when you grow up,according to the genre of work you work in.But working in Singapore,a place where there's no rivers...?You got to be kidding,asking me to memorize all these water lake river bullshit that I probably won't get to see until I'm 20.Of course this knowledge will come to use.10years after when I become a geography teacher.Sarcasm or what?

Ranting aside,my grade was supposed to be 4,because I had a stupid spelling error for vertical.Mdm Pua said it wouldn't make a difference if she took that 1 point away or not.Also she said that I didn't put in any effort nor study at all.So all my efforts ran down in drain.Like What The Fuck.Lol,wasted my time studying _|_.I knew I was gonna fail but I expected at least a borderline fail,but,...Crap.
Parents are so gunna "OMG YOU ARE THICK" once again.I think I grew up to believe I'm stupid,I'm thick.

I'M THICK!!!!

China lessons 3 hours today.I never fail to get frustrated during the long hours of China lessons cause I think they are plain crap.Disturbed ChunSiang once again today and he drew a very vair cute duck for me.Simply adorable.Though he admits he can't draw animal eyes,but still the outcome was absolutely adorable.Need a peekture.Haha.Scribbled shit as usual,teachers are all drilling us with chanting of importance of 'O' level mother tongue that I lost interest in doing work seriously anymore.Surprisingly Mr Sim wasn't there to do countdown game with us,sigh.

Sum up of CA1:Basically I made no difference from last year.Feck.

SAG,お前わやはり BEANER です。
Sag's a beaner.For going shopping and spending $200~$300 on clothes.I haven't even done New Year shopping,and it ain't new year anymore.Jan and Feb flew by w/o me noticing.I'M FREAKIN JEALOUS.Mom,is this to punish me for having a row over my dumbass of a CCA again??We had a row so you decided to punish me by THIS???This is,...ownage,pure ownage.Fuck.Stupid short watermelon.YOU'RE THE ONE WHO CAUSED THIS ALL.And I went to CO obediently today to pei Wanqi.Too much,..too much.Okay,they brought a real nice exquisite wallet for me from JTYS,but still,...PANGS OF JEALOUSY STILL REMAINS.GrumbleGrumble.

Dad wants to drag me out for movie on a Friday night,no objections but it's a 9.20pm movie.Skip Beat and Gundam00 > Movie night.Sorry pops,you should've asked me out some other time.You know I love movie nights.It's been months since I last seen a movie.Weekends are occupied by useless POA tuition,productive chit-chat and math tution at Jenie's place and stupid Jap classes. D; To be frank,I can't managed to clear HW on weekends and I normally bring them on Monday to COPAY.There,I just did a confession,Holy Father.

I think something went wrong.

1 + 1 ? :(

(I Miss.)

Awe of big difference in various individual's brain's capacity.

2009-03-04T20:57:00.005+08:00

If you think just by attending CCA you can minus away 2 or 3 points away from my aggregate you're wrong.
If you think that by now,all those time I spent at my CCA could have gotten me an A or B.

Stupid sack of useless shit.
I'm gonna fuck off from CO kay,don't ever ask me to go back.
I;m gonna be tyrannical and I don't care whether Qu di needs 2 people or what shitfaggarbage,I'm still gonna fuck off regardless what.
Sorry I'm not as clever as the sec 4s around CO.
I need the fucking free time to finish up my work because I''m stupid and I'm still scoring more than 3 F9s now.
Sorry I got no time to attend stinking CCAs or devote my heart and soul into CO once again.
Sorry I can't work up my passion or desire I once had to get that fucking Silver Medal.I don't even want to fucking work for it kay.
Sorry that I don't want to waste 4hours + of my life practicing 2 songs in a room when I can do things much more productive.
Sorry I'm not cultivated cause I know people.
So sorry I only know how to scold fuck.
Shows that I have vocab limit but I don't care.

Lastly,fuck you and your stupid phone.
Fuck you who thinks by attending CCA you can get distinction,or getting a C you can minus 2 or 3 points of my 'O' Level aggregate.Fuck you and your low brain capacity.
Stupid fuck,stupid sacks of stupid shit.

I mean it when I say I don't want to do things I don't want.
I know you promised that dimwit of a teacher,that's why you want me to attend stupid CCAs.You don't want to lose face.
Stupid,stupid stupid.
What the fuck.What.The.Fuck.
TMD dulan,knnccbpcb. _|_

Owright Nicky,yeah yeah,no more vulgars.I forgot.Thanks for reminding me ;)

Happy Birthday Sophia ;)

2009-03-04T19:20:00.005+08:00

Shine,Radiant,Energetic,Joyful,youmakemesmile ;) ,that's the way you should be.

Okey-Dokey.So I didn't go CCA today.Sorry MeiS and Sunshine.Despite all the hassle,I decided to stay home when my purpose of coming home was to take my music score.Not very good BelBel,not very good.
Headache's been taking over me for 3 days now and it haven't ceased yet.
Seriously,whatthefuck.What.The.Fuck.Thanks to the headache all I could do was to lie on the bed and stare into blank space,thinking or either screaming mentally that I should start on my F&N 'O' Level Coursework.Stupid shit.Still,throwing a fit and labeling it as Shit doesn't mean I don't have to do it.I still have to.I have to score high or I'll be fried D;
Head feels as if someone's hammering it now.

Hot&humid=Sleepy (More sleepy,in my case).
But it's not like I can stay awake and full alert for lessons,even paying attention for 1period is tedious for me.WHY OH WHY GOD THE SHORT SPAN OF ATTENTION.
Frederick rocked the Parliament yesterday,still remains a hot topic today.BUT the fan at the gallery was still dusty like no parents.Not good,not good.At least things won't get spoilt in classrooms now.Hockey field is OPEN TO ALL.

Spot check today.How ironic when sch wants us to focus on our studies.This year is full of spot checks.I bet they love it.Now XiaoTing and me know who to turn to in need of hair pins.Vivian's full of them.And for the first time Vivian and me had GREEN LIGHT for SPOT CHECK!Ms Sha was saying,"You only pin up your fringe now?It's unfair isn't it?"
Managed to stun her with my usual cheesy talking again.
"are you folding your skirt?"
"Oh nono,you can touch me all you want,no problem! ^________^"
XiaoTing was giving me that "OMG XiangYi stop THAT" look.Hurhur.
Ms Sha was priceless xD

SO gonna die at F&N.But at least,Mdm Siti's back and I miss her nagging after me :D
Actually I think Fil,Anis and Nad should be in MLDDS.
They were practising Malay Oral on each other and it resembled a skit.Dialogue was in Malay but I understood parts going on.Simply hilarious.That woke me up from my deep slumber and I started LaughingOutLoud.So,GoHomeClub includes MLDDS too??Skit making?;D

DAMN IT I REALLY MISS THE DAYS WHERE THERE IS AT LEAST A DAY I AM RELEASED EARLY SO I CAN FOOL AROUND.

Okay guess what.Ms Lai called once again.I bet she memorized my number.I bet she did.
AND SINCE WHEN DO PARENTS KNOW SOMETHING CALLED CCA POINTS???
I don't recall them giving a shit or throwing a fit over Sag's CCA,no?AND I DON'T RECALL PARENTS KNOWING THE EXISTENCE OF CCA POINTS.Kao,so kiasu,CCA points also want me to have.I bet she didn't call ZhengKAi di and YenHung.Ffffffffffffffff.

Sag you Beaner.
You like Paku but you don't like Regene.
You like Saiga but you don't fancy Revive.
You love Mamo but you don't love Setsuna.
You love MikiShin but you don't love LockonS.
You love Hoshi but you love neither Yuki nor Butz.
You love Kamiyan but you don't love Tieria.
You love Koyasu but you don't love SASUKE.
You love ~~KONITAN~~ to bits now but I hate that Drag Queen Voicer to the core.You won't stop spazzing or talking about him.

YOU BEANER.

Lockon's Birthdayyyyy♥♥

2009-03-03T20:30:00.006+08:00

It's Sophia Sweetheart's birthday tmr.
In 3 hours 30minutes time,finally you'll be sweet 16,the age you ought to be,given to your matured way of thinking. *laughs*
Come to think of it,you're getting more and more grown up as you age so,...you're still not acting your age after all the hassle.You see more than other people do.You view things from a unique and rare perspective.You're a very special girl.You make me reflect on myself with your various changes,you always offer to listen.Do remember that I am always willing to return the favor too.
Sorry for not gatecrashing to your birthday party,come to think of it I've never celebrated your birthday with you before,despite all these years ;(
A happy advanced birthday to you girl,stay happy,young at heart,keep smiling and rock on ;)
You know,the usual blessings.
4th year,4th March and going on,
I love you.

Sch's being more of a bitch but if I'm not wrong,I think I'm loving it.
Masochist or what?
BUTTTT!
Damn damn damn,CO's compulsory tmr,no skiving ;(
Plan for tmrw was to initially stay in class and play FF7:Crisis Core on Caroline's PSP like there's no tmr.BOOHOOO ;__;
Good thing is that I can drown myself in youthful energy,aka fooling around with the sec 2s.Miss Celine sunshine,Celene mei,XinYi mei ;) Esp Sunshine,I know I'm biased.Hahah.

Been plagued with sore throat and severe headache for 2 days.Body's warning me against Fever.I feel terrible.Moving on to Moody Phase 2.

(オレ達、最初から繋いでないかも知れない。)

[Edit]
The Eff.This is so gonna move me on to Phase 3.They made Yukimura look like a barbaric troll in the anime and WHERE IS SASUKE??????I can say they love uncle characters.All those shu shu damn shuai can.Are you promoting uncles???Damn you,animes,damn you.
I feel so sad.DOWNRIGHT SAD.
SAG LOVES REGENE NO MORE ;________;
She doesn't want to see him in a dangerous flightsuit.

RAWR.

2009-02-28T21:02:00.004+08:00

Nad,I'm still waiting!!!!

I ain't gonna update till you do.

*Wink**Bling* Back in black.Stolen.

2009-02-25T20:00:00.035+08:00

Surprise ;)

Awesome holy batshits,

CA1'S OVERRRR ☆

Before I start ranting I would like to wish Nabilah Izzaty, a belated happy birthday.And seeing that she likes hearts too,

HAPPY BIRDDD DAYYY♥♥♥
Thanks for the awesome cupcake.

Yes,I shamelessly asked for a cupcake from the birthday girl.Hand made,but it tastes awesome okeh.

&& like finally!For some reason it feels like Friday today.
Courtesy of CA1,our class managed to convince teachers to cancel off all afternoon lessons.
Convincing or what?So as it was a stressful 3days,we had a feel on how was it like to be released early again.For 3 days.TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.But there it was,reality.I signed my verification slip for 'O' levels on Tuesday with Diophantus.Paranoid if you ask.Felt as if I was choking on air.Time's moving faster than ever.

Still,the girls were crazy and priceless as usual.
That what that keeps me moving too ;D
Stayed back yesterday with the usual girls.(You know,Nad,Fana,Anis,Fil.)
Got quite upset with work,which may be seen as a good thing.Haven't stressed over school work since...since sec 1?LOL.So,people,its a good thing.No need to ask me to cheer up whatsoever.In fact you people should be happy.I'M CRYING OVER SCHOOL WORK! *prances*
Thanks Zhen,you're wonderful and uber sweet :)

XiaoTing and me got bored of being hungry during recess so we arranged for a mini picnic.

BEST SANDWICHES EVER,FELT AS IF WE WERE MARRIED☆☆☆☆♥♥♥♥♥♥

She motivated me and forced me to study for CA even teaching me without losing patience...she's super gracious,so IF I do well,I will...I will...
Iono,maybe push her down the floor and kiss her.She's camera shy,so she don't wanna take group photo with us D:
SHE MADE SANDWICHES FOR ME.OWNAGEEE.BEST I'VE EVER EATENNN.IT'S THE WARM THOUGHT THAT COUNTS,DESPITE BEING BUSY WITH REVISING SHE STILL MADE ME BREAKFASTT.SO WE'RE MARRIED.
Anyway we bad mouthed about non-Korean idols today...hmmm,too many flaws pinpointed,even though we were biased I still find it reasonable.Hurhurhhh.

CA1 was a total disaster,total fuck up.Like since when I don't fuck up exams?
STILL,made some improvement,like at least bothering to study.Never could have done this w/o lots of friends' help,so big big thank youuu.Which was the reason for the bling bling post.
And because I learnt how to do it by ogling like a dimwit at Sag and her bling post dedicated to me,thinking,what a freak.So much for loving me many many,her post dedicated to me for V-day freaked me out totally.It was gay.Gay gay gay.So yea,learnt how to do heart heart bling bling.Bimbo or what?

They taught me a new game.Super fun and hilarious.I hope we'll play it again.Thanks guuurrrls ;)

So much for the "YAY CA1 IS OVER,STUDY SCRAM OFF",Deon and me did some analysis thingy.And yeah,first time in my life,I got a B for Chinese.Big blow,but at least I passed.Sucks for being sleepy and not even bothering to double check.My mistake.There's Geog,Chem,Eng and Math tmr.Seeing that we just done our Math paper today,with 0 confidence that I'll pass,seeing that I've been flunking maths since Sec 2,we MAY OR MAY NOT take back our papers tmr.Ms Tan's a fast marker and if she returns the paper tmr,...I think our MSG will exceed our previous,glorious 8 ++.Disaster,tsk.Mdm Pua's another fast marker,GG.Mrs Shirley Teo's another fast marker, GG.Ms Lin already declared she marked finish and ain't happy with our class, GG.Though it's normal Diophantus flunks Sci,still,...

Probably won't be updating till I get a Lilac/Purple/Blue/RED/PINK mouse.Stupid piece of irritating shit is driving me nuts.1 click = 2clicks.Reason for answering MSN minutesss later.Stupid mouse.Thinking of stealing 1 from FM hub,...a super cheapskate and uncultivated move.SOOO,spend money again.

Went boy scouting with Jovinson today.Bitched aroundddd.Woot-!
And there's this certain charm on hockey players running round the field.Or so Jovinson and me says.

Damn.

And my room looked like it got swept by a hurricane during my CA period.It's like a horse shed,minus the OhSmellsLikeHeaven sarcasm thing I always like to do.Messy,messy,messy.I cannot fathom why my girlfriends all can keep their room in an orderly manner,and CLEAN.Bugs me.It's real hard.

XiaoTing wants a DBSK Harem.
&
I want InnoGaytor/Basara Harem.

LOL SORRY WTFOMG WHUT??
DID I SEE "MAJOR ORGASM"???
OMG CRAZY KOREAN FANATICS.
~~Revive priceless once again,from whatEWER angle.yea yea,you guessed it correct,feel like humping him.If he has guy bits.OTL.~~

Takes hours to update my blog with a ret@rded mouse.Feel like ripping the cord of my PC's magic box and throwing it out of the window.Oh,the temptation,...the temptation,...
Xiaoting and me still waiting for Nad to update.
OMG SO LONG. :X

(It's you I want to see)

Been years,but still not over you.

2009-02-22T03:53:00.003+08:00

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

`Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back like the way I do
`Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away--ay ay ay ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more

See it`s a chance we've gotta take
`Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever...

Do you ever think when you`re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back like the way I do
`Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away--ay ay ay ay

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t goin` away--ay ay ay ay
This crush ain't goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away ay ay ay ay

I found one of my resolutions.

I want to forget.

Time will prove that I'm happy being Nobody's.

(You render me powerless)

Argh...

2009-02-21T23:36:00.008+08:00

Geog's killing me :(
Btw,english is paper 2 or..?
Parents are on cruise nao,thinking if I should just give up and play Basara and game the whole night away or not -_____- .

On a side note,I'll be missing Gundam air tmr because I have to attend my super easy peasy Jap classes which is a painful 3hours :(
I have to study Geog when I get back so...

Should I ask dear Ravin to bring his laptop once again?*stones*

Would like to thank XiaoTing for the motivation :D
You go girl,beat MC ;)

ONCE AGAIN,GEOG IS KILLING ME.

Oh yeah,thanks a zillion to Humphrey ! :D
Had fun with you during yesterday's Chinese remedial :D
I'll be fine,so long as I know I've got a best friend like you who's got my back.
You're the best bro and friend ever,thanks for the care and concern :D

P.S : Perhaps a short period of MIA till CA1 is over.Omgomg,for once I'm planning to ~~try to~~ study! Will be back ;)

AND YES I'M LOOKING FOR A ~~SLAVE~~ HELPER FOR MY F&N 'O' LEVEL PRACTICAL EXAM AND TRAIL.
VOLUNTEERS ANYONEEEE <333 ?

Wish there is a word stronger than Thank You.

So much I owe to the many people.

Lauching Bitch Rant In 1...2..3...Part XX.

2009-02-20T22:02:00.004+08:00

Suppose to be Post On V-Day but...too sleepy to do a proper update now.

Over,finally.
Or finally it's over.Brain Breakage.
After 3 weeks of success in skiving POA tuition,I decided to arrange tuition with Ms Peek-A-Boo and TellTale Peeping Tom POA tutor.She totally,drastically changed my view on Chindians.

Sigh,I wonder why I find her so repulsive and intolerable.
I mean,other than the fact that she teaches me NOTHING,because she insists on me UNDERSTANDING,not MEMORIZING,and seeing that I'm a total AIRHEAD at UNDERSTANDING CONCEPTS,she wouldn't fucking tell me to write this or that at Debit or Credit,which I don't even know what they mean.She won't EVEN FUCKING RAGE AND YELL "JUST WRITE THIS AT HERE.WRITE THAT OVER THERE."
For fuck's sake,if she did that I bet I'll give her much more Hell than I am giving her now,BUT CAN'T SHE JUST STOP MUMBLING THOSE ACCOUNTING LANGUAGE THAT AREN'T NEEDED TO APPLY IN 'O'S AND FUCKING TELL ME WHICH ITEM SHOULD I PUT DOWN???JUST LEMME ME FLYING FUCK MEMORIZE IT CAN???I GOT EXTRA MEMORY,I CAN HANDLE IT.I AIN'T MEMORIZING ANYTHING FOR SCIENCE ANYWAY AND YOU KNOW IT.

She rummages through my things in front of me without asking my permission.
I really,really hate that.
She can't imagine how much i wanted to scream at her face.She just took whatever that is on a corner of the room that belonged to me and looked through,coincidentally finding my horrendous test papers,worse of all,my SCIENCE and MATH papers.

I pay her $224 every month,once a week,2hours.
2 hours.With Her,Her lessons,that is a form of deadly Hypnosis.
I remembered my fastest record of dozing off due to boredom : 8 minutes,Ms Liow's English lesson when I was Sec 2.

But nothing,NOTHING can compete against my Tutor.

All I had was just to look at her face and I start to doze off already.Seriously.AND TODAY SHE ASKED ME TO COMPLETE 2 BALANCE SHEETS AND 2 PROFIT AND LOSS ACCOUNTS WHICH SHE THINK SHE TAUGHT ME WELL AND EXPECTS ME TO DO IT.

Sorry,no.I TOLD YOU I LEARNT NOTHING!

"What's wrong Isabelle?Today after school that tired?You look so tired."

No,it's just your face.I have no idea why I despise everything about you.It's like Love At First Sight.Just that unfortunately for us,it's Hate At First Sight.
Oh,and?Sorry you bore me to the core with all your talk,"How's you and your mummy??" you sound like a bloody mummy's girl.Thanks.You've just known me for bout 8 months,I don't think you are close enough to me,seeing that we see almost once a week or less because I always cancel on you,to ask me how I am doing with my family,do I have a boyfriend or not etc.And it's DEBTOR,not TAPTOR.It's 20X6,not 20O6.It's unsettling to hear that,do you not understand?Don't make things worse by talking strangely.Really.

I'm sorry.Real sorry.I just find you THAT repulsive.I simply cannot fathom why.You just have that deadly hypnotizing effect on me.

Friends stare at me in awe when I tell them I actually have a POA tutor.
Still,I am one of the record holders for failing POA with flying colors.
I'm one of the worse failures in class,and FYI,no one in my class has a POA tutor other than me.

So you tell me,waste of money,or not?

Dad just wouldn't let me fire her.

Oh,the Sun,shining like a hot pink orb today,distracting us from a long lecture.

2009-02-16T21:11:00.007+08:00

Principal finally had the chance to hold the mike.
But the fact that:
a) The sun rised from the West.(I dunno,don't ask me,that's what Qama told me,You know I don't knw my NSEW.I can't even read a compass and map to save chickens)
b) SUN WAS HOT PINK.SO CUTE EH.*SQUEALS IN EXCITEMENT*
c) OH NO WORLD'S ENDING
was more interesting than Principal's lecture,even though it's been a week since he properly talked to us.Bet he was dying for that chance.
THAT blazing hot pink orb was that distracting.
Pretty but it caused us all grief for the day.
School was BURNING HOT.

NEWAY,had to tally restrain myself while I was watching GUNDAM with Deon during lunch break.
Prince Revive was ~~SEX.~~AWESOME.
Kept replaying the SLAP SCENE ( MY HEART ACHES FOR REGENE.ESPECIALLY THAT ONE WEAK LOOK WHICH I'VE NEVER SEEN.IT SURFACED UP RIGHT AFTER REGNE GOT SLAPPED.RIBBONS YOU SCARY MOTHER FUCKER.ALL YOU KNOW HOW TO DO IS SLAP,DANCE AND TALK.FECKING GOD COMPLEX.BUT I FIND THAT SEXY YOU SEDUCTIVE JERK. ),and all of Prince Revive's scenes.FECKING AWESOMEZ.One day GUNDAM's gonna kill me by adding so much stress to my stomach that I'll suffer from gastric hemorrhage.Just joking,actually.Couldn't LaughOutLoud or scream in class.Especially the Saji and Louise parts.ARE THERE ANY EPISODES WHERE THE 2 OF THEM DON'T APPEAR AND STEAL SCREEN TIME???DEON AND ME HAD TO WATCH 3 MINUTES OF SHIT.RAGE beyond words.

Big thank you for Ravin and Deon :D
The episode turned out to be fucking awesome,but it sucked out all my concentration and motivation to do work,so all i did for time practise in the first 50minutes was mousouing,not forgetting to mention that I actually fell asleep and dreamt of LYLE.WTF.LYLE.IT'S LYLE.Don't ask me how I know.I just know it's HIM.FUCK.The time practise paper was another fucked up one,so gonna get screwed,only this time I have more company.Power of the hot pink shining orb or what?Despite the hazy weather and bloody hot atmosphere,to make matters worse,it rained D:
I experienced Salvation and I immediately slouched on the table and slept.Expected isn't it?The weather's KILLING ME.Forgivable,no?

Humphrey ILU :D
Really liked the present,thanks a zillion~!♥

Gonna do homework now.It's gonna rain handsome fellas tmrw.

This cute CareBear which traumatises Raneesha here is calleed Bring.Bring Stabity.
Brings back memories,I know.*cries*
But he shall finish Gundam 00 with me and join me for lessons from now on.Not forgetting to mention that he charmed lotsa people in my class already.
WHAT SAY YOU???

P.S : Sorry Violet,Valentines Post postponed,shall do it when I have time :D
P.P.S : DAMN GUNDAM GUNDAMU TILL I FORGOT TO FIND DOROTHY TO CONFIRM MY 'O' LEVEL F&N RECIPES FFFFFFUCKKKKK-!!!!!!!
Gundam domination = end of your life + "NY,You're being more of an airhead and GUNDAM nut.END OF JOOR LIFEFU."

Fffffuuucckkkkkk--!

2009-02-15T22:41:00.005+08:00

Something most insignificant and unsurprisingly but still,
CHINA GIRL GOT KILLED.

HOT NEWS.
PRINCE REVIVE GOT CAPTURED
PRINCE REVIVE GOT CAPTURED
PRINCE REVIVE GOT CAPTURED
PRINCE REVIVE GOT CAPTURED
PRINCE REVIVE GOT CAPTURED
SOOOO HAPPY IT AIN'T HILLING! D:
OMFG BONDAGE.LOL.LEMME DO IT!!!
I swear I didn't think of Humping Revive just now.I didn't.

I HAVEN'T WATCHED GUNDAM 00 YET CAUSE OF SUPER EASY PEASY JAP CLASS TODAY BUT I READ THE SPOILERS/IMPRESSIONS OF EPISODE 19 OF PEOPLEZ AND REGENE WENT PRICELESS HIS RALPH LAUREN GLASSES DAMN I DIDN'T SEE HIS GLASSES OH NO OH GAWD
...
THAT'S IT.CAN'T WAIT ANY LONGER.DESPERATELY LOOKING FOR PEOPLE WITH LAPTOP SO DEON AND ME CAN WATCH IT IN BETWEEN LESSONS TMR OR SOMETHING.I MUST WATCH IT TMR.CAN'T SLEEP.

[/EDIT]
RAVIN ILU♥
JUST FOUND MY SAVIOR FOR TMR.CAN'T SLEEP NOW.LOOKING FORWARD.RAVIN'S GONNA CARRY HIS LAPTOP TO SCHOOL JUST BECAUSE I WANNA WATCH 24MINUTES AND 10 SECONDS OF GUNDAM.THANKS EH.LOVE YOU MANY MANY.YOU ARE SO NICE.

THANKS HUMPHREY FOR THE OFFER OF DOWNLOADING IT ONTO YOUR ITOUCH TOO.
I LOVE YOU TOO.

GUNDAM + HUMPHREY'S SURPRISE FOR ME TMRW = CAN'T SLEEP.

BOY WHAT IF I THROW DIOPHANTUS'S FACE BY SCREAMING OUT LOUD.ANYWAY I'VE COME TILL NOW AND WHY DO I CARE ABOUT UPHOLDING MY IMAGE??LOL LOLLLLLL.
I'M SURE TIME PRACTISE WILL BE SMALL CAKE AFTER GUNDAM.ALL THE ENERGY AND CREATIVE JUICES JUST FLOW IN.AND DAMN RECESS NEED SEE DOROTHY.HOW.SHOULD I NOT GO AND WATCH GUNDAM???
CAN?CAN??
OMFGZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ!

MAYBE I SHOULD DO SOME ACCOUNTS.SORRY PEOPLE FOR SCREAMING BUT I CAN'T HELP IT EYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA-!!!!
GUNDAM,TRAINWRECK OR WHAT,I STILL LOVE AND HATE YOU ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

For a change,for the good of all people.BASARAAA!

2009-02-14T15:04:00.008+08:00

Okay so people want me to stop blogging about GUNDAM.

Seems that I have blogged/bitched/spazzed about GUNDAM that people who initially wanted to watch it are sick of it already.As they say,"We don't need to watch,reading your blog is clear enough already."
Thousand apologies people,reading my text ain't as exciting as SEEING THE REAL THING.
Before I start going all GUNDAM again,I would like to wish the world a
Happy Valentines Day.
Spread the love all around,with hearts all over the world.

That's it,I'm dating my computer for Valentines Day.Feel like asking people out for coffeebut suddenly my brain went total BLANK and I can't think of anyone to ask out,mom's outside sleeping SO I CAN'T PLAY BASARA.I BET LOTS OF YOU HAVE NOT BEEN HEARING THAT FOR LONG.HAHAHAHH.Just checked their website yesterday for some updates and I felt as if my ovaries exploded.Exaggerating,I know.

No harm done putting on the heart since it's Valentines Day.Oh my it simply awes me that CGI technology makes everyone have nice eyebrows,look at GORI.YUKI YOUR EYEBROWS WHERE DID YOU GET IT TRIMMED??
Masa I can pretend that I didn't see you mesmerized by Yuki,hopefully it's not his eyebrows la huh.I CAN'T,I CAN'T.

YUKI YOUR FACE IS PRICELESS.More CYCLOPS wanna be,what do you think.
IT'S CAPCOM.
Damn pissed,the PS2 version don't have THAT many functions AND I REALLY WANNA PLAY MULTI PLAYER TO ~~RAPE MOURI AND YUKI~~ PLAY THE NEW SYSTEMS.

9th April,too long,too long.
I LOVE THE GAME COVER.PERHAPS I SHOULD GET IT FOR DISPLAY.
I shall ignore the 2 gorillas at the back.
People,surrender all your PSPs.

My mom saved you all from an all GUNDAM post.

2009-02-12T21:22:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Hafiz !

After a fitful day of humor from school,mom just had to burst my bubble.
You want to criticize me,fine.
Daddy's making a change by smiling in approval whenever I tell him something as small as I did my homework.Nodding in agreement.
You are unhappy because I refuse to go to my CCA because i need to finish up my 'O' Level coursework.Because you promised Ms Lai I would go for every practise.It all sums up to your ego.
I don't complain I'm tired because I know you will start your self-pity nonsense to attract attention again.You ask for too much.

You're still the same,hard brick that I can't talk through.

I don't seek for your approval so I think you should just mind your own business.
You want me to go CCA,fine.Being tardy is my forte,I'll show all the attitude I've got.
I've given up talking through your thick head for a long time already.
You want me to be what I'm not,which I refuse.

On a sidenote,Bryan may be able to come back,I hope we get our prayers answered, and people would be happy once again :D

There's always bright and dark sides in life,just that for my case my friends make life more enjoyable for me.

I'll be fine even without your support.

Schedule's hectic and worse of all,boring.

2009-02-11T21:36:00.006+08:00

It's been crazy so far this week.Absolutely crazy and hectic.
Some things to list:
-I miss Teo Yee Ling and Low Jian Xiang.
-School's been a bitch and rocker apparently.
-Homework's crazy.
-Mdm Siti's not back yet :(
-Screw the new time table,all Mondays and Tuesdays are boring liek...boring.See,lack of expressions already.
-Homework's crazy yet again.
-Fought for 2 mornings in order to get to school early.
-School's a bitch once again.
-Crashed at Deon's house today to ~~destroy his psp~~ train Tidus.Man,his house is,...indescribable.LOL.
-F&N's another packed subject.Last minute work was given and whole class went on strike and refused to do.No difference made cause Mdm Siti ain't back yet and there isn't anyone for us to whine/complain to how horrible F&N lessons are recently and we need to hand up our Decision Making tmr still.Everyone's fucked for real and rushing now.See no meaning in this as last minute=slip=shot work.We still had up rubbish.
-Skived CO today.F&N YOU HOLYYYY.Ms Lai's gonna go rubbish mode on me when she sees me.

Worse thing.2 hours of F&N tmr.All the scary talks.Without Mdm Siti,the only person who we can always ask any stupid question comfortably.We miss her :( ,hope she gets well soon,...F&N's stressful and so not fun without her.

Another transfer student sent to our class again.Is Diophantus :D that friendly?Turns out to be Shahrul love's cousin,no worries,I'll do what I can to help him,for I'm LOUD ;)

He's from Australia.

Australia,a place I'd rather not think of.

I wonder how you're doing now.

( I miss you )

Get movin',bitch.

2009-02-09T21:41:00.006+08:00

Some source of entertainment I grabbed from Deon's blog long tiem ago.
Gundam Meisters and A-Laws officers are all Drama Queens.Ain't any kings cause everyone's a girl when it comes to emotional things.Overlooking the fact that A) My rightful husband,Neil's dead and replaced by a cow of a brother, B) The Cow of A Brother,Lyle,which has the same face as my rightful husband,only uglier,is shagging another CB member at work, C) Turns out that My favourite Carebear,Bring,which is deceased,IS A FEMALE TYPE INNOVATOR!!

Can SOMEONE EXPLAIN TO ME WHY GIVE HIM THE MACHO LOOK AND BODY????WHY???AND THAT WELL-TONED ASS.WAS THAT A SET-UP???--TEEE UKAA AM I THE ONLY ONE TROUBLED BY THIS???

It all sums up to the fact that I'm a JUDGEMENTAL ASSHOLE and a FREAKING PROCRASTINATOR WHO STARTED ON NIL WORK YET.YOU GOT IT???NIL.AND IT'S GONNA BE MY BED CURFEW SOON.
THIS IS WHAT FANDOMS GET YOU INTO.THEY SCREW YOUR LIFE AND FUCK EVERYTHING UP FOR YOU.

"LIGHTS OFF CHILDREN!"

Sometimes I doubt my own sanity that I need someone to beat the gobshitte out of me.Please thanks may I Yes tyvm.

P.S : OHMYGOD IT'S MY 3RD GUNDAM00 POST IN A ROW.OH NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO O SHIT O SHI---

OW RIGHT.This isn't fandom anymore,it's abnormal obsession.

2009-02-09T20:21:00.009+08:00

SO.

This is the Monday where Everyone has dread to come.But it still came unwanted.
Time practises,DOUBLE POA(!),Mother tongue lessons,English and Geography.Yet,we're still coping,still coping.WOO.

Managed to figure out Accounts today,thanks to Anis,Jovinson,Xiaoting and Nancy.WOOOT.
Xiaoting was a sweetie,by helping me to copy down all the answers for our weekly Chemistry assignment,and writing down in CAPS,"DO T1W6 WS.",because I was being a retard and forgot to bring my WorkSheets over to copy down the corrections D: Thanks a million for the help,*smoooch*
俺様大感激 ☆ ！

Tons of homework are thrown at us once again,did some Jap doodle during time practise,I think I fucked up time practise Math paper once again,Ruzaini played soccer till his right elbow went numb,poor thing,hope he gets better AND SHIT I HAVEN'T STARTED ON F&N YET AND I NEED TO HAND UP TMRW.Well,basically I cut down my workload by pulling others down with me by telling them not to do decision making.So I'm only left with editing my TA.Which I totally don't know how to do and I am still re-watching Gundam00 epi 18 for XX times now.Awesome episode,but the level of fury and amusement are equal.I dunno what I should say,seriously.NO WHAT I SHOULD BE DOING MY O LVELE COURSEWORK NOW.IT ALL SUMS UP TO LAZINESS ISN'T IT??? *face palm*
...
I need to stop abusing the word "Seriously".

Prince Revive,you awesome.~~You make me feel like humping you.~~

P.S : This post has no significance whatsoever.Just that I think I'm overflowing with hormones now.I can feel my ovaries exploding because I just saw Prince Revive's hot preview shot again and WHAT???BRING'S A FEMALE TYPE INNOVATOR????!!!
WTF THAT MAKES ME A HOMO EVEN IN FANDOMS D:

..WHAT IN THE WORLD..??!!!!
...
Whoever said that the world is a wonderful place,shoot you.

Gundam Sunday is an event flooded with foul language.

2009-02-08T16:29:00.023+08:00

Okay,seriously,what the fuck.I don't even bother to censor my foul language anymore.
I AM SUPPOSED TO BLOG ABOUT GUNDAM TODAY.AND I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE.I CAN'T,SERIOUSLY.SUNRISE WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVE WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO PROVE.WHOLE THING'S SQUEEZING MY INSIDES OUT.

CANT THINK OF ANYTHING OTHER THAN THE NEXT EPI PREVIEW NOW.NEXT SUNDAY NOW PLEASE???PLEASE????

IHMYGODWHATHEFUCK LIUMING'S WORKING WITH REGENE SORRY FLOR MY RETATRDED TYPOS BYUT I AM AGITATED NAO AND WHAT WHAT WHAT PREVIEW HAS A REALLY HOT PRINCE REVIVE VERY HOT THERE'S NO HILLING IN PREVIEW YES AHAHAHAAHAHAHA AND REGENE WITH NO GLASSES CALL ME SICK OR OBSERVANT OR WHAT I NOTICED HIS FACE IS A BIT RED AND W/OHIS GLASSES ON AND RIBBONS WALKING PAST HIM I THINK RIBBONS SLAPPED REGENE AND HIS GLASSES AREN'T- HOT SO HOT HOT MORE HOT AND EVEN HOTTER THAN TIERIA AND HIS RALPH LAUREN GLASSES WAIT HOW MANY TIMES HAVE I SAID GLASSES ALREADY????
THIS WHOLE RED CHUNK'S ONLY ABOUT THE PREVIEW AND WHAT CAN I SAY,THE PREVIEW'S MORE ENLIGHTENING AND MORE ENTERTANING AND EVEN BETTER THAN THE EPISODE ITSELF.I MEAN,PRINCE REVIVE,FANCY YOURSELF TALKIGN ABOUT LOVE WHEN YOU SEND YOUR OWN PAIR TO CELESTIAL LOVE BOAT.TALKING ABOUT YOUR PAIR SHE WILL BE HAVING BABIES NEXT EPISODE EEEYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*BREATHES IN PAPER BAG*
Shall go calm down,and update about the EPISODE later.THIS IS ONLY JUST THE PREVIEW FOR NEXT EPI.
I'm screaming like no parents and for fuck's sake everyone's ignoring me at home thinking there isn't a code RED emergency but it,in fact is.*HEAVES A DEEP BREATHE AND TAKES OUT OXYGEN TANK*
DAMN IT GIVE ME THE RAWS NOW I NEED THE PREVIEW PREVIEW X5 & REPLAY PRINCE REVIVE'S PARTS.
+ THE PART WHERE REGENE PASSING THE NOTE AND MAKIGN A FACE AT RIBBONS & THE PREVIEW(!!) WHERE HIS GLASSES AND HE GOT SLAPPED HIS GLASSES O SHI-
SAVE ME.I THINK I'M DYING.

I was right to cancel POA tuition.

HELP.NEXT SUNDAY NOW.PLEASE.

[EDIT]
Okay sort of calmed down.Desperately looking for the raw d/l link.Nothing much this episode.Other than e fact tt Anew's having babies soon.SINCE LYLE AND SHE GOT TOGETHER W/O ANY EXPLANTION.Ending of episode was epic:
Saji:"...Louise."
Louise:"...Saji."
Penis:"...Taisa."
Andrei:"...Kaa-san."
Alle:"...~~Marie~~Halle."
Lyle:"...~~Anew.~~Nee-san."
Tieria:"... ... VEDA."
Setsuna:"... ... ...GUNDAM!"

Whoever said that Setsuna was a Gundam nut he was right.Sorry memory died.Seriously I wonder what happened in the end for Lyle and Alle.Who WERE THEY CALLING ACTUALLY???MEMORY EPIC FAIL.Tieria and Setsuna did such a turn off.Everyone was muttering their beloved names,deceased or not until Tieria and Setsuna had to pour cold water on Deon and me.WHY SO SRS??EPIC LAH.More Saji emo shit.Hope he stops talking about Louise X 3 on every episode& stealing Prince Revive's or other innovators' screen time.
I swear Anew's gonna have babies BECAUSE WITH NO EXPLANTION SHE JUST POPS OUT ON LYLE'S BED WITH HIM AND TALKING ABOUT MY NEIL ABOUT LYLE BEING A COWARD & RUNNING AWAY??IONO THE BLOW WAS TOO BIG CAUSE THEY WERE ALL HANKY PANKY ON,RIGHTFULLY,NEIL'S BED!OMFG HELP.&REVIVE??!!!YOU LOOKED AWESOME THIS WEEK.EVERY WEEK U ARE BUT U ARE ABSOLUTELY GORGEY THIS WEEK.FUCK MORE PPL K.
Lyle's confession in public can't possibly mean anything,could it..?
OH YEA MARINA PLEASE DIE!

Neway,shall end with "NEXT SUNDAY NOW PLEASE."
SHIT IT'S RAINING HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO GO JOGGING AND OBTAIN SOME INNER PEACE??

P.S :(Just to make sure this post ain't ALL about GUNDAMU.)Health Check tmr.People pls rmb to bring ur health booklet if you're 1 of the dimwits who didn't hand in and didn't get reprimanded unlike me,bring a reader and PE shirt along,oh and girls,NO SPORTS BRA.
P.P.S : Oh fuck.Maths time practise tmr.Math is dreadful D:,home at 7+ again.Dangg.

Gatherings,are afterall always merry and enjoyable.

2009-02-07T18:20:00.015+08:00

♥ Yizhen.
Disturb ChunSiang with Jovinson more,what say you? ;D

BBQ at Humphrey's place yesterday was a Big Bang!
Made some new friends and did some catching up with the previous 2E peeps :D
Was playing cards initially because all of us were hungry and lazy to move.Then food came.THEN we started our usual nonsense.Haven't played Twister since I was...no idea.
Boys and girls had to take turns alternatively,because it involved a lot of touching.Which proved our theory true.Furthermore I still remembered our SuperStar Alfred got really lucky and faced the same butt for 4 rounds.Which in my opinion,he can marry Oh Liang already.LOL.

For us girls,we zao geng till very vair the tak glam.Several edits had to be done LOL.

And OH LIANG what you doing at the back lar?!

Really jialat and tak glam.LOL.I bet if Tammy were here she would have no problem reaching to the other end at all.

Humphrey was being a meanie and taking his time to spin the color thingy for us to step on.And SEE SEE!!He used the board to whack Belinda okay!

At least 1 of the boys also tak glam.Guessing tiemz.

After Twister,more eating.Aliff and me were desperately looking for some Stingray to eat but Stingray ran out fast.JiaLing gave us some once the 2nd batch was ready :D
&& Aliff doesn't like spicy food,which was news neh!

Retribution.This joker always has to pick on CO when he sees that he is losing a verbal fight with me.Tsk tsk.'

Aliff suggested a walk to digest with the people and find a place to swim so that they don't get chased out because they weren't wearing swimming trunks on the table go and so we went.Their form of digestion meant racing on the stone pavement,those you see on parks,meant for WALKING.Which hurt a lot,really,but they still ran.In which a comedy happened,and they raced till they wrestle out of the pavement.Amusing,I say.LOL.No rules on body contact so thay started ramming or blocking each other's way,to the extent of pulling shirts.But still,I thought that the wrestling 1 was classic.

I remember Suhaimi kept saying,"See see,got take onot?Got take my handsomeface onot?Got take my handsome,gorgeous,hot sexy face..."

No worries,I took more of your gorgey face.Hurhahahah.

Me,WanTing,Liting,LeiBing,Belinda,Suhaimi's cute junior,Suhaimi and Delicia :)

And yea,not forgetting the 3 2 perverts,Zaidi and Aliff.The 1+1 pair where rumours are spread round bout them in my circle of girls when we were sec 1 and 2.Teehehehehe.Cracked jokes with these 2 of jokers the whole time round that I was too busy to eat.&&,Zaidi's an big idiot.

Well being the usual one to go home early I missed photo taking session which was real sad and irritaing,damn curfews,but JunYi promised me that there will be another gathering like this,so I shouldn't mind.Yes I won't mind,but I would mind if I have to wait till 'O's are over.I am afterall,short of patience.

Thanks to the people who fed us and made the BBQ a success,especially JiaLing,Delicia and Humphrey ;)
I was lazy to move around so people had to keep bringing me things or drinks for me,...For that,Thanks People. xD
JunYi,thank you for always keeping a look out for me,you take care too. :)

Went CO today (saturday!) and was not at all pleased.Mom threw me chores and still expected me to go.Didn't really wanted to go okay -.-.tsk,home has no sympathy,zzz.
Spent my whole day surfing for GUNDAM spoilers.Which really,are in fact,SPOILERS.
Worse thing is Soma Penis is back in action again.Murderer!
AND LOLZ LULZ SORRY WTF WHAT???LYLE DID WHAT???
And Prince Revive has been missing for 2 weeks.He'd better be out tmr.
THANKS TO KOUGA YUN I'LL HAVE TO GET ANOTHER NEWTYPE MAGAZINE AGAIN!!!

Recess has been rather quiet recently ;(
Hope things will brighten up soon.

(Take a breathe,take it in deep.)

I'm not human.I can do unreasonable multi tasking.

2009-02-05T21:39:00.007+08:00

Chee bye siol.
Mom just gave me a long debate and lecture on classmates,friends and non-classmates,all started because I asked her if I can go Dear Humphrey's house tmr after XX months.
"Mom,can I go my friend's house for CNY dinner tmr?"
"NO.Everytime your friends.Your friends ah,..."*sighs dramatically*
Man I felt like stabbing her with a fork.
My friends WHAT?!

"Er,no,he used to be my very close classmate but he isn't now..."
"Then you should call him your CLASSMATE!What FRIEND??"
"-.-?"
"Let me tell you the difference kae.Friends and classmates..." *Terminated attention*
Best thing.I was about to give up talking sense into mom and thinking of inventing more remedials till 8pm tmr but Sag can see that I'm really disappointed so she tried to ask mother for me again.
"Clothes haven't fold finish then want go out ah?You haven't even done any chores lately.CANNOT."
No,cannot,don't even think about it.Adults love all these don't theyyy.
Ffffffff >___> CAN'T SHE SEE I AM TRYING TO MAKE AN EFFORT TO KEEP UP WITH SCHOOL WORK AND DOING HMWRK ALREADY???*screams*
As if I wasn't busy enough with F&N coursework and being dead dog tired after tiresome lessons everyday.I drop dead everytime I get home but still manage to wake up early to do hmwrk.For once.

I wanted to save myself from an update/bitch rant today to study ~~deadly~~ Physics but it seems like I lost my mood.Once again.Really.LaughOutLoud.
YOU SEE WHY I ALWAYS HAVE TO INVENT REMEDIALS AND ACT LIKE I'M GOING CCA AND LYING THROUGH MY OWN TEETH???YOU SEEEE??

Anyway SYF rehearsal today was shit,after rehearsing in Singapore Conference Hall I feel that we don't really have much of a chance afterall AND I KEEP JOINING DURING THE WRONG TIMING.I DIDN'T WANNA PLAY BAR 27 BUT I HAFTA.REALLY.CAN'T TAKE IT.

Dissidia now (Thanks again Deon) and shall give up trying to figure out what are Soundwaves and Lights.ffffff.

Haih,thanks and 3 cheers to Gary once again.You never fail to notice.

P.S : I know how to comment on LJ now.Ohmygodohmygod.IDon'TCareWhetherIfISoundLikeABimBoNow but I'm so happy.Can finally comment on Sag's LJ.

P.P.S : LJ is LiveJournal.
Just in case you were thinking of something else.

(Keep telling yourself that.)

Mood's like a rollercoaster today

2009-02-04T21:31:00.006+08:00

Started off with one of my morning moods again,because I couldn't wake up and I forgot to bring my earpiece along.Can't believe that I have to survive w/o music for the whole day,morning started with curses and swears,with a whizz.
Psst.Next my mood got worse during recess,due to some issues.No matter what I said,Meiling wouldn't cheer up ;(
Sigh,more and more problems just keeps popping up non-stop ever since this year.What a bad omen.Shit it all,seriously.

Lessons were once again a huge bore,even boring because Jovinson wasn't in school today due to his sore eye.Been telling him that his eyes are too red to be ignored.Get well soon mate :)
Talked crap to Chunsie,thansk for putting up to all my crap.LOL.Desperately needed distraction in case I'll scream.

Went to Blk 6 for meeting after school with Simin stead.After joking around with Simin,Meiling,XinEr and Bryan,things started to get better.
Especially when all of us were ganging up against Simin.Hahah,then Meiling invented a new card game,in which she's the only 1 who can win.Talk cock till we were late for CO for,let's say 1 and a half hour.Surprisingly WanQi and MY Section Leader didn't call us.Turned out that she didn't come either.

Zzz,CO prac's another boring chore I need to attend to despite my effed up mood these few days.Got so fed up when we have to keep re-playing the same parts over.My passion for Chinese Orchestra seems to have faded many.Went to CC after sch to find Meiling.Which totally motivated me to learn sign language.Can't comprehend most of the signals Simin stead tried to convey to me during CO.Oh no,I only understand the signal for "sneak out" and "Toilet break".Did a check on Yongxin boss's bag,totally fell in love with his Tigger pencil case but he either refuses to tell me or forgot where he brought it.Oh no.Damn cute can.I'M INFATUATED WITH IT!

Don't have to finish up F&N today because I'm going Singapore Conference Hall for SYF rehearsal tmr.Heehawhawhaw.Feel so sorry for the F&N peeps.But still,tmr's still a fcuked up day for me.It'll be tiringggg.Anyway,Mdm Siti will be back on Friday,so bear with it kay.Given to the long hours for CO I've actually felt like telling Ms Lai that I don't even fancy going to SYF at all,and that she doesn't even need to ask me whether I "really want to go SYF or not",or hint to me that CO doesn't really need me.Still,Simin said it's the last event for CO for us Sec 4s,so might as well get it done and over with.So,discussion/bitching about CO with daddy pending.

If God really exists I hope he will grant my wish and make it come true tmr.
I would want to stop seeing sad faces for a while.

Bryan Lau,All The Best.

(A bit too soon to give up)

Damn.

2009-02-03T22:54:00.003+08:00

I exited my F&N O Level Task Analysis without saving anything.

Outraged.

It seems that I'm a little bit out of luck and sense recently.Crapp.

Hang Meiling,I want you to see this.I LOVE YOU KAY.LOVE YOU DAMN LOTS.

Simin and you rock my world kae.
Therefore,I hope things will brighten up for you soon.

Swearing's a bad habit that shows my lack of vocabulary, but honestly, I don't even care.

2009-02-03T22:35:00.012+08:00

How I missed the times where I could waste my time in the basketball court everyday, where the skies are just upon my reach.

As for The Case of Missing Ang Bao,dad sneaked into my room while I was away to check how much I got this year so CNY.So far $500+ I guess.Didn't check since last tuesday.Well daddy sneaked into my room at Wed,just to check my pathetic assets.Then,Box,aka the Place Where I Put All My Assets,wasn't touched till Sunday.Mother and daddy were out to cruise every night from Wed,Thurs,Fri and Sat.Cruise marathon.It was bliss kay.Forgot what happened during Saturday except watching Spongebob Squarepants and Winx Club and CheeBye face,the creature which is supposingly my niece came over to irritate the shit out of me...only to stumble upon something and cry.Hnng.Serve you right.

So after Tuition,aka surfing the net because Jenie was very EAGER to show me her new Chanel bag.Okay dokey.Next she saw the MiuMiu bag Qina desires very VAIR MUCH and started to look for more MiuMiu bags.Learnt how to multi task and I finally know how to draw graphs.Like FINALLY.Went to Violet's house round 12Midnight + for CNY and Birthday parteh.Nearly got ran down by a car,which Don coach evaded it not so gracefully.NEARLY woke the whole neighbourhood by shrieking "CHEEHOU'S RICH!"
Singing birthday songs out of tone on purpose gives you a bad throat for the next day,I swear.
Watched Alfred and Andy play Xbox 360,which in my opinion wasn't really a fair game because Alfred's too much of a Pro.Went home around 5am+ (!) read moar fanfics (I think I'm addicted) and went to sleep round 6am+.Hmm.After what seemed like 5minutes,Mother woke us up at 11.02am.Due to the details,you can see that I'm bearing a grudge.Of course.She got jealous we could sleep so she screamed at us.So spiteful,tsk.House was in a mess and cleaniless freak ain't happy.Uh-oh.

My assets were missing.Not to be found.Dad was frantic.Mother was kicking up a fuss saying we're liar,liar pants on fire,claiming that we've brought friends home or I've spent it.Seriously,for fuck la mom.After that,"You were late again ah?"
Ahhh F**k.I hate telephones.Nabeh.
Dad saved the day just like how he ruined mine.My pathetic assets was with him all the time.Went all "Sorry Sorry."
Mother gave me a hug and planted a kiss on my cheek.Ugh yuck.Dad nearly choked me by giving me a bear hug.It that's a form of saying "We're jerks,so sorry" they might as well give me more pocket money to compensate.Dad says if I deposit $500 into the bank,he would top up $1000 for me cause he would be sending me to Japan after my O lvls.Which I'm not so keen on going already.*snorts*
After The Case Of Missing Angbao,he topped up $1500 for me.Sucks but I have no choice to accept.I can withdraw the $ later on.Secretly.Now I'm as good as a beggar,with only $180 with me now.And I haven't brought new year clothes.Greattt.

Finally managed to digest Maths,thanks to Nad baby's and Xiaoting's guidance and help.FINALLY.
Ms Sha was in a good mood today,which made CME lessons enjoyable.Did SS in the dark during English lesson.NO LIGHTS ON.I've just reached the stage whereby I can write in the back.Pat on my back,thanks.Only horrible handwriting.Another tiring day but I stayed behind to mash Jovinson's PSP.
Today,afterall,wasn't as bad as yesterday.Nad baby and me dread mondays now.Mondays are horrible ;(
Parent's on cruise again so I doubt I would be able to finish F&N by today.Procrastination,procrastination.As if I have all the time in the world.
I've watched G00 epi 17 for 5 times already.
Seriously,all those actions and "PEW PEW PEW PEW!".Couldn't resist.

OHMYGOD WEILI TAGGED ME LEI.FOR THE FIRST TIME.TAG MORE K.PLEASE THANKS.TYVM.TAG MORE KAY.THEN I'LL USE LESS INAPPROPIATE LANGUAGE.

I'm lazy.
Sometimes I hate myself for being lazy.LOL.
BTW,sec 1s this year are crazy.Not knowing their place and going round seeking attention,aiyo-yo,better don't anyhow tio leh.What's wrong with the world these days,so many kids wanna get bad and earn a name by seeking attention.Worse things worse,seeking attention the wrong and irritating way i.e picking fights out of no reason.Tsk.

Been resisting the urge to light up a cigarette in my mouth once again,but I shall not.I will not succumb to temptation.I is strong.Furthermore,by doing this I hope I managed to discourage my friends to do so too.Tricky thing I guess,...Getting stressed up all over school is quite irritating.Pfft.

By the way,Celeste,hope you find school comfortable so far :)

Recently my mood like fuck.I have no idea why.Sorry.Preferably,I don't feel like talking much at all.
Irritate me and I'll bite.Always well known for being sexist,boys,I'll probably castrate you if any of you provoke me.Except WeiLi who never does.And some other people.LOL LOL.
Kay thanks bye beep terminated.

Haven't gazed at the sky from here since few months back.Feeling A lil bit unrealistic.last year seemed liked yesterday :(

(Faith's of no importance.)

Some memory issues. FFFFUCK WHO CARES ABOUTT THAT NOW.

2009-02-01T16:32:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday to Bryan Lau and Violet ♥ !

Had to blog about The Case Of My Missing Ang Bao Money and Violet's Birthday Partey.But Feck it,scratch that idea and let me spazz/pimp.

IT'S GUNDAM SUNDAY.JUST GOT MY FIRST EXPERIENCE OF WATCHING IT AIRED AND WATCHING IT ON ONLINE STREAMING CHANNEL.GOD FORBID I THINK ONLY 5MINUTES JUST PASSED BUT IN REALITY IT HAS BEEN 30MINUTES ALREADY.
IT'S AN AWESOME EPISODE THIS TIME ROUND WITH ALL THE "PEW PEW PEW PEW PEW PEW" SCENES AGAIN.
AND HAHAHAAAHAHAHA DEVINE THE DRAG QUEEN DIED AFTER ONLY COMING OUT FOR 2EPISODES ADJKAKLDJAS.HAD A GREAT LAUGH ABOUT THAT WITH DEON.HE JUST POPPED OUT WITH HIS GAY MOBILE SUIT AND GOT BLASTED AWAY BY SETSUNA,IN WHICH I CHOSE TO IGNORE SAJI HUMPING HIS BACK.BUT SETSUNA BLASTED THE SPACE ELEVATOR TOO.SO WELL DONE SETSUNA,SO MUCH FOR SAVING THE DAY.

AND FUCK RIBBONS AND REGENE WERE SPEAKING TO EACH OTHER BACK TO BACK I WONDER WHY I WONDER HOW AND HOW MANY COUCHES DO THEY HAVE AND I DONT UNDERSTAND A SHITZ AT ALL CAUSE I HAD TOT URNT HE VOLUME DOWN.DAD WAS PLAYING HORSES.SO CANNOT HEAR.CAN ONLY HEAR REGENE'S VOICE.DAMN I AM WAITING FOR SPEED TRANSLATIONS NOW.

CAPTAIN SUPERSIZEME FINALLY DIED.SO SAD HE CAN'T TASTE MACDONALD'S ANYMORE.HAHAHAHAHA.HERCULES AND PAPA BEAR DIED TOO.UNFORTUNATELY EPIC.LOL LOL MATERIAL.BUT WHY,WHY THE FUCK SUNRISE,DID YOU GIVE THOSE 2 INSIGNIFICANT CHARACTERS A 2MINUTE DEATH SCENE,when,

MY BRING STABITY JUST GOT SHOT BY SERAVEE AND BURST INTO FLAMES.AND THAT ALL HAPPENED IN LET'S SAY,4SECONDS???!!!WHY DO U ALWAYS FAVOUR UGLY PEOPLE???WHY BRING ONE SO LITTLE.WA LAU EH.F*** U.F*** you all.

and WTF MARIE'S ON GN ARCHER.OVERALL IT'S BEEN A HAPPY AND FRUSTRATING EPISODE BUT WHY DIDN'T THE NEW MAID DIE???
AND OH RUBBINS (EPIC TYPO) AKA RIBBON ALWAYS BOOKS THE SEXY MOTHERFCUKER SCENE IN PREVIEWS.BUGS ME.

Allelujah,you are officially sidekick.I bet you don't even have 5lines.1 of which is "trans-am".Thanks for being more emotional and soft after 4 years being captive by A-laws.and not being gay.Now Sunrise demotes you to be a...Sidekick...CAUSE YOU'RE NOT GAY ANYMORE!

Papa bear,you had a sad life.Unfortunately I can't mourn over your death.YOU GOT LONGER DEATH SCENES THAN MY BRING.SO DON'T EVEN THINK ABT ITTTTTT.It was really unfortunate that you got killed by your own brat of a son though.STILL,LONGER DEATH SCENE.NA-DA.

SHALL GO CHILL,BECAUSE I HAVE NO ICE CREAM LIKE DEON,EVEN THOUGH HE WAS SO MESMERIZED BY GUNDAM THAT HE FORGOT TO EAT IT AND IT MELTED.

HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO SIT DOWN 2 HOURS FOR TUITION NOW????MAYBE I SHOULD JUST STARE INTO BLANK SPACE AND DAYDREAM.2HOURS WILL FLY.

Shall chill and update later.Toodles.Ciao.Au revoir.

FFFUCK WAIT WHAT HAPPENED TO MY PRINCE REVIVE THIS WEEK??!!!@@@@@

Can't help but feel down when I'm staring into blank space

2009-01-31T18:25:00.006+08:00

Once again,Home Alone.
I would normally rejoice over this little moment of peace I have but the excitement is fading away.Troubles keep coming up.I would prefer to push them at the back of my mind but I have too much free time.Nothing to distract me.Gundam's only on tmr.& I'm lacking motivation to do my homework,or rather start studying and stuff.I'd normally be reality denial when life starts to get difficult but this year doesn't seem to be a good time to do so.

I'm hungry.Tried to cook something for myself since I haven't eaten anything since 2 pancakes in the morning.I killed 4 eggs and 2 potatoes.Not to mention making a mess out of the kitchen.Sometimes I wonder why I do such epic failures.I can't even boil an egg.OHMYGOD.How useless can I get?-__-

If I've been spouting rubbish during class it musta been this.

I've never listened to the song before,so I'm trying to figure out the proper English lyric.
So far I've figured out "Tuts my barreh" is "Touch My Body".
Don coach made Qina and me addicted to this video.Have to watch once per day.

Mom's family came over today.Don't really like them.They are people who think strictly in a box and disapprove how the 3 of us are living.Aka Modern people.My niece was as usual being a brat,which earned her the codename CB(chee bye) face.The moment she stepped into my door step she started throwing her princess tantrum.There I was staring intensely at the tv,which was currently starring Nicholas Cage in Next,thinking,"Hhng,freak.I don't care how much dad or mom adores CB face,but sorry,retreat back to dad's room and shuts everything away.Uh-oh,mom's so gonna nag me when she comes back from cruise.Another issue,I won't do any work when parents are out.Shitz.

Alrighty shall go ~~read fanfics~~ and figure out the lyrics.If I fail once again,I'm just gonna download the actual song.I wish I had more life.Ugh,but I don't wanna face the whole shitpile loads of homework there, not forgetting F&N.
I want to go out :( .Sometimes I cannot help but think that I wish I can live more like a normal teenager.

Silence penetrates my soul.

I need a certain something to fill the empty spaces.

*Wink**Wink*

2009-01-30T22:25:00.015+08:00

(I Won't Forget Our Promise.)

A Belated Happy Birthday To Ansley.

SO.
First things first,I just felt like screaming this out loud,with all my might.
CHEN HUMPHREY DI ILU
Seriously.
ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU ILU !!!!
OMFG.YOU ROCKS LAR.

Thanks for the support you always gave me and promising for doing so in the future.
Thanks for always giving in to me.Even when sometimes I'm so tyrannical.
Thanks for making that extra effort to cheer me up.
Blessed I am to have a best friend like you.
ILU !♥

Na-na.
Launching bitch rant in 1...2...3...

Anyway,had a parody in our class yesterday during english.The relief teacher,what was her name,Miss Oh I think?& this teacher that looks like Harith.Mr Zul.Anyway Miss Oh was scolding our class for our half-arsed essays which I didn't even bother to hand in due to no inspiration befalling upon me and Mr Zul came up form his class as backup.then he did this roll up sleeve thing and said,"Now,4D.I shall take this matter to my hands.",which now becomes Anis's fav signature move.and the "HUR--RRY UPPP!"Sorry.tak boleh tahan.Despite me standing and having to fake the "SoSorryIDidn'tDoMyHomework" look,I still LaughedOutLoud.Then they said a total of 16 times of combination of,"So 4D,what do you want me to to?","What do you want US to do?","HOW do you want us to help you?",this whole thing was supposed to be serious but I couldn't help it.Went yakking away.Apparently female teachers are born to dislike me.Miss Oh kept staring at me.She stares at me.I stare back.It's rude not to have eye contact so I locked eyes with her for a minute or 2.Make her happy.But that made her more pissed.Hmmm.

Kept talking away and Miss Oh couldn't tolerate it and asked me to shut up.Saying that I am being rude to her and she'll have me recorded in ORF.
OH WHY SO SRS???
Seriously,that's the best she can do?Next,blackmail me by submitting my name to Mdm Lim.*snorts*
Whatever lah.
Resisted the urge to laughoutloud.once again all the staring comes.Hello???
then she went to check the list for the enrichment people and remedial people.Shit-ness.Made an attempt to yank my name tag off but failed.Class laughed at me.ohmygodohmygod.Miss Oh said,"& you are in the enrichment class!This kind of attitude!If you think you have good english,don't think you can don't pass up your work!"
Feigned the "huh?" look.
"Huh?Really?I didn't know!I didn't take a look at the list. :/"
I can feel the whole class staring at me once again,thinking,"liar liar,pants on fire."
I was 1 of the first people to see the list.LOL.
Btw,F***.I didn't say that I have good english.In fact my english ain't that good.I'm not cock.I won't go around screaming,"I PASS ENG SO I CAN DO IT.YAY."

The most irritating is they kept on echoing WhatDoYouWantUsToDo4D,WhatDoYouWantUsToDo.
The f**k???AND I THOUGHT THEY ARE MUCH MUCH MORE CLEVERER THAN US.OMFG.
So class suggested re-write.They didn't like 4D's essays.And they thought we were the best class.BIG JOKE.Kept laughing with the girls.Really can't tahan.Once again,youstareatme Istareatyou.And then,they shook their heads and said NO.Hmmm.Next most hated word.As if the chanting of RESPONSIBILITY ain't enough.We didn't need that,we didn't need that.

Huilin got irritated and was hissing loudly,"Seriously,what's your problem la?!!You angry with us for writing rubbish for compo or not handing up essays?Keep repeat for what??!We say rewrite you all also don't want.Then keep asking what we want you all to do."
LOL.She made a point.Then Harith look-alike said he wasn't angry over the compo the class wrote which didn't meet his expectations,erlack,no, he was angry for dunno what.Which,in our POV,he doesn't look angry at all.So sorry.LOL.
Once again saying people have attitude.Maybe we have,who doesn't have?It's so tempting to do so when we can see that the RTs are making a big deal and repeating everything over and over.It's irritating.Plus they didn't even answer Huilin's qn.

So.5th paragraph of bitch rant.So sorry.January's ending soon and I noticed.All of my January posts are either on GUNDAM or Bitch rant.Wonderful.School's a bitch.So.SHOWDOWN (like finally,about time.).Miss Oh asks me what time can I hand in my compo.Then I was being nice saying Oh what time are you convenient and free so I can pass it to you.Then she was like,"no,it's not up to me,it's up to you."WTFUXZ at the world.Since when teachers are so nice?
Then I said 5.No. 4?No. 3?No.
Sorry world,teachers are not nice.
"I'm sorry?My lessons at end 3pm lei.Possibility of late release too."
Adults' favourite answer?SAME OLD NO.F*** u,world.
"okay.When brandon handing in?" *irritated*
"After lessons today."
"I hand it with him okay?Can I sit down now?"
"Okay." -->That sounded like music to me because been standing for almost an hour already.And can anyone tell me what difference does it make between After lessons today and my lessons end at 3pm,possibility of late release???
IRONIC OR WHAT???
Indeed,the world is full of mischief.Can't be bothered to correct her.That's why sometimes I hate people who come out from JC.Grumblegrumble.

End of bitch rant.
Finally.

On a sidenote.
I got 0.5/12 for chem test.Ms Lin said there were people who scored 0,so I can't be lowest this time round,right?FINALLY I'M NOT THE LOWEST.Anyway,the led me to a conclusion that I can't even do chem to save chickens.That's for real.
Anis and Fil got 2,while Nad baby got 1.
This year is jinxed.Either that or Nad Baby haven't started revising yet.
F&N practical for over 3hours ytd.The outcome was only 1 Quiche and 2 chicken pie which weren't even cooked properly.F***.Dead beat.Slept round 9pm+.
And once again,Yilin pissed me off.So probably gonna give her more warnings and scoldings again.Seriously,Stop acting like a dog la dey.So much jiao wei.i won't even bother to listen lor _|_ .

Was tardy once again for school today.So much for sleeping early?Couldn't even move.Bloody hell :(
Had the urgency need to ~~shit~~ pass motion.Hmmm.
Gate was locked for 3 or 4 minutes when I reached.Fuck.Bumped into someone that looked like Celeste at blk 6.And it really turned out to be my laopuo.HAHAHAH.Someone to keep me company till 8am + :).She needed to wait for her parents so she can go back to sch (!) too.So, we did some catching up and her friend joined us later on.So I updated them on how sucky the sch got.As if it wasn't sucky enough.Ugh.
Went sch with Celeste when her parents came.Saw YongXin Boss on the way.Apparently my boss,who asked me to study hard and he would do so himself,got sent home because he made a lot of noise during assembly.Tsk.

The suspense,suspense.Whined at Uncle Joe and uncle Mazlan."HOW HOW HOW??UNCLE HELP!!!4TH TIME!MY DADDY WOULD FLIP!!"Ohmygod.I sounded pathetic.LOL.Meanwhile 4H were running at the Hockey field.Spooted ZongSheng and Nataniel hiding behind field pole.Uncle Mazlan was sighing and,"Aiyo,Like that how go NS??"
Lucky for me,OM was being a kind soul today.Shrieked "OM I'M SORRY I HAD ~~TO SHIT~~ STOMACHACHE.SORRYYYY."Then OM was like,"Aiyo GIRL!You again!Tsk.No next time or I will take action against you.I am your principal for today.Okay go."
OMFG SOUNDS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.Was nearly sent to Mr Codeiro (Holy shit,once is enough.) BUT OM SAVED MY DAY.Okay,still have one crisis coming up.Which is Ms Sha.but I shall forget her for now.Think of it NY,you don't need to think or see her today.Which is a good thing.Stay positive.

PE was a disaster.Nearly died.I am starting to love P.E though.
Did more catching up with Zhenwei.
Can only say he damn boxim.Very sad,but I forgive him.LOL.

More epic came up during POA.LALA.Failed the test which I "really studied very hard for".
AND MR SILVAM WAS TOUCHED.PRAISED US.Sashaying across our class,saying,"The people who really improved,..and are trying very hard.Even though sometimes it is inevitable that they fall.But They are trying." *does a dramatic hand wave around us,the noisy group*
"these students.I believe they will do well next time round."
YES,once again,TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.
Had a great laugh about it.I remembered everything he said cause it was,once again,TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE.& POA remedials after sch.TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE too.And our class did worse for POA.As expected.

Chinese make up lesson.Slept thru my Jan test (gasp!didn't know!) chinese paper.Too tired for Chinese shitz.Ahhh.Damn.Stayed for Dissidia and went walk walk with the usual girls.Anis,Fil,Me :)
Gave them a treat.Sweet talk and our signature crackers.*laughs*
Next we decided it was time to talk about what we wanna do later on in our lives.Like what course we wanna go into because ALL OF US are lost ducks.So,meeting with tea(sweet talk) and biscuits (spicy crackers.Keropok?).Went to chit chat with Deon's mother.HURHUR.Fun okay.

Meeting Place.
We meant business okeh.

But then,with them,it's impossible to keep my phone away.Meeting CAN WAIT.

Of course,self-timer is a challenge but we did it.Our set up was wonderful.Made by me.

Bought more meeting food.Those long ice milo pops.Haven't had them since pri sch.DAMN AMUSING OKAY!Nek JUST SENDS THE BASKET DOWN WITH THE POPS AND YOU PUT THE $ IN.FIRST TIME I SEE OKEH!!

So.Meeting.
In the end we talked about insignificant things and laughed over them.I wonder if 10 years down the road we would still be like this.Made an oath that we would still contact even if we part ways.We included in the possibility of having children and introducing them to each other.Didn't have the chance to tell them I want an Oliver and Simon.Thanks to Nanny Mcphee and
another show which I forgot.Hmmm.Mind you,we only mentioned about Poly 2 times and failed to continue the topic.LAUGHOUTLOUD.We kept on talking about chemical sciences,in which the place smells like heaven last time we went to visit it in NYP.LOL LOL.

Handed in the stupid compo today those 2 made a fuss about.In the end,Nicholas told me I had to write a narrative compo.Which I don't know whatthefuck it is.Worse thing is,Nic said I wrote a personal recount.Again,whatthefuck is a personal recount?
Anyway,instead of "An Incident Which Left Me In Utter Disbelief",my compo should be named "Grief".I wrote about everybody's dear StupidSexy!Lockon.WHICH IS AKA NEIL DYLANDY.

~~An Incident Which Left Me In Utter DisBelief~~--Extracts of emo shitz and rubbish.

In my state of shock, I subconsciously ruffled his burning red hair, A habit which I can never change.I could not believe this. Neil, who was always so flamboyant and bubbly, would no longer be smiling warmly at me anymore. The emerald green eyes which I always adored, now hidden behind his closed eyelids, would never be looking at me anymore. ---->WHY SO SRS????

I find it hard to embrace the fact that he is no longer here. Here, to hear my troubles, nor laugh at insignificant things with me. Gone and soon, never to be seen again.
Another one.LULZ.EPIC.

If only I stopped him.
If only - but those words were futile against time.-->okay,my fav sentence.

Seriously,whatthefuck.Where the hell did I get all these emo vibes from?
World's full of mysteries.
Just embarrassed myself by posting my half-arsed compo up.Anyway GUNDAM's starting soon.I can see the real,living Neil in a hour's time or more.Which,sadly,will be dead in okto channel soon.

And SADDED.Didn't see Celine Sunshine today. ;(
Lastly,WAN QI AUNTY IS SO SWEET AND NICE AND GRACIOUS SOUL AMAZING GRACE XZXXZX.

Ten Years Down The Road. :)

Waitin' fer a smooth ride . ( In short, fuck you,World. )

2009-01-28T19:41:00.013+08:00

(Thank you,girls. )

So.Another series of drama happened once again.
Which is like,by the end of this year I think the amount of dramas happened would accumulate to 4 years' worth of drama!I maybe exaggerating,which I hope so.If not,DRAMA WILL HAPPEN THRICE PER WEEK.OR MAYBE MORE.WAYHEY!MAKES THINGS SO MUCH MORE HAPPENING THAT I LOVE THE WORLD NOW,EVEN WITHOUT BRING AND STUPID,SEXY!LOCKON.
For every wednesday I'm probably gonna brag.I don't even know what this week is but seriously,so many subjects we study,all the boring one had to fall on a CCA day.Hmmm...

POA went on smoothly,Anis,Fil,Nad and me were still denying reality and saying we'll pass the test.Despite our enthusiasm for the previous lessons,we learnt nothing at all.Mr Silvam's face was scarrryy when he left the class.Uh-oh.
As for Physics...
"Compression is a......"
LOL SORRY OMFG WTF WHUT???THAT WAS ALL I COPIED.WEIYI WAS NO BETTER THAN ME.BUT SHE FINISHED 2 SENTENCES.I WAS MORE AWAKE THAN HER.I'M THICK!

Chinese was another one.Hmm.Yak Yak Yak away with Jovinson and Yizhen.Went crazy on Simin stead during recess again.Geography was another story telling session.Sorry for Mdm Pua,but there was this matter that's been bothering so much that I had to confide it to Nad baby asap.Trust Nad baby to give the best consolation,felt so much better after talking to her.As for CME.Hmph.Big fuss was made because some people in our class didn't do POA hmwrk.WHich isn't a matter occurring for a day or 2.It's been 1year LOL.I didn't do the work actually,but was late for sch so Mr Silvam didn't check my book.Reflection on responsibility during CME.WAO THEY DO THIS IN CME.Responsibility,I hate this word now.Ugh.Required to stay back to edit the notice board as I am a member of NBC.NOTICE BOARD CLUB.Cool eh.Named it CME detention.

Didn't really have the mood to go CO due to various reasons.Sadly mom didn't allow me too.She was about to call me cause Ms Lai called to say I didn't go CO.Wtfux.Grumble grumble.Once again Humphrey the Saint escorted me to music room.Another big thank you.Oh,and Weixiang was super nice today.Seriously,there are times when he's pretty nasty,then suddenly he's all nice to you!Spooky or what?!

Things started to get boring for Simin stead and me so we went for toilet break and fruit juice.Yeah yea,lucky or what.Got reprimanded by Ms Lai once we got in.It looked like she's just finding an excuse to pick a fight with us lor.She wasn't convinced that we went to toilet,and said that we used 5 minutes to go to the washroom.Like seriously what's the problem with her la?!
She got really pissed off when Simin and me gave her the AttitudeProblem way of standing and staring at her,...cause she's short.

Apparently it angered her further (LOL!)& she started blackmailing us on banning us form SYF.Sua lo,if she bans me,Qu Di only got 1 people,confirm minus marks lo.As for Simin stead,she nvr come,few of the sec2s also won't come one,less and less people lo.ZZZZZ.She jumped into conclusions that we pakat and leave CO early all the time when it's only once!And we seeked permission from Mdm Wong okay!Never even state facts right and she got embarrassed and started finding reasons to scold us.She even came out with something lame like,"WHY YOU CAN'T FINISH YOUR HW ON TIME?"Hello,every sec4 here is tired okey.It's just that we ain't that keen of being perfect at everything.So,scold us for fuckk--!??!!Damn pissed.Just when Simin and me were pretty moody that day.Was really tempted to yell straight as her face but I bet she memorised my mom's number already.Psst.If I knew things were going to turn out that bad,I shouldn't have went CO and I will get scolded with crowds of those who never go CO lor!-.- Nabeh.F&N's been pissing me off lately and CO's been ending late at Wed.Education is far more important,of course I opted for early leave la!KNNB CCB!Du lan sia!Grrr.
&was particularly disappointed with this someone.You sighed dramatically at the sight of us and gave us that look.The look in which you show Detest.I really didn't expect that from you,really. =/

Worse thing is parents were on cruise again when I got back home.Fuck?Should have screamed into Ms Lai's face man.Zzz.DownrightPissedToTheCore.

Did some catch up with Humphrey brother.Other than the small drama that happened during CO,there was this small issue that was bugging me that I got really fed up.Really,as in seriously fed up.Seriously,he rocks the world by brightening up my sucky day manxz!
&&&,I have 1 good reason to bring tissue to school now.I noticed that the gesture of giving a person tearing tissue is extremely compassionate and touching.No excuse for me to be lazy.I would want to do the same for my friends too.
A big thank you to Humphrey,Ruzaini,Sulaiman,Fil,Anis,Yizhen,Deon & Nad baby.I owe you all big.Especially Humphrey.Hahah.Ruzaini and Sulaiman were uber sweet too.Touched deeply okey.

*sigh*
Something to improvise on:
Be more independent.

I'm really annoyed and disappointed with myself.
I really hope there won't be a second time I push all my problems to my friends and wait for them to tell me what I should do again.

Of course it is a well known fact that I always have this uncanny ability to push all the blame to the world.SO,
Fuck you WORLD.
Thanks to the major downfall I had today,I totally lost all my mood to complete my hmwrk.So it's all your fault.Fuck you world,fuck you.

Seriously,I need to stop letting my mood get the better of everything.LMFAO.

Some handy advice given by SiMin.
I HAVE TO HYPNOTIZE MYSELF EVERYDAY THAT EYECANDY IS MILLIONS AND BILLIONS TIMES BETTER THAN HIM*.GET OVER HIM.BLAHBLAH WHATSOEVER.
Actually the other MORE handy advice is that she should ask me to channel all my energy into studying.But no,she thinks uniquely.Despite that,she said that I have the chance to get into ~~either JC~~ Poly,I should cherish it and study hard,since she needs 1 more year.Shall look into this matter.It's starting to eat into me.MIRACULOUSLY.

AND
I MISS MY CELINE SUNSHINEE ;(

Jovinson,cheer up!

(IReallyHopeIWasThinkingTooMuch.)

P.S : I ain't good enough for you.

A few things to note,...or rather,bitch about.

2009-01-27T22:16:00.019+08:00

Disturbing,I know.Some peekture bout 2 years ago.Teddy bear puppet show made by Qina,who is always bored at office and can't resist calling us to entertain her.Mind you,HARIBO teddy bears are simply DELICIOUS.
I changed my blogskin once again!HURHURHUR.
& If I'm not wrong,school's opening tmr!!!!
OMFG.Didn't know.There I was thinking,"Wahey!Parents on cruise marathon!It's once again to screw my body clock and surf for MOAR GUNDAM FANFICS!"
O SHIT O SHIT.

Lost my timetable.Kind soul Deon says tmr there's...
POA,Physics,Mother tongue,CME(!),Geography(♥!)
...
Tmr doesn't look promising.
CME????Ohymgod.It was my favourite subject till this year.Since when do we have actual CME lessons?This year.
At least Geography ain't that boring,storytelling comes out time to time.Bad baby tries her best to make me stay awake.Anis and Fil jokes around with me.Xiaoting and me talks moar about Maria Cock,just that we've cut down alot.BECAUSE WE LOVE GEOGRAPHY AND I DON'T WANT MDM PUA TO COMPLAIN ON ME TO SAG.Even though,I'm a change-GED student now.HURHUR.

I owe Mdm Cao tons of hmwrk for Chinese.WHY OH WHY.
Physics=CMI.
Dad have long embraced the fact that all 3 of his daughters are all not Science person.Green light given to fail Science.Mr Tan's back.Physics boring like...Physics again.Damn,we miss Mr Ee already.Whole class used him to vent our stress out.LOL LOL.
As for POA,Silvam's been praising our class lately,branding us as his fav class(OMFG U SRS???WE'RE THE WORSE GRADED CLASS FOR POA LMFAO.) and praising me saying I've improved,which is actually a fib,I can't even do accounts to count chicken,all I've done is just plain copying down what's INFRONT of me,cry out loud,for god's sake.Been screaming "AIM FOR DISTINCTION!!!" for POA and Mr Silvam looks at Fil,Anis and me with glistening eyes,shining with belief and pride...OHMYGOD WE WERE ACTUALLY BEING SARCASTIC DOES HE KNOW THAT.

This year's Ang Baos not bad eh.Better than last year.Plus dad keeps winning.Which means more tips given.Teehee.Daddy,win more kae!

Nad baby finally updated.Uber happy.Glad that her eye's better now.Can see her tmr and drive certain people in the class crazy again.Teehee.Missed her tons.At least she makes school worth looking forward to for me.AND SHE DID MENTIONED SHE FINISHED ONE NARRATIVE ESSAY.OMG LOL SORRY WHUT???THERE'S ENGLISH HMWRK??SHITZ.NEED CONFIRM TMR.More hmwrk,does it mean I have to leave halfwya thru CO again?-.-.Damn malu k.Plus the teachers can't believe that I retreat back home early with the only sole reason of "TOO MUCH HMWRK!".Wtfux.& chinese hmwrk?Forget it,forget it.I'll be an outcast in class if I did it.LOL.
AND SO!
I'm recruiting more human alarm clocks for me,be it tmr or any other school day.Thanks.Since I'm only 1 more time late to suspension,which leads to Heil from Daddy.Can even forget about my LeSportSac bagpack.AND JUST HEARD THAT TOURISM NEEDS ACCOUNTS.WHY OH WHY ACCOUNTS???OUT OF SO MANY SUBJECTS.I MEAN,HEARD THAT THAT COURSE HAD LOTSA GOODIES BUT ACCOUNTS????
Feck it.
Sigh,gonna break my brain tmr to try and squeeze my music gadget in.MY BLOG AIN'T MY BLOG WITHOUT MUSIC SPINNING TO IRRITATE PEOPLE.

Can't wait for Weekends.GUNDAMUUUU.Moar Innovator action this week,pretty puhlease??
I miss Bring D;

P.S : but he just don't know that I got him all memorized.