Sunday, November 30, 2008 I wrote at 5:03:00 AM
Wide Awake. (Lockon.)

Damn it.What's wrong with the world.I can hear birds chirping at this hour.
But I still can't go to sleep.
The idea of today ITSELF is a sunday is driving my sleepbugs and away and leaving my sanity to seep away slowly.

CAUSE IT'S A GUNDAM SUNDAY.HAWLY F**K!
Really carnt wait for for epi 9.
I mean,I even cancalled off tuition because of that.
I must be krazy.
CANT WAIT FOR EPI 9 AND IT'S ONLY JUST DAWN.
SH*T!

Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep Cant sleep

And the fact that I made a mistake.Oh no,NY how stupid can you get.

"Why didn't you talk about your gundam okto friday with Jianxiang and yeeling?"
It was so humiliating but I just had to blog about it before saga and Qina does.
If not the wrong story will be passed on and on.

Actually there was this part where a gundam shot a flag down and so I THOUGHT IT WAS LOCKON BECAUSE HE'S THE SNIPER AND THE LEADER AND HE NORMALLY ATTACKS FIRST AND HIS SHOTS ARE ALWAYS HOT PINK AND SO
I SCREAMED AND SCREAMED AND SCREAMED AND SHOUTED AND FLAILED LIKE NO PARENTS AND THEN I
THREW MY CUSHION AT THE TV.
BECAUSE,BEHOLD!!!!HAWLY F**K!IT WASN'T LOCKON'S GUNDAM, DYNAMES BUT IT WAS SETSUNA'S GUNDAM, SEXIA! EXIA!!!!HOW WONDERFUL CAN IT GET.I WAS BARKIGN UP THE WRONG TREE AFTERALL.F***.DAMN TURN OFF OKEH.
Was in dismay to see that the gundam wasn't GREEN BUT BLUE.
Shrieked like no parents.AND I COULDN'T CONTROL MY SALIVA SO I DROOLED.OH YES I DID.
THEN QINA WENT ALL,"OHMYGODWTF BABY,you're drooling on the wrong gundam!"
Which drove saga,yeeling and jianxiang nuts.
The whole room was ringing with laughter.

NAUSEATINGLY TOUCHING.
BUTTTT.
Let me explain once more.
I WAS SCREAMING AND SCREAMING AND SCREAMING AND SO I SPAT AN OVERWHELMING AMOUNT OF SALIVA AND IT JUST DRIPPED FROM MY MOUTH.COUDLN'T FIND THE GODDAMN TISSUE TO WIPE IT OUT.SO IT JUST DRIPPED OF MY LIPS.
I DID NOT DROOL ON THE BLOODY WRONG GUNDAM.
Ohmyveda.Jesus christ.What the heck is going on.
I DID NOT DROOL ON THE WRONG EFFING GUNDAM.
...
HAW GAWD.Stop laughing.

I am so stewpid that I can't believe it.
I have failed lord Dynames.Oh shit.I mean,Lockon Stratos,aka Neil Dylandy,my goodness gracious lord,sex god of gundam 00,the air that I breathe and take within my lungs,whose blood tastes like wine and-----
Oh Veda.


HOW COULD I????????

I wrote at 3:11:00 AM
Tak glam. (Lockon Stratos,sex.)

Strange time to blog.Whatever.
Just changed my blogskin once again.I'm a free & strange person anyway.
Just had the sudden urge to blog.
So Thursday was CO.I have no idea why but Simin stead has been waking up later then me.Hahar.So lately every CO morning I will wait for her in her house.*sparkle*
As usual,late.
As usual,Gary was late too.He's our lucky mascot.Cause Ms Lai doesn't scold him and if we're with him and we're late...Well,Ms Lai would very obviously be showing that she's bias./hohoho

Chit chat slack blahblah.Was fooling around er hu section and then Jianxiang pigu and yeeling peppermint came.WOOO.

"I love you,you love me,we are one big family..."


Ohmyveda goodness gracious.Yeeling nearly stole my first kiss.Lucky me.


Oh no,tak tak tak glam -__-
Was trying to sit on her lap and crush her legs cause she nearly(!) violated me.Jianxiang is quite a devotedenthu photographer huh.


Ultimate weapon for students if you dye your hair during school holidays and there are damned times you need to come back.Black hair spraaaaay.


NOW this is what I call ROFL.

It's nice to play play slack slack,but it traumatises when teachers check around.
"MS LAI INCOMING,MS LAI INCOMING!!!!!"
Everyone rushed back to their seats and practise their er hu,wonderful!
Well someone like simin stead has to hide.Guilty conscious.

Of course someone like me needs to hide too.Why in the veda would a woodwind section person be doing in the er hu classroom anyway?jianxiang and yeeling tried to hide us but failed.
Fell asleep at sectionals while Mr Ong passed by.Ohmyvedafuckitfucklagunahowunglamcaniget.Curses.
AND OHMYVEDAA I SAW MY SLEEPING PHOTO(S) IN YEELING'S BLOG.She took more then one.And there's one that makes me look like I've undergone plastic surgery.What in the veda is going on?????

Din wait for CO to finish and I ran away already.Not out of school.Just outside 2B,er hu's classroom.Few steps away oni.Still at CO boundary.Wayhong wasn't in anyway.Had to wait for Simin stead to chabo quick.While Gary left early,claming that he has,"family matters".Lols.Finally managed to chit chat with him,yaynesss.Stay happy okeh!
Took a very loooooonnggg walk home after waking peppermint up.Stood and were amazed by vending machine near block 218.Starting digging for coins to have a taste of our pri sch fav snacks we used to love so much.

Wonderful thursday.Because I went home and re-watched Gundam 00 again.
OF COURSE skipping episode 23 and onwards.

After hearing me going mad/high and seeing me curse sunrise,Jianxiang and Yeeling came to mai house the next day(friday) and wanted to watched gundam 00.trying to guess which was the man who stole my heart from Sasuke and din even have a dead body.Blasted to pieces.*cries*

Some tak glam peektures anywayyy.

Time to return your favour.


My goodness gracious.Peppermint is horny.


Ran out of energy.It was 2am+ already by then.
Just found out other peektures really damn unglam.Too rated to post already./hoho.

Watched Casino Royale on Star Movies after Gundam00.
Was amazed by the fact that the villian has no eyebrows.
And Daniel Craig has eyebrows with an astounding color,which also means he...
Stop it.Stop talking.
Hormone on rampage I guess.Afterall it was 1am+ when the show was airing halfway.
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Just had tuition at 9pm.Supposingly at 8.45pm but Jenie was late as usual.
Had dinner together and started work.
Until Saga said she wanted Muahchee.Damn the pasar malam just right opposite our house.Felt like snacking and Jenie(!) and me went to Pasar Malam just to buy Cup corn and MuahChee while Saga stayed at home to help Jenie with her screwed laptop.
Couldn't multi task so I finished the food first.Thats why I'm staying up.need ta digest the food.*shoots*
Ain't in any mood to do anymore math already,so Jenie and me watched Saga play around with facebook.
Still a productive day anyway.Am amused how tough poly life can get.
Hope some fuckers get screwed bad.Jenie's the best tuition teacher man!


AHHHHH F**K.
HOW COULD I????

Monday, November 24, 2008 I wrote at 7:17:00 PM
Mourning over Lockon Stratos(Neil Dylandy),a great man's death.

Changed blogskin again.
As usual,I get sick of stuff easily.
There's this issue going on anyway...

CODENAMES.
I got myself a new codename(s?).
This calls for a major introduction on why.What.How.
And apparently Qina got herself so absorbed into Twilight that she refused to go home after reading it at Jenny's house.Won't budge till she finishs the book.We got chased out anyway,lol.As it was getting late.And so the next day Qina went to Kino and brought the whole Vampire set at one go.
She got herself self absorbed and had alrdy finished 3/4 of book 2.
She got so krazy abt the werewolf inside and suspects she's one too.

I howled,sobbed,screamed like a mop when Lockon Stratos(Neil,of course) met his maker.
Duration:1hr or more.
Luckily parents were on cruise.Bundled myselfup in my blanket coz was only in top and panties.And oh,panties is a vile word.
Towel on top of my head.Stayed there and howled for an hour.Came out and howled.Made tea.Heartless sisters thus gave me the codename:Hyena.

Heartbroken and grounded,I turned to PS2 for help.
Stewpid PS2 got boring.
Just when I felt like screaming and destroying everything in the house,
CELINE SUNSHINE TEXTED ME.
WITH THE BEST NEWS I'VE EVER HEARD.
SHE AND BRENDA WANTS TO COME MY HOUSE.
ALLEHLUJAH,HALLEHLUJAH.
Been days since I've seen any friends' face.
Kan happy can.
So cute to see them playing Metal Slug.Brings back memories.
While I was still a puny kid prancing around.
Then we brought back more PUNY KID memories.

TAN TANNNNN-!!
Hit 3 and clear the whole field.Blahblah.Bubble puzzle whatsit.Haha.


Key to success:Keep on taking peektures on other ppl playing and the will get distracted.
As a result,camera-shy Celine sunshine got defeated again and again.
Hence,new codename:Pervert.
Cause the character I used was a fatso and it looks hamsup.
AHHHHHH.

&&&,
I got myself hooked on Gundam 00 and I shall be spamming about it in almost every post I guess.BORREEEEEEEEEEDDDDDDDDDDD.
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Gundam 00 epi 8 was another cliffhanger.
Fuck oh fuckk.
Why couldn't I wait for once-a-week okto channel so I won't get hooked.
I can't believe I finished the whole of season 1 and ongoing season 2 in 1 and a half day D:
I hate myself ;___;

Epi 8 was gay gay gay@@@@
Allehlujah and his new girlfriend with the horrific and vile name of Peris that sounds like penis are so sweet that it is nauseatingly...sweet.Yuck.Resisted the urge to take my comp monitor and throwin it out of the window.
Alleh's supposed to be gay.

There goes Deon's sanity hangin on a small strand of rope.
Cause Saga and me are feeding him with ghey stuff,official or not.
Hurhahahahah.
Makes me feel better anyway.
& no,you can't deny Lockon/Tieria.


"Promise me that you'll be standing up straight ---,"

Sunday, November 23, 2008 I wrote at 11:02:00 PM
My dearesstt sweetheart へ:







Sophiaaaa--!!!
My dear dear girl,just to say I'm always there for you,
&&&&,
I love you
like crazy!
To the extent where no words are able to describe,the list just goes on and on,...

Hope I'll be able to meet you up for coffee soon...
There's so much I wanna tell you about,for I know you're always there,all ears for me and you'll understand me,and always manages to give me the answers I'm searching for.

I'll listen when you talk and you'll listen when I do,yea? :D

Friday, November 21, 2008 I wrote at 3:41:00 AM
My life I trade in for your pain.

NNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO------------!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



LO-LO-LO-LOCKON STRATOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


WHY???WHY HIM??!!!!



....oh god fuck you sunrise I CAN'T STOP CRYING.

YOU KILLED MY SEXGOD.
I know I'm slow.I just started watching the gundam 00 series ytd ;___;
NABEH WHY I WATCH SO FAST.*flips table*

FUCK YOU SUNRISE FUCK YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO-!!!
GUNDAM 00 SUCKS BIG TIME.WORSE ANIME EVER.
I'M A WIDOWW



SRY GARY YOU TOLD ME TO SLEEP EARLY BUT I THINK I CAN'T ALREADY.



I want all the Alis in the world to be dead. D:

I hate his twin brother okay.
He's total shit compared to Neil ;___;


OH GOD.AND HALLELUJAH.
MY SELFCEST.GONE.

Tuesday, November 18, 2008 I wrote at 9:00:00 PM
Slack Ish Good.

I Meiling laogong and Simin stead!

Saturday, November 15, 2008 I wrote at 2:16:00 PM
"DING DONG THE WITCH AIN'T DEAD"

WOO.I'M A KID.

Wonderful lah.
First is can't go Bali Trip and now I'm grounded.
Everyone came back safely from Bali,which was really great.
No terrorists whatsoever cause they are all at jakarta.
Its not like I had a great time staying in singapore the 4 days where I'm supposed to be in Bali.Bo bian mah,got terrorist.Cannot go.Later tio bomb how?
Being grounded suits me.
If I'm not going out means I can save money.Pui.
Can play more Basara also.Gonna max lvl also.
Be a total useless person and stay at home,game game game lorh.
I'm not going to use my holidays to study.It would be a waste,not to use the whole holiday to game.
Somemore can call over all my BAD influence to house also what.No need go out meet them also can.
Parents have really vivid imagination.WAO.

Everywhere also got dog and shoot kia one lor.
Buay tahan.
From now on I will tell the whole world,where I go,what I do blahblah lorh.
Anyway also will have people sabo.So no need keep secret what.
So I be good girl lorh.Be it smoking,slacking,not going classes whatsoever,I'll tell the whole world.

Nowadays aunties got nothing better to do and loiter around,playing spy.Damn pro hor?

There's no need to compare around.

Easy for you to say,but I look around and I always do feel that I'm the one who always can't move on.People around me can always go further on.I always have to stay.Too many things holding me back.And I don't like it at all.I know I would sound like a pri sch kid saying this,but I want more freedom,the right to go anywhere I want.

Feel like ripping all your damn faces apart.



I won't be what all of you want me to be.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008 I wrote at 4:21:00 PM
Delifrance is a nice place.


VIP seat for me during that day.


Jianxiang working damn slack lorh.Eat here eat there.But the cookie he gave me quite nice lah.lols.


Auntie leave liao still eating...
Jianxiang musta been real hungry.Laughs!





I dunno how many unglam photos I took of him already.Haha.
His butt look damn nice in his uniform okeh.



Once reach jitao take retard peektures.LAWLS.Missed them a lot.


CHUUUUUU.

Love peppermint & JianXiang like krazy.Thanks for making my day xD
Next time is Simin stead and me go vist both of you liao.
Discount k. :X

Tuesday, November 11, 2008 I wrote at 9:55:00 PM
Friends are still able to make my day.

Let's see.
I went to:
- school.
- bukit panjang
- bukit gombak mrt station.
- home
- lot one
- home
- yew tee
- home.

I did:
- was at total loss as usual during math lesson.Eyelids were heavy.
- din go to chinese and went to bukit panjang's delifrance as Jianxiang pigu and Yee ling peppermint called me ytd night to have breakfast with them.And oh,Jianxiang looks sexy in his uniform kae.Damn gorgeous.Their manager was an amusingly gracious man who paid for our meal.And free upsize.Thanks man.
- forgot to bring keys home.Left them at sch.Xiaoting kept them but no one was at home.So I needed to go Gombak and take from the gracious her.
- bathe.
- watched high school musical 3 with Celine sunshine.ZAC EFRON IS SO GOOD LOOKING PLUS HIS BLUE EYES @*#()@*#(SKLAJKLSJAKLSASASAS.Paiseh sunshine,you have to re-watch cause of me :O
- Dinner.
- Will watch CSI soon.Changed blog skin.But its a little screwed and shall fix it tmr.

Pictures later on.
Bye.

But till when?

Friday, November 7, 2008 I wrote at 8:30:00 PM


The taste of tears and smell of smoke lingers.




----it's pouring everywhere.

I can't go on and continue to pretend anymore.

Thursday, November 6, 2008 I wrote at 11:43:00 AM


Blast it all off,fuckers.



Been feeling depressed,disappointed,irritated and is acting like a bitch recently.
Sorry if I don't make an effort to be funny or whatsoever.
I am really in for a major moodswing.
I really hope dad gives me money for the club 21 big sale so that I can go shopping to cheer myself up.I DON'T GIVE A DAMN SHIT AND I DON'T CARE.

I think I need to take a bloody break.

Screw it all.

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