Sunday, February 22, 2009 I wrote at 3:53:00 AM

Been years,but still not over you.

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

`Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back like the way I do
`Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away--ay ay ay ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends
Is there more, is there more

See it`s a chance we've gotta take
`Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever...

Do you ever think when you`re all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch a breath when I look at you
Are you holding back like the way I do
`Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away--ay ay ay ay

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it real or just another crush

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
'Cause I'm trying and trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain`t goin` away--ay ay ay ay
This crush ain't goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away--ay ay ay ay
Goin` away ay ay ay ay

I found one of my resolutions.

I want to forget.

Time will prove that I'm happy being Nobody's.