Sunday, August 30, 2009 I wrote at 9:45:00 PM

Courage see me through,Heart I trust in you

Calamity.
My haircut was disastrous.It's fucking short now.
Seeking donations for hair extensions.Wa lau eh.Can bang wall and die already.Feel like crying.
HOMG FUCK MY HAIR'S SO SHORT NOW.

Neway,life now is boring (BAW.MY HAIR.).I feel bored all the time but lately it's been serious.Other then the recent phone calls with MeiLing,I find myself goofing around all the time.Think my body's telling me to take a break and do more spending.O levels are 50 what days away?Not good,not good.
Maybe going back pri sch for some cheap rice tmr and find ZhiMing didi if he's going back,and killing time w Meiling afterwards.Kthxbai.

Girls in SBF sent me a text today.

10 ways to know that you love someone.

1.You talk with him/her late at night and still think of him/her when you go to bed
2.You walk really slow when you're with him/her
3.You don't feel okay when he/she is faraway
4.You smile when you hear his/her voice
6.He/she is everything you think
7.You smile all the time you look at him/her
8.There's a person in your mind while you've been reading this
9.You've been so busy thinking of that person you didn't notice that no.5 is missing
10.You are checking is that's true and you are silently laughing to yourself

Love is used everywhere,Idon'tlikethatword.I wish that poets in the pasttime created more synonyms for love.This ILoveYou thing.So cliché.But apparently I ain't good enough to come up with one.Sigh.Love is all but a trivial thing.I do not meet the needs of the 10 ways.Hmmm.Does it mean I don't love (ugh) him?
Sometimes I wish I ain't much of a complicated thinker.Sucks man.I've been ogling at this text like a little girl for quite some time now.I should be watching Iron Man on HBO instead.And no,I still can't get over the sad fact that my hair is like inches short now.BAW.MY HAIR.NBBB.

( What hurts the most was being so close,and having so much to say )

Saturday, August 29, 2009 I wrote at 3:04:00 PM

A hug,a chestnut drink and cigarettes

Thanks AnJuan. :D

Same word.
Vexed.
Stupid school,being a bitch.Same reason why I've been skipping lots of lessons as of late.The repetitive routine of school.Time practices.Going through of exam papers.Doing papers.Revision.Sick man.Figured I needed a break so I've been coming home early this 2 weeks.
One big relief is that I finally handed up my F&N coursework,in which I hope that I won't ever need to see that again.And A1 for chinese.Kept on thinking I will 遭天遣 cause I've been so lax bout Chinese.If I didn't get it,I think Cao laoshi would be super happy.LOL.Faces of some teachers were classic when I told them I got A1.But I don't think I deserve to be beaten cause I got A1.The harping's okay but hitting me is a little bit overboard,me thinks.

Did a disappearing act for quite some time because I was on One Piece fever.Spent 3 days on One Piece marathon,and the next few days roaming around the net for more info and watching the anime episodes with Ace in.Good god,I know,LOL.

My life's so boring,school everyday and Sunday's for group study.Out for town for retail therapy once a while on Saturdays when Parents are off cruise.Running low on cash soon but I can't find any better way to relieve stress.I wonder how much I've spent on my favourite Mango.My whole life's turning into a fucking routine.Shit man.Was planning to go Far East today to visit MeiLing but pops didn't go off for cruise.Best timing to take a break can.


Nad baby,finish off your coursework soon so you got more time for me and update your blog!


& Celene meimei,here's your picture.Hah,if you want your picture to be on my blog,you have to take with me la k.

I seem to leave a deep impression on people,seeing that I am remembered as the main culprit.Whatever la k.I've got many friends.

Another quickie update,some proper update someday,sometime,...
I find myself bored all the time.Salvage me,anyone?
I feel like a caged animal,man,...

Oh,and the definition of sweet is Humphrey.HARHAR.Thanks for hearing me out lately.Read and run as usual okeh. ^^

Come and go as you wish

Wednesday, August 12, 2009 I wrote at 6:50:00 PM

Go by the years,not months

I reminded you what day today is :)

Sunday, August 9, 2009 I wrote at 11:23:00 AM

Mug Hard Weekends!

I'm vexed.
Totally.

Really,I can't recall when I am this tired from school,to the extent that I forgot my birthday,until Humphrey reminded me.Ironically,he forgot about my birthday on my B-day itself.Hah.I'm 16 now,but I can't see the difference between the 15year old I am 6 days ago.The aging comes with the flow of time,and by the time I'm aware,I'll be having another birthday again.So no one is totally aware of how or in what way you've grown.Strange aye.

Blog screams update.Can't bear to leave it covered in dust,I ain't any AnJuan.Hah.

My dear girls,they totally know Bugis Street at the back of their hand.He,thanks for being my tourguides and helping me to find Frederick's birthday hat!♥♥♥♥

Other then 1 day shopping trip to somewhere else and tuition at Jenie's place during the weekends,Humphrey have also encouraged me to study.Productive weekends! :D Even though I think I nearly kill him all the time when he's trying to help me with Math.Oh well,at least I'm getting better,other then I forget what I've learnt pretty fast,zz.

I've finally learnt how to do chemical formulas!XiaoTing was like,"WOAH XY FINALLY O_O".Haha.Noob at Science means noob.But still,happy you know.

However last Saturday Humphrey asked me over to his house to study and everyone was playing MJ.Except me.

But I still managed to do my Maths paper faithfully.Eheh.
Then its back home to celebrate Don coach's birthday.


Everyone was fascinated by Fred's hat,...
And the family photos.



This is getting unhealthy,like sleeping early in the weekdays and almost getting none during the weekends.I think I got my nocturnal traits from dad,seeing that he just came back from cruise,...and is going cruise this evening AGAIN.Supposed to join him this week,well,...maybe next time.Been sleeping round 2 or 3am this weekend,which is,to me,earlier then my usual weekends.
The truth is I can't wait to take a nap but I have to study.Study group coming later and I'll prolly end up staying up the night,seeing that parents are on cruise again.And if Victor's coming,maybe I'm gonna go on a furious ramble on how female teachers are biased on giving CCA points.Fuck,shame of feminists,really!Prolly gonna spend the whole afternoon swearing and cursing about teachers.High okeh!
Mom just gave a lecture after finding out I have 5 piercings.Cat's out of the bag I guess.Hah.Wait till she hears I wanna pierce more.And get a tongue piercing after O's orals.She confirm flip. D:

Oh,and TCP Bday celebration for XinYi,Jolin and me.About time. :)
Saw Celene meimei's plurk,touch you mei you! :D
Celine and me are just gonna study and leave the planning to the girls.Hee.
AnJuan,XiaoMeiMei step cute hor? :D

Happy belated birthday.

Wednesday, August 5, 2009 I wrote at 8:25:00 PM

First a clever title for the subject box,...Ugh,can't think of one.

AnJuan!

No mood update actually.Can't rmb much except it was prelim orals today,really cock up,walked to Lot One with Humphrey,then Lot One with AnJuan,Valerie Lim,Celene,Kahkhee(Finally!) and CaiYing.Valerie damn joke,today keep tell me funny stuff.LOL.Spent the last weekend studying.Guai right.Turning over a new leaf baby!

Apparently Victor and me are fuming over stupid matters like CCA.
We done our part,turn up for every event,you mind your business I mind mine.Just give a grade,you smile and you step down.That's all.Who would have known.
I should have known,or I wouldn't be the last minute fireman at all.F off la can?
Of course I know my IC doesn't like me.Don't really count myself as her BFF or anything.Victor seems to be thinking the same about me.LOL BOYS BRIGADE JIALAT!

*takes a deep breath*
F U STEWPIAD SHIT _|_.
Freakin' pussy I don't care what study qualifications you have,you can shove your degree or w/e achievements you have up your A-S-S cause you are simply a stuck up BITCH who doesn't know how to get a life.Assuming that you are an adult you should treat each student as equal but apparently you didn't,because your brain circuit is as short as you look,you got severe attitude problem and you got really sepet eyes plus you totally like to glare at people with your sepet eyes.Mind you,I came back because people kept asking me to.I didn't do it for you or your stupid pride.
No reasonable no talk.Fuck,the least that could be done is giving me a B grade.Apparently someone is too stuck up to do so,even though I missed out several practises,am late but I stayed behind later then others,but I managed to turn up for every performance.WTH said that joining performing arts would be bullshitting.Teacher not happy=achievements you have made or whatever fucking efforts you've put in would be forgotten in an instant just because the IC hates you.I admit I haven't been actively participating this year,partly because IC is really f-ing stuck up,still I've done my share of the work,and I expect at least a satisfying outcome.Fair or what?
Oops,forgot that the world ain't fair.I have to grow up to be unfair,huh?S.B.F.
In short,curse you and the stupid CCA.
Piang,feel like adding my IC on facebook.She's not the only stuck up IC around,hope she's glad.Victor curse his sir like damn funny can!Totally support him man.
Sigh,suggest people who ain't confident enough to tolerate unreasonable ppl to stick to heir CCA and slave their asses out.Really not worth the time.Reflect people!

That aside,I think I had the best birthday ever.Sweet 16 aye?Peektures soon.Nad baby and others are planning me a surprise,TCP too.Super big thank you!
Waiting for my iced milo to cool me down,but ZongSheng don't want to run the errand for me.Hope Sag doesn't forget. D;

Sunday, August 2, 2009 I wrote at 5:14:00 AM

It's Just The Way We Roll

Quickie update.
Had a hell of a day.Productive Saturday!
Happy Birthday to Belinda,and happy belated to Liting and Don coach.

I know my body needs sleep but I'm too hyper to even close my eyes,sigh.
Goodnight,world.