Friday, February 20, 2009 I wrote at 10:02:00 PM

Lauching Bitch Rant In 1...2..3...Part XX.

Suppose to be Post On V-Day but...too sleepy to do a proper update now.

Over,finally.
Or finally it's over.Brain Breakage.
After 3 weeks of success in skiving POA tuition,I decided to arrange tuition with Ms Peek-A-Boo and TellTale Peeping Tom POA tutor.She totally,drastically changed my view on Chindians.

Sigh,I wonder why I find her so repulsive and intolerable.
I mean,other than the fact that she teaches me NOTHING,because she insists on me UNDERSTANDING,not MEMORIZING,and seeing that I'm a total AIRHEAD at UNDERSTANDING CONCEPTS,she wouldn't fucking tell me to write this or that at Debit or Credit,which I don't even know what they mean.She won't EVEN FUCKING RAGE AND YELL "JUST WRITE THIS AT HERE.WRITE THAT OVER THERE."
For fuck's sake,if she did that I bet I'll give her much more Hell than I am giving her now,BUT CAN'T SHE JUST STOP MUMBLING THOSE ACCOUNTING LANGUAGE THAT AREN'T NEEDED TO APPLY IN 'O'S AND FUCKING TELL ME WHICH ITEM SHOULD I PUT DOWN???JUST LEMME ME FLYING FUCK MEMORIZE IT CAN???I GOT EXTRA MEMORY,I CAN HANDLE IT.I AIN'T MEMORIZING ANYTHING FOR SCIENCE ANYWAY AND YOU KNOW IT.

She rummages through my things in front of me without asking my permission.
I really,really hate that.
She can't imagine how much i wanted to scream at her face.She just took whatever that is on a corner of the room that belonged to me and looked through,coincidentally finding my horrendous test papers,worse of all,my SCIENCE and MATH papers.

I pay her $224 every month,once a week,2hours.
2 hours.With Her,Her lessons,that is a form of deadly Hypnosis.
I remembered my fastest record of dozing off due to boredom : 8 minutes,Ms Liow's English lesson when I was Sec 2.

But nothing,NOTHING can compete against my Tutor.

All I had was just to look at her face and I start to doze off already.Seriously.AND TODAY SHE ASKED ME TO COMPLETE 2 BALANCE SHEETS AND 2 PROFIT AND LOSS ACCOUNTS WHICH SHE THINK SHE TAUGHT ME WELL AND EXPECTS ME TO DO IT.

Sorry,no.I TOLD YOU I LEARNT NOTHING!

"What's wrong Isabelle?Today after school that tired?You look so tired."

No,it's just your face.I have no idea why I despise everything about you.It's like Love At First Sight.Just that unfortunately for us,it's Hate At First Sight.
Oh,and?Sorry you bore me to the core with all your talk,"How's you and your mummy??" you sound like a bloody mummy's girl.Thanks.You've just known me for bout 8 months,I don't think you are close enough to me,seeing that we see almost once a week or less because I always cancel on you,to ask me how I am doing with my family,do I have a boyfriend or not etc.And it's DEBTOR,not TAPTOR.It's 20X6,not 20O6.It's unsettling to hear that,do you not understand?Don't make things worse by talking strangely.Really.

I'm sorry.Real sorry.I just find you THAT repulsive.I simply cannot fathom why.You just have that deadly hypnotizing effect on me.

Friends stare at me in awe when I tell them I actually have a POA tutor.
Still,I am one of the record holders for failing POA with flying colors.
I'm one of the worse failures in class,and FYI,no one in my class has a POA tutor other than me.

So you tell me,waste of money,or not?

Dad just wouldn't let me fire her.