Tuesday, April 21, 2009 I wrote at 7:10:00 PM

Sweat & Tears

もう終わたよ。



Luck just wasn't on our side today :(
Damn the bus driver,seriously.
Dig your ears with a bloody SPOON.
Our chance just slipped away like sand...

Thank you Faeza and Faeka,love you both too.Regretted not messaging the both of you when I knew of your results.I didn't know what to say...
Thanks for those who wished me luck and all and sorry for not replying messages.I just didn't feel like it.

It's time for me to step down even though I haven't been an actual senior.
It feels unrealistic that I don't have to attend CCAs anymore.I don't need to be chased to CO anymore.A tinge of regret or not.I don't know.It's heartbreaking to see the teachers saying it's their fault,it's their bad.When it have been them who have been trying so hard...I didn't have the face to talk to them because I MIA-ed for so long but I know they've been giving their best for CO.And Mr Ngoh.Kept saying I did very well even though I didn't.

Somehow I feel that I've not done my best but regrets shall be saved for later.
Our juniors are really strong at heart,I recalled me crying bucket loads when I was sec 2.I was practically asking them to cry when the disappointing results were out.Harhar.*rolls eyes*
你们很坚强！:)
Wang Wang,Brenda and Celene Xinyi mei,all very strong (:

I shall forget about homework and have some sleep.I barely had any.
Scoldings tmr.For now,I shall think about today.Tomorrow,...I will think about it tomorrow.I need time to rearrange my thoughts.Somehow I just can't forget about this and move on.I'm not that strong,I can't stand up straight after a fall.

得好好的哭，
因为哭完这一场后，明天又得面对考试了。

( " Stressed , Desserts , all the same. " )