Thursday, January 15, 2009 I wrote at 10:09:00 PM

Hectic week.

Rejoice with a capital R.
Weekend's finally round the corner,can't wait.
I'm dead beat.I'm drained.
Been rushing through this week like crazy.
Schedule was hectic,homework that needed to be done,F&N coursework...
Boy,I miss Mdm Siti and can't wait for her to be back.I thought lessons would go well with Mrs Ong teaching us,but Mdm Jennifer wanted to take us.
Gawd,the way she talks about O level scares me.Lessons aren't that fun anymore.
Ineedtobreathe.

Probably it's only just me.I have a way of not being able to cope with stress.
I choose to run away.
Or maybe it's because I haven't been passing up work or handing up assignments since Sec 1.
Maybe it's because I've been handing up work selectively to get out of some trouble.Trouble,with a capital T.Those fierce teachers.Copy copy and handed up.
maybe that's why I find it a real chore to really sit down and complete my homework.
And yet,I feel a sense of relief when I show teachers my work.The work I did myself.
Not exactly swelling with pride,but I feel fulfilled,despite me being tired like shit.

Can't manage to stay awake any later than 11pm.ohmygodthat'sfuckingearly.Have no idea there was so much fatigue accumulating in me.Despite that,friends are always there for me.To give me a hand.To hold me up.To wake me up when I'm sleepy during classes.To joke around with me when I'm feeling down.Of course neglecting POA stuffs and telling stories.Juicy gossip.Laugh laugh laugh.

I've never regret.Life's a shit but it's fine afterall.Thank you girls.Nad,Xiaoting,Filzah,Yuhanis,Meiling,Simin :)

P.S:F***ing drawer.Watch your mouth.Mind your own business.You are trying my patience.

P.P.S:Looking forward to lunch at Ajisen with Rupert Di and Celine Sunshine tmrw.Please,PLEASE I hope I don't mind myself in detention tmr.And damn had a go at Dissidia today.Addictive.Hope Deon lets me take away his psp for the weekend tmr.

(Breathe,breathe in deep.)