Wednesday, January 28, 2009 I wrote at 7:41:00 PM

Waitin' fer a smooth ride . ( In short, fuck you,World. )

(Thank you,girls. )

So.Another series of drama happened once again.
Which is like,by the end of this year I think the amount of dramas happened would accumulate to 4 years' worth of drama!I maybe exaggerating,which I hope so.If not,DRAMA WILL HAPPEN THRICE PER WEEK.OR MAYBE MORE.WAYHEY!MAKES THINGS SO MUCH MORE HAPPENING THAT I LOVE THE WORLD NOW,EVEN WITHOUT BRING AND STUPID,SEXY!LOCKON.
For every wednesday I'm probably gonna brag.I don't even know what this week is but seriously,so many subjects we study,all the boring one had to fall on a CCA day.Hmmm...

POA went on smoothly,Anis,Fil,Nad and me were still denying reality and saying we'll pass the test.Despite our enthusiasm for the previous lessons,we learnt nothing at all.Mr Silvam's face was scarrryy when he left the class.Uh-oh.
As for Physics...
"Compression is a......"
LOL SORRY OMFG WTF WHUT???THAT WAS ALL I COPIED.WEIYI WAS NO BETTER THAN ME.BUT SHE FINISHED 2 SENTENCES.I WAS MORE AWAKE THAN HER.I'M THICK!

Chinese was another one.Hmm.Yak Yak Yak away with Jovinson and Yizhen.Went crazy on Simin stead during recess again.Geography was another story telling session.Sorry for Mdm Pua,but there was this matter that's been bothering so much that I had to confide it to Nad baby asap.Trust Nad baby to give the best consolation,felt so much better after talking to her.As for CME.Hmph.Big fuss was made because some people in our class didn't do POA hmwrk.WHich isn't a matter occurring for a day or 2.It's been 1year LOL.I didn't do the work actually,but was late for sch so Mr Silvam didn't check my book.Reflection on responsibility during CME.WAO THEY DO THIS IN CME.Responsibility,I hate this word now.Ugh.Required to stay back to edit the notice board as I am a member of NBC.NOTICE BOARD CLUB.Cool eh.Named it CME detention.

Didn't really have the mood to go CO due to various reasons.Sadly mom didn't allow me too.She was about to call me cause Ms Lai called to say I didn't go CO.Wtfux.Grumble grumble.Once again Humphrey the Saint escorted me to music room.Another big thank you.Oh,and Weixiang was super nice today.Seriously,there are times when he's pretty nasty,then suddenly he's all nice to you!Spooky or what?!

Things started to get boring for Simin stead and me so we went for toilet break and fruit juice.Yeah yea,lucky or what.Got reprimanded by Ms Lai once we got in.It looked like she's just finding an excuse to pick a fight with us lor.She wasn't convinced that we went to toilet,and said that we used 5 minutes to go to the washroom.Like seriously what's the problem with her la?!
She got really pissed off when Simin and me gave her the AttitudeProblem way of standing and staring at her,...cause she's short.

Apparently it angered her further (LOL!)& she started blackmailing us on banning us form SYF.Sua lo,if she bans me,Qu Di only got 1 people,confirm minus marks lo.As for Simin stead,she nvr come,few of the sec2s also won't come one,less and less people lo.ZZZZZ.She jumped into conclusions that we pakat and leave CO early all the time when it's only once!And we seeked permission from Mdm Wong okay!Never even state facts right and she got embarrassed and started finding reasons to scold us.She even came out with something lame like,"WHY YOU CAN'T FINISH YOUR HW ON TIME?"Hello,every sec4 here is tired okey.It's just that we ain't that keen of being perfect at everything.So,scold us for fuckk--!??!!Damn pissed.Just when Simin and me were pretty moody that day.Was really tempted to yell straight as her face but I bet she memorised my mom's number already.Psst.If I knew things were going to turn out that bad,I shouldn't have went CO and I will get scolded with crowds of those who never go CO lor!-.- Nabeh.F&N's been pissing me off lately and CO's been ending late at Wed.Education is far more important,of course I opted for early leave la!KNNB CCB!Du lan sia!Grrr.
&was particularly disappointed with this someone.You sighed dramatically at the sight of us and gave us that look.The look in which you show Detest.I really didn't expect that from you,really. =/

Worse thing is parents were on cruise again when I got back home.Fuck?Should have screamed into Ms Lai's face man.Zzz.DownrightPissedToTheCore.

Did some catch up with Humphrey brother.Other than the small drama that happened during CO,there was this small issue that was bugging me that I got really fed up.Really,as in seriously fed up.Seriously,he rocks the world by brightening up my sucky day manxz!
&&&,I have 1 good reason to bring tissue to school now.I noticed that the gesture of giving a person tearing tissue is extremely compassionate and touching.No excuse for me to be lazy.I would want to do the same for my friends too.
A big thank you to Humphrey,Ruzaini,Sulaiman,Fil,Anis,Yizhen,Deon & Nad baby.I owe you all big.Especially Humphrey.Hahah.Ruzaini and Sulaiman were uber sweet too.Touched deeply okey.

*sigh*
Something to improvise on:
Be more independent.

I'm really annoyed and disappointed with myself.
I really hope there won't be a second time I push all my problems to my friends and wait for them to tell me what I should do again.

Of course it is a well known fact that I always have this uncanny ability to push all the blame to the world.SO,
Fuck you WORLD.
Thanks to the major downfall I had today,I totally lost all my mood to complete my hmwrk.So it's all your fault.Fuck you world,fuck you.

Seriously,I need to stop letting my mood get the better of everything.LMFAO.

Some handy advice given by SiMin.
I HAVE TO HYPNOTIZE MYSELF EVERYDAY THAT EYECANDY IS MILLIONS AND BILLIONS TIMES BETTER THAN HIM*.GET OVER HIM.BLAHBLAH WHATSOEVER.
Actually the other MORE handy advice is that she should ask me to channel all my energy into studying.But no,she thinks uniquely.Despite that,she said that I have the chance to get into either JC Poly,I should cherish it and study hard,since she needs 1 more year.Shall look into this matter.It's starting to eat into me.MIRACULOUSLY.

AND
I MISS MY CELINE SUNSHINEE ;(

Jovinson,cheer up!

(IReallyHopeIWasThinkingTooMuch.)

P.S : I ain't good enough for you.