Monday, January 26, 2009 I wrote at 11:01:00 PM

Oh,the sea,sharing the same shade of green.

Happy Birthday Jeramy!
Rock on ;D

On a sidenote:Damn,everyone's going to be 16.
And A private joke but I still feel a need to spazz over it.

HOLY F*** I LAUGHED MFAO.
Auto switched it to Halle/Alle X Tieria in ma mind.CRACK.

SO,Cruise on saturday.


Feels so good back home.Hahah.Grown up in Superstar Virgo since I was a weeny baby in mom's tummy.I still remember my routine,one cup of hot milk at Blue Lagoon every night.Only this time it's different,because I managed to sneak into the casino(Embarrassing,absolutely embarrassing,had to thrust chest forward and stand straight at all times.Don't people look at faces at all and just let you in???So much for puberty.Psst.) and have some free hot milk over there.With cookies.Casino smells of smoke.Lots of people smoke Salem.No like.
Mom invited Kenn over last minute.Hell,someone was so quiet and scared of being lost and kept on following Sag.Sag = mother hen.AND AND AND,the ship is the only place where I can wander around confidently and no chance of me getting lost!See what I meant about HOME?*laughs*


Qina,Sag and me successfully turned our cabin into a trashbin right after we arrived.WAYHEYYY and RollOnBed that sort of thing.Leave it to us to mess up anything,LOL.& the teddy bear there?It's named BiBi.I need something to cuddle on when I sleep.Basically I bring a plushie with me whenever I'm sleeping out.


During my 2 or 3 years of absence from Home (crib), the cruise had some changes.Like this couch.New in the lounge.Which I terribly wanna bring home.INNOVATOR PHOTOSHOOT.
That's what we had on mind when we stepped into the lounge.THE LOUNGE PRETTAYE AND IS BUILT FOR PHOTOSHOOTS KAE.Made a mental note to tag along whenever Dad wants to come Virgo.And dad,VIRGO ONLY.For photoshoot?Just let your imagination go wild.I can see Innovator harem through my point of view already.LOL LOL

Which reminded me to be random again.

Oh Innovators you sluts.
HOW MANY COUCHES DO YOU WANNA HAVE???
I mean,having one at home is understandable,you people and all your care bear smut on couches fetishes.
BUT YOUR WORKPLACE?????YOU PEOPLE DON'T EVEN SPARE YOUR WORKPLACE AND BRING ALL YOUR FUNNY FETISHES IN.DO ALL LICENSE HOLDERS SHARE ONE ROOM???
Man,if A-Laws lets you customize your own quarters I might want to join in too!
Especially prince tool Revive,looking ready to get laid. I mean,trying to get Divine to talk.Apparently Divine and Bring are made to be quiet,if you know what I mean.A PURPLE VELVET COUCH.MAN I WANT.It's even better than the RED one back in their home.Perhaps Purple is Revive's favourite colour.Worth thinking this matter.And oh no I typed a whole chunk of Gundam 00 stuff randomly again.


Nothing changed much.Except for the sea that is.More ships swimming round.Due to lack of business.And the seawater got greener.I sense melancholy in the seawind.Oh,the sea,sharing the same shade of green like my deceased Lockon Stratos a.k.a Neil Dylandy.The only difference is that Neil was an unique individual and made that pair of eyes colored the dirty shade of green shine like emeralds.Green,like Neil's eyes,but not burning with determination.MY HUSBAND.DEAD BUT NOT FORGOTTEN OKEH.
Okay,I'm being an airhead here.

Yesterday's Spring cleaning killed me (after going mad at cruise!) but I managed to survive and see the sunrise of Chinese New Year today.Before CNY even started I already collected $250 already.LOL LOL.Bless dad's lucky stars when he was gambling in the casino.Due to some reason I wanted to jump into the sea,the sea, to Neil's embrace.OH god oh god HOW COULD I???? :( Sometimes I hate myself for sleeping like a log.Anyway,I wanted to jump,but mom gave me $100 to stop my nonsense.not to jump.Hur,so my life is only worth $100???? I maybe cheap or not,but $100???!!!Ohmygod.Power of money.The pathetic thought of me thinking I can contribute more to Qina's MiuMiu $2000++ BAG!!!I kept the money in my pocket and stopped my nonsense.$50 came from washing car yesterday.Damn tiring k.Dad's BMW X5 is gigantic.Reminds me of Virtue and Seravee.Stop it,NY,STOP IT.


I'm human.I need to rest okay.X5 is real big.

Another $100 came from my wearing of Cheong Sam to Grandma's house today.FIne.$100.Worth the humiliation.I have Grandpa's chicken rice and Grandma's coffee.Pfft.


Not forgetting Lucky.Just that you got a horrible hair cut this year.Zzz.



你的头好大！！

FYI,we forgot to bring oranges with us so we had to turn back again.Ribbons Alamack.
I don't feel really festive this year,but still,
Happy Chinese New Year.
Sometimes Grandpa is so cute and childish that it saddens me.
What makes it worse is that I can't communicate with him at all D: Idontspeakorunderstanddialects.
5 more years Grandpa!You'll live to 100 and ongoing!

For some reason,I felt really depressed but I am a very lucky person.
Thank you Humphrey, for not neglecting me even when I'm out of land *laughs* :)
Hope to see you real soon,there's so much more I want to say,personally.

(It's stupid,and yet,I can't get those out of my mind.)

I don't know what you're trying to prove.That you're more superior compared to me?