Friday, March 6, 2009 I wrote at 7:17:00 PM

Oblivious on purpose

Happy Birthday dearessttt Ann kor,
I miss you dearly D;



I think I've never looked forward to weekends this much before.
This week was a rush but it passed slow this time round.Not sure whether the weather's been playing tricks on me or whatever.Finally after 4 days adding panadol in to my diet my headache succumbed to me and I feel totally alright now.Still,moodswings are still happening because I'm having my period.Not very good,not very good.

Thanks to my headache I'm placed under the famous and stupid Early Bird Programme (which is the most intelligent name the sch came up with,REALLY.).Ms Sha's so gonna blow her top,zzz.So sorry.Headache on 4th day led to the need of lying in later.Sigh,stupid shit.What a stupid name anyway.Early Bird.Qina and me had a quick laugh about it but it doesn't change the fact that I have to sign in at 7.15pm on the dot for 4days more.Btw,the counter aunty at General office is such a cow.Attitude issues.Anyway,Thanks to XianXiong for waking me up to sign in today ^^
Yea la,haven't forgotten your boxers.LOL.

Can't help but feel a little disheartened,I spent my weekend studying for Geog as it is one of my weaker subjects but I got another Pathetic grade for it once again,5/25.

My weekends were spent in vain,not to mention I was grumbling and whining that all this is utter epic,bullshit and meaningless.
"Yeah right,I'm gonna work in the future and tell everyone how rivers form.All the river processes,rocks grinding next to each other depositing them into blahblahblah."
So motivated to work in a geographical environment.Sure,most of the things you learn in school don't exactly come to use when you grow up,according to the genre of work you work in.But working in Singapore,a place where there's no rivers...?You got to be kidding,asking me to memorize all these water lake river bullshit that I probably won't get to see until I'm 20.Of course this knowledge will come to use.10years after when I become a geography teacher.Sarcasm or what?

Ranting aside,my grade was supposed to be 4,because I had a stupid spelling error for vertical.Mdm Pua said it wouldn't make a difference if she took that 1 point away or not.Also she said that I didn't put in any effort nor study at all.So all my efforts ran down in drain.Like What The Fuck.Lol,wasted my time studying _|_.I knew I was gonna fail but I expected at least a borderline fail,but,...Crap.
Parents are so gunna "OMG YOU ARE THICK" once again.I think I grew up to believe I'm stupid,I'm thick.

I'M THICK!!!!

China lessons 3 hours today.I never fail to get frustrated during the long hours of China lessons cause I think they are plain crap.Disturbed ChunSiang once again today and he drew a very vair cute duck for me.Simply adorable.Though he admits he can't draw animal eyes,but still the outcome was absolutely adorable.Need a peekture.Haha.Scribbled shit as usual,teachers are all drilling us with chanting of importance of 'O' level mother tongue that I lost interest in doing work seriously anymore.Surprisingly Mr Sim wasn't there to do countdown game with us,sigh.

Sum up of CA1:Basically I made no difference from last year.Feck.

SAG,お前わやはり BEANER です。
Sag's a beaner.For going shopping and spending $200~$300 on clothes.I haven't even done New Year shopping,and it ain't new year anymore.Jan and Feb flew by w/o me noticing.I'M FREAKIN JEALOUS.Mom,is this to punish me for having a row over my dumbass of a CCA again??We had a row so you decided to punish me by THIS???This is,...ownage,pure ownage.Fuck.Stupid short watermelon.YOU'RE THE ONE WHO CAUSED THIS ALL.And I went to CO obediently today to pei Wanqi.Too much,..too much.Okay,they brought a real nice exquisite wallet for me from JTYS,but still,...PANGS OF JEALOUSY STILL REMAINS.GrumbleGrumble.

Dad wants to drag me out for movie on a Friday night,no objections but it's a 9.20pm movie.Skip Beat and Gundam00 > Movie night.Sorry pops,you should've asked me out some other time.You know I love movie nights.It's been months since I last seen a movie.Weekends are occupied by useless POA tuition,productive chit-chat and math tution at Jenie's place and stupid Jap classes. D; To be frank,I can't managed to clear HW on weekends and I normally bring them on Monday to COPAY.There,I just did a confession,Holy Father.

I think something went wrong.

1 + 1 ? :(

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