Wednesday, May 13, 2009 I wrote at 6:42:00 PM

MYEs ARE FECKIN' OVERR!!!...As if it made a difference.

Back;
Finally its a few days more and we can resume normal lessons.
And no more prison convict at home.No one is allowed to talk to me during my exams,which totally pisses me off,but whateverr.
Although the bad thing is that we have to face our horrible results.
Which I have already taken back 1 of my horribly-done papers as a prologue already.
Which is F&N.Which is like duh,I would be a genius if I can pass by finishing that meant-to-be-2-hr paper by 1hour.I remembered teachers kept approaching me and waking me up.To no avail.Hurhur.
Somethings happened the night before my F&N exam,which made me didn't even want to read through my textbook.

Scored better than I expected but to my parents' eyes Fail is Still Fail.Can't be bothered much already,and my girls and me would be receiving our atrocious results next week HAND IN HAND.Yepp,we didn't study much for the MYE,but we'll be taking this as A Lesson Learnt.I think.Anyway,at least we hope so.It's the thought that counts!
Just a short post to scream "HALLELUJAH EXAMS ARE OVER" blah blah.The usual thing.Even though I don't feel anything cause I didn't put in much effort this time round.Still not feeling the IAmOlevelStudent feel.

F&N coursework whatyou'vedonesofar has to be in tmr.
Tons of filing to be done.
I have to clear my bloody messy room or my Lizard will suffer.
I need to start revising work cause I have no idea what's going on in class since last year.So much to catch up.
I wonder what would really make me focus in class.What makes everyone stay awake?Why can't I?Rant rant rant.So gonna find time and rant about sch being a bitch.
And China HW by tmrw.Totally no sympathy.And we are the only bloody class that stays behind during exam period for China lesson.At least I got highest in class this year finally,becaz during exam I can't talk to Jovin,Zhen or ChunSiang.
"Stop talking to ChunSiang,...Look at your deproving results...you are getting cocky."
The moment I get top once again,she uses the "You can do better if you stop sleeping in class,stop being late,...start submitting your homework,...stop talking to Jovinson&Yizhen,and stop disturbing ChunSiang..."
Ah FAG.

So many things to do,so little passion,so little motivation...
Nothing's burning me up.
Maybe I've given up already.Can't be bothered with academic achievements anymore...
If it's required in my life and I know it,why can't I work hard for it?
Plagued with laziness and all.Life's a bugger.

Worse of all at this downfall of my life I found a 2-faced bitch.
Watch your damn mouth.
Split personality or what,you are just so goddamn good.Bring it on,Bitch.

True support comes from the outside.
(It's about who to trust)