Sunday, August 30, 2009 I wrote at 9:45:00 PM

Courage see me through,Heart I trust in you

Calamity.
My haircut was disastrous.It's fucking short now.
Seeking donations for hair extensions.Wa lau eh.Can bang wall and die already.Feel like crying.
HOMG FUCK MY HAIR'S SO SHORT NOW.

Neway,life now is boring (BAW.MY HAIR.).I feel bored all the time but lately it's been serious.Other then the recent phone calls with MeiLing,I find myself goofing around all the time.Think my body's telling me to take a break and do more spending.O levels are 50 what days away?Not good,not good.
Maybe going back pri sch for some cheap rice tmr and find ZhiMing didi if he's going back,and killing time w Meiling afterwards.Kthxbai.

Girls in SBF sent me a text today.

10 ways to know that you love someone.

1.You talk with him/her late at night and still think of him/her when you go to bed
2.You walk really slow when you're with him/her
3.You don't feel okay when he/she is faraway
4.You smile when you hear his/her voice
6.He/she is everything you think
7.You smile all the time you look at him/her
8.There's a person in your mind while you've been reading this
9.You've been so busy thinking of that person you didn't notice that no.5 is missing
10.You are checking is that's true and you are silently laughing to yourself

Love is used everywhere,Idon'tlikethatword.I wish that poets in the pasttime created more synonyms for love.This ILoveYou thing.So cliché.But apparently I ain't good enough to come up with one.Sigh.Love is all but a trivial thing.I do not meet the needs of the 10 ways.Hmmm.Does it mean I don't love (ugh) him?
Sometimes I wish I ain't much of a complicated thinker.Sucks man.I've been ogling at this text like a little girl for quite some time now.I should be watching Iron Man on HBO instead.And no,I still can't get over the sad fact that my hair is like inches short now.BAW.MY HAIR.NBBB.

( What hurts the most was being so close,and having so much to say )