Wednesday, February 4, 2009 I wrote at 9:31:00 PM

Mood's like a rollercoaster today

Started off with one of my morning moods again,because I couldn't wake up and I forgot to bring my earpiece along.Can't believe that I have to survive w/o music for the whole day,morning started with curses and swears,with a whizz.
Psst.Next my mood got worse during recess,due to some issues.No matter what I said,Meiling wouldn't cheer up ;(
Sigh,more and more problems just keeps popping up non-stop ever since this year.What a bad omen.Shit it all,seriously.

Lessons were once again a huge bore,even boring because Jovinson wasn't in school today due to his sore eye.Been telling him that his eyes are too red to be ignored.Get well soon mate :)
Talked crap to Chunsie,thansk for putting up to all my crap.LOL.Desperately needed distraction in case I'll scream.

Went to Blk 6 for meeting after school with Simin stead.After joking around with Simin,Meiling,XinEr and Bryan,things started to get better.
Especially when all of us were ganging up against Simin.Hahah,then Meiling invented a new card game,in which she's the only 1 who can win.Talk cock till we were late for CO for,let's say 1 and a half hour.Surprisingly WanQi and MY Section Leader didn't call us.Turned out that she didn't come either.

Zzz,CO prac's another boring chore I need to attend to despite my effed up mood these few days.Got so fed up when we have to keep re-playing the same parts over.My passion for Chinese Orchestra seems to have faded many.Went to CC after sch to find Meiling.Which totally motivated me to learn sign language.Can't comprehend most of the signals Simin stead tried to convey to me during CO.Oh no,I only understand the signal for "sneak out" and "Toilet break".Did a check on Yongxin boss's bag,totally fell in love with his Tigger pencil case but he either refuses to tell me or forgot where he brought it.Oh no.Damn cute can.I'M INFATUATED WITH IT!

Don't have to finish up F&N today because I'm going Singapore Conference Hall for SYF rehearsal tmr.Heehawhawhaw.Feel so sorry for the F&N peeps.But still,tmr's still a fcuked up day for me.It'll be tiringggg.Anyway,Mdm Siti will be back on Friday,so bear with it kay.Given to the long hours for CO I've actually felt like telling Ms Lai that I don't even fancy going to SYF at all,and that she doesn't even need to ask me whether I "really want to go SYF or not",or hint to me that CO doesn't really need me.Still,Simin said it's the last event for CO for us Sec 4s,so might as well get it done and over with.So,discussion/bitching about CO with daddy pending.

If God really exists I hope he will grant my wish and make it come true tmr.
I would want to stop seeing sad faces for a while.

Bryan Lau,All The Best.

(A bit too soon to give up)