Tuesday, January 6, 2009 I wrote at 3:53:00 PM

2nd and 3rd day of school was Shit.

Monday and today was shit.
Shall brag and whine about how unfair life is.And how unlucky I am JUST NICE in the beginning of the year.Crap shit fuckkk bodoh!

Yesterday morning was full of drama shit.Totally.
Was late for sch even though I intended to reach Blk 6 by 6am+ and reach sch early to accompany Nad baby.
Alarm clock failed me or whatsoever.Woke up only at 7.30am.Awesome me.Was of course late for school.Seems like its tradition for me to be late for every 2nd day of school.It was naive of me to think that I could escape from spot check.Blah.got reprimanded for fringe which I clipped(!) and some of my hair could not be tied up so I let it down.Oh,and fanciful eat studs.Was gathered at the stage.Ooh,blessed is me to attract so many attention.

Teachers split us all inappropriately dressed peepo into 2 groups.And 1 they sent home and the 2nd one...they ALSO SENT HOME!Omg.Wouldn't it be more efficient to nag at BOTH GROUPS?Instead of doing so,the teachers chose to speak to us SEPERATELY.Omg.Snatching for spotlight,spotlight?Is either you cut hair here in sch or you go home and come back later or tmr appropriately dressed.Tsk tsk.

Boys love their hair and chose to have breakfast at Macs while waiting for saloon to open.The uncle at the saloon shot us pitying looks,as if to say,"spot checks again?".Rummaged through candy box.All I had to do was to clip my fringe.I cant do anything about my few short hair WHICH ARE UNABLE TO TIE UP.Went back around recess.OM said there wasn't any problem with me.SO MUCH FOR THE DRAMA!THATS IT FOLKS!NO PROBLEM AT ALL.Totally lost mood to go back to lesson so Ruzaini and me just put our bags in the classroom and dismissed ourselves for early recess.Excuse?See OM.

Ms Tan seems not bad for a teacher but she has this...scary look.Like she would blackmail me anytime look.no no no.and "RING AH RING!" HURRAY!I have OFFICIALLY LIKE FINALLY,ATTENDED 1 LESSON ON MONDAY!!!Lunch break with Nad baby and Xiaoting then it's geog.Too much drama,too much fatigue.Fell asleep.But Nad baby always make an effort to wake me up.Thanks Babehh.Went home with Simin stead,and the usual kisiao (Xinyi & celene mei) and normal people (Sunshine & Brenda).

Watched Illjamae and was off to lala land.
I must be so naive to think that after the amount of drama I went through yesterday,I wouldn't need to survive over another 1 coming in my way.I TOTALLY DIDN'T EXPECT THAT.It's BEEN XX LONG SINCE I TOOK A 7.05 BUS.Jiamin and me boarded the same bus and made a dash for the school gate.SINCE IT CLOSES AT 7.20AM NAO.5MINUTES JUST GETS CUT OFF YEAR BY YEAR.SO MUCH FOR WANTING STUDENTS TO COME EARLY FOR SCHOOL.GATE JUST COINCIDENTALLY SHUTS WHEN WE REACHED.HURRAY!2ND DAY LATE.MR CHEOK'S WORDS RINGED IN MY HEAD,"If I see any of you late tmr,I will take disciplinary actions against you."WOW.AM I THE ONLY ONE LATE TWICE IN A ROW TODAY?ANSWER'S NO.ALAS!WAS LUCKY TO HAVE MICHELLE AND NICHOLAS LATE TOO.

The teachers were pissed off by the ever increasing number since the cut off of 5minutes.Mrs Shirley Teo was understanding.But still,that didn't save the skins of us,who were LATE FOR 2 CONSECUTIVE DAYS.Mr Codeiro said he don't want students like us who ARE LATE FOR 2 CONSECUTIVE DAYS.And kicked us out of the school sent us home or it's the get-your-parents-down-if-you-wanna-come-back-for-school-today.MOAR DRAMA.Ms Sha comes and talks to Nicholas and me.WHY OH WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN.As if we weren't making any efforts,hello!*cries*

Nicholas and me have strict parents,so we'll be dead meat if we get home.And Michelle's pops started nagging on her on her attendance.So GUESS WHAT?Went for MAC FOR BREAKFAST.I'm so gonna be sick of Mac soon.Stayed there for 3hours or more.Tried to clear some hmwrk but my mood for it totally evaporated.Into thin air.Tried to break into beg to go to sch during recess.Guards say nono,or they'll get it too.Says okay dokey.Bugged them for a hour and went to Lot 1.
Planned to catch a movie,TO SPEND OUR TIME EFFECTIVELY.unfortunately,rubbish timings.Rotted at Library and had lunch.Decided to GO HOME.TOO MUCH DRAMA.Soaked all of my energy.YES,BANNED FROM SCHOOL FOR 1DAY.NOT EVEN EXTRA LESSONS.Deon msged me to say today was boring& POA was shit cause no one bothered to do HW and Silvam had an outburst(supposingly),so lucky me or not?

NOT.I'd rather sleep in school than sleep in Macdonalds.
School got better tables to sleep on.
Just when I want to settle down and finally study for once,I just get worse isn't it?
Just how many lessons do I still have to miss?
I came to a conclusion.In Teck Whye Sec,you have to Fight For Education.
Some self-reflection timeee!Like what our efficient school says,reflection is essential.Or whatever.SOOO!
Things I learnt today.
- When you figure out that you're gonna be late,bring home clothes with you because the school will not allow you in.And you need home clothes to go places that kills time most effectively.
- Security guards patrol round the school now.There ain't any real safe places to smoke and running away form school thru the back gate?Those times are gone.
- Security guards have a tough life too.12hours of work.No sleeping.OHMYGOD.And they can't close half of their eyes now.Because the school has friggin cameras almost everywhere.Now you know where the money goes.
- The mirror near the guard house?It's for seeing the foyer.For some purposes.
- 3 times late.Suspension for you.THE TIMES ARE GONE WHERE YOU CAN BE LATE EVERYDAY.BOOHOO.
- If you're not on time and the school gate closes,you might as well go slack a while before coming back.Let's say round 8~9am+.No teachers to nag.COAST CLEAR.
- FIGHT FOR EDUCATION.Cause there are no more second chances.Nono,sympathy are all gone.

And Thanks ZongSheng,for trying to calm the hysterical me down.Life's really great when you have friends around.Which reminds me.

Happy Birthday Humphrey,
Thanks for being a REAL great best friend cum brother.You FTW.You are officially 16 now,congratulations you can watch NC-16 movies without sneaking around like a thief!I know I owe you presents.

Mrs Soh asked me whether am I planning to do my O levels.And I thought counselors are supposed to make you feel better.OOOlala.No matter what I still have to take the damn Os isn't it?For all this drama,who am I to blame?The same old answer's always there.Me.
Fuck the world.Fuck you people.Fuck all of you.

New Year resolutions?I found 2.
-Improve ma mediocre English.
-Act like a more cultivated person.World's wide and I would really like to be what Qina's friends are when I grow up.Being a bimbo is fine,I just have to get some common sense right.Which means reading the newspapers everyday.Oh my.

And hmwrk for today?
Forget it.These 2 days were shit.Doubt tmr won't be full-o-shit.OH,TEH DRAMA.
That's it for whining and bragging.Grumblegrumble.LIFE'S FULL OF DISASTERS.Tsk.Don'ttalktomeorI'llbite.

(Shreddingmydeterminationandworseofalllifecrashesonme but sometimes you just have to bear with it.)