Tuesday, March 31, 2009 I wrote at 10:32:00 PM
Surprise,surprise. Back In Black I stole this.


I know I've been lazy.
Xiaoting's been whining about she being sick about my kappa picture in the previous post.She expects an update but that picture just pops out.Bahh.
People have been catching me online and demanding to at least CARE about my blog but unfortunately I've been so absorbed with school lately,...no,certainly not because I am back into GaySquare Enix games fandoms again.Certainly not.I haven't been reading fanfics for liek XX days I am a healthy fangirl.


Shall grudgingly admit that this,THIS game that I've been aching to play ever since I first saw it's trailer - my dream finally came true.Deon managed to get sick of Dissidia and his PSP and SO,he lent it to me graciously.I rmb myself replaying this game again and again because Nicholas offered to lend me his during break time,so i can at least have the feel of the game...only to have my data deleted again and again.Hmmm.
This insane shit was amazing,pretty sad I didn't complete it in japanese,and Square Enix being Square Enix,I cried bucketloads. (Like since when I don't when I play their games?) Worse part is that I CRY almost everywhere.Even when Sephiroth was being,uh,scarily nice?I always thought that my favourite character's Zack,only until people started getting annoyed with me saying the name "GENESIS" everywhere I go.So,my friends decided that my fav charac is him.Which I seriously put the matter into thought,and haven't decided who's my favourite yet.
Stupid me knowing that I would cry bucketloads when I finish the dumb game,I still played it.& finished it faster than the boys.HURHURHURHURHUR.11hours and I'm at the last boss,took me 5hrs to train to lvl 36(horror,damn low,I know,took me liek 20mins or more to finish off the last boss),I think my mission progress is only liek,30%?!
But who CARES,the plot matters most to me and I managed to scare Humphrey and others of course,well,they said the game was easy but took 3 days to complete it./hoho
Yuehan commented that I have selective chionging.Thanks ah,thanks.

Been feeling on the edge lately,maybe Loveless is eating into me.Doubt I'll love Genesis if he ain't voice by sexy Gacktttt.

Game ranting aside,GUNDAM is officially over.Forget about rumours about season 3 or the movie that is officially coming out next year,ain't in the mood to watch it after the stupid ending.I always had the feeling that AT LEAST 1 innogaytor would survive.Unfortunately my Prince Revive perished in the space with the stars. ;__;.I dunno WTF happened to Regene,I dunno WHYTF I cried when Tieria has his perfect body shot,I guess that's because he's a living computer now and is obviously more infatuated with Setsuna,whatever it is,this crazy piece of insane shit,this insanity-- is finally over.I'm free.And you people are free of all those,erm,last-night-random-posts on new discoveries I made about Gundam00.LOL.Somehow I feel that the plot ain't there but...heck it,my true words are:
WHY DIDN'T STUPID PAIR&MARIE DIE

Wonderful lah,Halle,out of the whole series you only had,what,3minutes of screen time???And there's a total of 25 episodes,in which each episode is like...24minutes 10seconds.I know it.Srsly WTF-ish.I have no idea on what to say,they didn't kill off as much characters as I expected.I THOUGHT SUNRISE PRODUCTIONS ARE ALL GUNS AND BLOODSHED???You proved me wrong,wrong...Who looks forward to the stupid movie now when all my favourite characters are DEAD???? BAWWW.

Sch's been crazy yet enjoyable to the fullest these days,though frequents moodswings still happen,weather's starting to get warm now.
Worse of all,
Can anyone tell me what made April come so fast?
Amazed at how fast time flies.It seemed like we were just assigned to our first seating arrangement and rejoicing over it,and the next moment we get our seats all changed and are all whining over it.I have never,ever sat infront,HEAD FRONT of the white board before.It makes the words SWIMMMM easier and I fall asleep EASILY.Stupid,stupid,stupid.I miss the girls,Nad especially.Lessons are hard to stay awake and listen to if there ain't any of our story tellings.Haih.How to promote better learning when you find no joy in sitting for lessons at all?Yet another chapter of Maths ended w/o me knowing anything.Still can play PacManOnPaper with Anis.Sense of emergency??LOL.

TMD angry today.Was late today again.2nd times this term.It's just the BEGINNING of this term,damn it.Blood boil,it ain't my fault that I wake up to find my foot totally numb and burning because the metal door locked DROPPED on my left toe and left it swelling like big fuck today.Sure,I can wake dad up and ask him to fetch me to sch even if he's sick.Act like some tyrannical bitch.Simi lj,why some teachers like that one huh?I know that teachers can have students they dislike at the first sight,but there ain't a need to just insult or scold people just like that.Yea lur,can go hospital ask for sleeping pills.That doesn't guarantee I can wake up earlier also.Perhaps when I visit Grandpa when he is in hospital I may ask for some._|_

Yes,toe swells,the usually loose left shoe fits perfectly OWRIGHT! today,feet hurts like burning hell if I walk...with my toe making any contact to flat surface.Get used to me not running up and about,people.Hmmmm,CO tmr.Should I make Celine sunshine happy tmr and turn up for CO?BUT MY TOE HURTS LIKE HELL.AND F&N.AND CHEERING PRACTISE.AND I AM THE FLAG GIRL FOR OSPREY EEE HAHH!

Cruise photos,I haven't forgot.
I will be back!

Glad to know you're doing fine too.
It would have made me happier if you told me what made you call me
Was I the one you wanted to talk to or you couldn't find somebody else?

Friday, March 6, 2009 I wrote at 7:17:00 PM
Oblivious on purpose

Happy Birthday dearessttt Ann kor,
I miss you dearly D;



I think I've never looked forward to weekends this much before.
This week was a rush but it passed slow this time round.Not sure whether the weather's been playing tricks on me or whatever.Finally after 4 days adding panadol in to my diet my headache succumbed to me and I feel totally alright now.Still,moodswings are still happening because I'm having my period.Not very good,not very good.

Thanks to my headache I'm placed under the famous and stupid Early Bird Programme (which is the most intelligent name the sch came up with,REALLY.).Ms Sha's so gonna blow her top,zzz.So sorry.Headache on 4th day led to the need of lying in later.Sigh,stupid shit.What a stupid name anyway.Early Bird.Qina and me had a quick laugh about it but it doesn't change the fact that I have to sign in at 7.15pm on the dot for 4days more.Btw,the counter aunty at General office is such a cow.Attitude issues.Anyway,Thanks to XianXiong for waking me up to sign in today ^^
Yea la,haven't forgotten your boxers.LOL.

Can't help but feel a little disheartened,I spent my weekend studying for Geog as it is one of my weaker subjects but I got another Pathetic grade for it once again,5/25.

My weekends were spent in vain,not to mention I was grumbling and whining that all this is utter epic,bullshit and meaningless.
"Yeah right,I'm gonna work in the future and tell everyone how rivers form.All the river processes,rocks grinding next to each other depositing them into blahblahblah."
So motivated to work in a geographical environment.Sure,most of the things you learn in school don't exactly come to use when you grow up,according to the genre of work you work in.But working in Singapore,a place where there's no rivers...?You got to be kidding,asking me to memorize all these water lake river bullshit that I probably won't get to see until I'm 20.Of course this knowledge will come to use.10years after when I become a geography teacher.Sarcasm or what?

Ranting aside,my grade was supposed to be 4,because I had a stupid spelling error for vertical.Mdm Pua said it wouldn't make a difference if she took that 1 point away or not.Also she said that I didn't put in any effort nor study at all.So all my efforts ran down in drain.Like What The Fuck.Lol,wasted my time studying _|_.I knew I was gonna fail but I expected at least a borderline fail,but,...Crap.
Parents are so gunna "OMG YOU ARE THICK" once again.I think I grew up to believe I'm stupid,I'm thick.

I'M THICK!!!!

China lessons 3 hours today.I never fail to get frustrated during the long hours of China lessons cause I think they are plain crap.Disturbed ChunSiang once again today and he drew a very vair cute duck for me.Simply adorable.Though he admits he can't draw animal eyes,but still the outcome was absolutely adorable.Need a peekture.Haha.Scribbled shit as usual,teachers are all drilling us with chanting of importance of 'O' level mother tongue that I lost interest in doing work seriously anymore.Surprisingly Mr Sim wasn't there to do countdown game with us,sigh.

Sum up of CA1:Basically I made no difference from last year.Feck.

SAG,お前わやはり BEANER です。
Sag's a beaner.For going shopping and spending $200~$300 on clothes.I haven't even done New Year shopping,and it ain't new year anymore.Jan and Feb flew by w/o me noticing.I'M FREAKIN JEALOUS.Mom,is this to punish me for having a row over my dumbass of a CCA again??We had a row so you decided to punish me by THIS???This is,...ownage,pure ownage.Fuck.Stupid short watermelon.YOU'RE THE ONE WHO CAUSED THIS ALL.And I went to CO obediently today to pei Wanqi.Too much,..too much.Okay,they brought a real nice exquisite wallet for me from JTYS,but still,...PANGS OF JEALOUSY STILL REMAINS.GrumbleGrumble.

Dad wants to drag me out for movie on a Friday night,no objections but it's a 9.20pm movie.Skip Beat and Gundam00 > Movie night.Sorry pops,you should've asked me out some other time.You know I love movie nights.It's been months since I last seen a movie.Weekends are occupied by useless POA tuition,productive chit-chat and math tution at Jenie's place and stupid Jap classes. D; To be frank,I can't managed to clear HW on weekends and I normally bring them on Monday to COPAY.There,I just did a confession,Holy Father.

I think something went wrong.

1 + 1 ? :(

(I Miss.)

Wednesday, March 4, 2009 I wrote at 8:57:00 PM
Awe of big difference in various individual's brain's capacity.

If you think just by attending CCA you can minus away 2 or 3 points away from my aggregate you're wrong.
If you think that by now,all those time I spent at my CCA could have gotten me an A or B.

Stupid sack of useless shit.
I'm gonna fuck off from CO kay,don't ever ask me to go back.
I;m gonna be tyrannical and I don't care whether Qu di needs 2 people or what shitfaggarbage,I'm still gonna fuck off regardless what.
Sorry I'm not as clever as the sec 4s around CO.
I need the fucking free time to finish up my work because I''m stupid and I'm still scoring more than 3 F9s now.
Sorry I got no time to attend stinking CCAs or devote my heart and soul into CO once again.
Sorry I can't work up my passion or desire I once had to get that fucking Silver Medal.I don't even want to fucking work for it kay.
Sorry that I don't want to waste 4hours + of my life practicing 2 songs in a room when I can do things much more productive.
Sorry I'm not cultivated cause I know people.
So sorry I only know how to scold fuck.
Shows that I have vocab limit but I don't care.

Lastly,fuck you and your stupid phone.
Fuck you who thinks by attending CCA you can get distinction,or getting a C you can minus 2 or 3 points of my 'O' Level aggregate.Fuck you and your low brain capacity.
Stupid fuck,stupid sacks of stupid shit.

I mean it when I say I don't want to do things I don't want.
I know you promised that dimwit of a teacher,that's why you want me to attend stupid CCAs.You don't want to lose face.
Stupid,stupid stupid.
What the fuck.What.The.Fuck.
TMD dulan,knnccbpcb. _|_


Owright Nicky,yeah yeah,no more vulgars.I forgot.Thanks for reminding me ;)

I wrote at 7:20:00 PM
Happy Birthday Sophia ;)

sunflower Pictures, Images and Photos
Shine,Radiant,Energetic,Joyful,youmakemesmile ;) ,that's the way you should be.

Okey-Dokey.So I didn't go CCA today.Sorry MeiS and Sunshine.Despite all the hassle,I decided to stay home when my purpose of coming home was to take my music score.Not very good BelBel,not very good.
Headache's been taking over me for 3 days now and it haven't ceased yet.
Seriously,whatthefuck.What.The.Fuck.Thanks to the headache all I could do was to lie on the bed and stare into blank space,thinking or either screaming mentally that I should start on my F&N 'O' Level Coursework.Stupid shit.Still,throwing a fit and labeling it as Shit doesn't mean I don't have to do it.I still have to.I have to score high or I'll be fried D;
Head feels as if someone's hammering it now.

Hot&humid=Sleepy (More sleepy,in my case).
But it's not like I can stay awake and full alert for lessons,even paying attention for 1period is tedious for me.WHY OH WHY GOD THE SHORT SPAN OF ATTENTION.
Frederick rocked the Parliament yesterday,still remains a hot topic today.BUT the fan at the gallery was still dusty like no parents.Not good,not good.At least things won't get spoilt in classrooms now.Hockey field is OPEN TO ALL.

Spot check today.How ironic when sch wants us to focus on our studies.This year is full of spot checks.I bet they love it.Now XiaoTing and me know who to turn to in need of hair pins.Vivian's full of them.And for the first time Vivian and me had GREEN LIGHT for SPOT CHECK!Ms Sha was saying,"You only pin up your fringe now?It's unfair isn't it?"
Managed to stun her with my usual cheesy talking again.
"are you folding your skirt?"
"Oh nono,you can touch me all you want,no problem! ^________^"
XiaoTing was giving me that "OMG XiangYi stop THAT" look.Hurhur.
Ms Sha was priceless xD

SO gonna die at F&N.But at least,Mdm Siti's back and I miss her nagging after me :D
Actually I think Fil,Anis and Nad should be in MLDDS.
They were practising Malay Oral on each other and it resembled a skit.Dialogue was in Malay but I understood parts going on.Simply hilarious.That woke me up from my deep slumber and I started LaughingOutLoud.So,GoHomeClub includes MLDDS too??Skit making?;D

DAMN IT I REALLY MISS THE DAYS WHERE THERE IS AT LEAST A DAY I AM RELEASED EARLY SO I CAN FOOL AROUND.

Okay guess what.Ms Lai called once again.I bet she memorized my number.I bet she did.
AND SINCE WHEN DO PARENTS KNOW SOMETHING CALLED CCA POINTS???
I don't recall them giving a shit or throwing a fit over Sag's CCA,no?AND I DON'T RECALL PARENTS KNOWING THE EXISTENCE OF CCA POINTS.Kao,so kiasu,CCA points also want me to have.I bet she didn't call ZhengKAi di and YenHung.Ffffffffffffffff.

Sag you Beaner.
You like Paku but you don't like Regene.
You like Saiga but you don't fancy Revive.
You love Mamo but you don't love Setsuna.
You love MikiShin but you don't love LockonS.
You love Hoshi but you love neither Yuki nor Butz.
You love Kamiyan but you don't love Tieria.
You love Koyasu but you don't love SASUKE.
You love KONITAN to bits now but I hate that Drag Queen Voicer to the core.You won't stop spazzing or talking about him.

YOU BEANER.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009 I wrote at 8:30:00 PM
Lockon's Birthdayyyyy♥♥


It's Sophia Sweetheart's birthday tmr.
In 3 hours 30minutes time,finally you'll be sweet 16,the age you ought to be,given to your matured way of thinking. *laughs*
Come to think of it,you're getting more and more grown up as you age so,...you're still not acting your age after all the hassle.You see more than other people do.You view things from a unique and rare perspective.You're a very special girl.You make me reflect on myself with your various changes,you always offer to listen.Do remember that I am always willing to return the favor too.
Sorry for not gatecrashing to your birthday party,come to think of it I've never celebrated your birthday with you before,despite all these years ;(
A happy advanced birthday to you girl,stay happy,young at heart,keep smiling and rock on ;)
You know,the usual blessings.
4th year,4th March and going on,
I love you.

Sch's being more of a bitch but if I'm not wrong,I think I'm loving it.
Masochist or what?
BUTTTT!
Damn damn damn,CO's compulsory tmr,no skiving ;(
Plan for tmrw was to initially stay in class and play FF7:Crisis Core on Caroline's PSP like there's no tmr.BOOHOOO ;__;
Good thing is that I can drown myself in youthful energy,aka fooling around with the sec 2s.Miss Celine sunshine,Celene mei,XinYi mei ;) Esp Sunshine,I know I'm biased.Hahah.

Been plagued with sore throat and severe headache for 2 days.Body's warning me against Fever.I feel terrible.Moving on to Moody Phase 2.

(オレ達、最初から繋いでないかも知れない。)


[Edit]
The Eff.This is so gonna move me on to Phase 3.They made Yukimura look like a barbaric troll in the anime and WHERE IS SASUKE??????I can say they love uncle characters.All those shu shu damn shuai can.Are you promoting uncles???Damn you,animes,damn you.
I feel so sad.DOWNRIGHT SAD.
SAG LOVES REGENE NO MORE ;________;

She doesn't want to see him in a dangerous flightsuit.

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