Monday, June 30, 2008 I wrote at 3:20:00 AM

Oh you dumb,stupid,silly irrational old woman

Thanks for screwing me big time again,mom.
I would rather you hit me than you abusing my sleek,sexy and delicate darling,my ps2.
It really excites me when I defy you.

I shall do it more in the future,and see what can you do with me.
Try hitting on me harder,and you will notice plates getting lesser and lesser.

You stupid bitch.

Btw,althought 92% of my anger came from the fact that I could play Sengoku Basara already but she trashed my ps2,and I cant even find its dead body and remains.
Other 8% comes from the usual fact that she's an irrational,unreasonable old fag aka the big Ceb bitch.

Fuck you.

F&N Research is only 1 page done.
Haven done Chinese.
Haven done Chemistry.
Social studies ain't completed.
Haven done maths.

So many shit to deal with.

Ohhh you fucking bitch.

Sorrow,anger and hatred always comes after happiness.

Friday, June 20, 2008 I wrote at 1:59:00 AM

すごく楽しいかた。


I'm a really happy and lucky girl :D
I love you guys-!

Yes,even if it is for now.

Monday, June 16, 2008 I wrote at 12:17:00 AM

Matter of fact-ly.

Belated Father's day,babee-!
I'll try to sleep earlier everyday,if possible.

I Are totally speechless.
Seriously I dunno whether to laugh or cry after watching episode 87(Wait,I din even finish watching the whole shyt).
I couldnt even finish watching the whole thing.
Maybe I should just give up on the anime.


... ...

WHO ARE YOU????

Same goes for you and your ghey flames below too.

I think the masterpiece,the most acceptable part was only Giotto's.
Thats it.
And the flowers.


Mwah.
I still love Singapore line.


Pandora hearts is seriously awesome.
One book which drops handsome guys from no where.
So far the author has dropped Ozu,Gilbert,Vincent and now,wonderful!
They dropped break too!
Now who else?
I hope this theory applies to real life too.

Ain't saying this cause Break kissed a small girl.
Neither I guessed wrong.
I reckoned he was gay but I was wrongg.Ugh.



Vincent you totally made me hate you now.
Die Vin die-!
I ish totally sure Vincent's fallen for Break,just that he has this mind fuck tendency.

So Break was an emo kid.


I are shipping sasukeyukimura or masayuki.
I WANNA PLAY SENGOKU BASARA.
The cons of playing the game is that probably I have to face sagara talking Date japoonese.
Beats not seeing yukimura baby anyw.
So,I wanna play.

Oh,I'm back from genting already.
But I are still lazy to tend to my phones.
Have been detaching myself from my phone for too long,aka my ticket to go out.
Am still lazy to attend.
Dont bother messaging.

Am suppose to reach Ciy hall interchange by 6.30pm on 19th.
And there's CO camp.OTL||
Seriously I don't feel like going already.
Maybe I should just write a letter saying I went to genting again.
Bimbos and bitches are sucking my paience away bit by bit.
I'm not sure how to refrain shouts and punches if I go to the bloody camp.
Cant afford anymore wrongdoings reported to Mr ong's ears.I'll die.
By Xiaoting's hands.
Anyway if I go I'll not be able to see liting honey cause I have to leave at 4+!
Wonderful.
Fuck.
Sick of CO already,anyway.

Well Saga was scaring deng with my SM fetishes.
Seriously I ain't that scary.
"my masayuki doujins are precious,what would NY give me in return?"
Actually I wanted to tell her I would act out the whole Nosaru screaming "ANIKI!!" thing in KHR bk 17 to irritate Sagara,provided that she lets me read off the book.
But I think saga doesnt want to be involved so she told deng I wanted S&M.
Surprisingly,no effort was needed.
"NY shall offer S&M."
"...I go fetch my hard drive."
No Sasuyuki..?

Tuesday got Mdm Pua lesson.
Seems like no one started on workbook again.
If no one's doing,who shall I copy from then?
I lazy stand for another period le siol.
And and and,luckily there's still people in my class like me who hasn't wrote name on assignment.

Procastination follows again.
Shall upload pics when I'm free.

P.S:Chee Hou kor,Vulpix isn't gay.
P.P.S:I still thik Arcanine is a dog.


それなのに、オレわ、お前のことーー

Sunday, June 15, 2008 I wrote at 2:43:00 AM

Belated Happy Birthday Aric (FlyForCari,Fly For Aric.)
Good luck for prelims,beloved and friends.


I wanna go there badly.
No,Qina isn't back yet.

Just suffered form heart breakage.
Pandora hearts only agree to load on sagara's laptop,showing only the pictures that contain the content which will kill me.
BREAK IS HOOTTTT.
Nonono,we've been staying at starbucks for 5 fucking hours,the pages at PH are finally loading,but its stuck at page 41 and 42.
Mosaic-ed,censored,whatever you call it.
Looks like a big porn code.
Fuckk.
Just load,dammit!

Note to self:
Sagara hates mind fuckers like byakuran and Vincent Natalie,although they are really bery bery the hot.

Perhaps KHR will have flashbacks all the way.
Amano sensei will draw 15chapters of flashback for byakuran!!!
GIYAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAA!!!
LET'S LET EVERYONE HAVE FLASHBACKS!!!
AFTERALL ITS GENSHIKI'S FIGHT NOW.
THE GENSHIKI WHO DRESS LIKES A FREAK.
Teh strongest swordsman is Squalo.
So just scram and go get your eyebrows trimmed instead of fighting yama.
IT'LL BE MONTHS TILL WE SEE MUKURO CAUSE EVERYONE IS HAVING FLASHBACKS!!!

Yay Qina's back.
And more peektures from PH.
I'm not going back to my room unless I finish reading it.
Neither am I letting Sagara sleep.

okay.I hate Vincent nao.
He's being a shit to Break.

Sagara just passed me her earphones.
And its Date with his broken english again.
*throws earphones back*

Spam post number 2.

I wrote at 1:15:00 AM

Still smirking like an A-class lunatic,in one random corner or starbucks again.
and of course bugging Deon and Saga again.

Currently listening to:Shaka beach ~Laka Laka La~-Uverworld

"伊达决定先顺着幸村的话回答他。“....我是奥州笔头．伊达政宗.....your husband。”
Oh.wrong.Is I am bugging Deon and Sagara is BUGGING ME.
WITH MY YUKIMURA AND DATE YAOI.
"幸村honey."
NOOOOOOO.
Fuck youuu.
And it bugs me.
To know that Ancient japponese people uses half english.

And I certainly cant imagine Bon telling Yukimura "HEYA BAYBEHHH!!"
I really wanna play the effing game.
"如果没有理由的话我们就go home啰？”
loook,sagara,just stop.So distractingggg.

Well shopping around genting is boringgg.
Din manage to buy much stuff.
I wanna go down KL badly but there's this stupid riot.
like Wtf.

And saga wants to speak like Date.Rojak.CHinese and english.WHich is driving me crazy.
'I WANNA PLAY SENGOKU BASARAAAA.
"我们几点sleep呢?"
And stop showing me your stupid emoticons.
It looks like you're gonna come.
And surprisingly we are only sitting opposite of each other.
And you're spamming me with emoticons.

Just read KHR chapter 197.
Gamma is confirmed straight.
Which broke sagara's heart,thats why I guess she's desperately reading Masayuki nao.
If Mukuro or hibari isnt coming up any further,I'll totally convert to a Byakuran fangirl already.*cries*

I need to changed sagara's rojak accent sooner or later.Or Qina will so something horrible to her.

"Now I'm the one smiling like an A class lunatic."
Same goes for me too.

Procastination follows.
Shall update pics tmr.
No really,I'm not lazy.
Just that Qina dressed up really nice today and brought the camera along with her to KL(because riots doesnt affect her at ALL)to take photos with her KL fren which will be driving them up.
Hope she reaches back soon.
Her on the way means she just onyl started to wait for her friend's car to be ready.

I hate bird nest.
But dad insists on bringing me and saga to have some.
qina come back fast~~~~

Undeniably,we 3 sisters are walkign zombies that dont require sleep when it comes to playing.
We feel the fatigue after we wake up.
Which I hope,I'll be able to sleep on the bus later on.
I wanna go to arcade again.

Hope chee hou will get his license soon.
So he can drive me to school,and I won't be late anymore.
Tan tan tan,onii san ga chioooo kawaii~~!!

AND AND AND.
THE GENTING IS SO LAGGY THAT IT REFUSES TO LOAD EVEN ONE PAGE OF PANDORA HEARTS.
STUPID SHIT.

"燃えよ！！我がの魂よ！！"
幸村baby,你很sexy啦。
TAK BOLEH TAHAN.
NOTHING IS LOADING.

Spam post for the day.
Hee haw.

"What scene would you like to be enveloped in?"

Friday, June 13, 2008 I wrote at 11:12:00 PM

Its Friday the 13th,yo.
"Beat!Beat!Beat!"

Currently listening to:Gekidou-Uverworld

Currently at genting nao.
Hurhur,other people maybe saying,"genting again?"
Anyway this time is different,came up with Dear susan our neighbour,and her kids(brats).
Seeing as I don't like kids this must be normal,but even sagara cant tolerate them.

Today has been quite fine,so far no unlucky stuff happening anyway.
There's this riot in KL,so I'm not sure tmr can go down KL shopping or not OTL
Riots in 2008.Wtf can.I wanna go KL's kinokuniya shop for books one lei.Now stupid riot,dunno can book car go down or not orz

Today deng and priest came up to find saga with their PS2.
And they were playing sengoku basara.
Unfortunately,yukimura was so cute that I started screaming in our rooms.
Saga got used to it already,so it only leaves to the guests to put up with my madness.Yukimura.
DAMN HOT CAN!!!
I NEVER GET MAD OVER SUNSHINE BOYS DE LAR!!
So he must be gan hot.

Qina and Genevieve cheated this poor guy richard up to genting to help them hold their stuffs.And heck,he's damn innocent and has no idea what is happening at all.
Qina whacked her head on the bus,which I dunno why.
So I started panicking:OMG JIE!!ARE YOU ALRIGHT???LET'S SEE IF YOU'RE ALRIGHT!!!DICK CHECK!!!
Saga:WTF???
Me:Gimme Yuan's measurements.QUICK.
Qina as quick as lightning,"13inches."
So she is normal afterall.No memory loss.
But in another point of view we are not alright at ALL.

Talking about hot and sexy guys at 5am in the morning,discussing perv stuffs is normal for us,but ain't normal for other people.
Anyway was really surprised Qina woke up so early and isn't suffering from any severe moodswings at all.
AND THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I SEE HER TREATING KIDS SO GOOD.
Normally she would have strangled them to death already.
Me and Genevieve jie jie reckons that her motherly side is awakening.
Which,according to sagara,is frightening,which I totally agree.
Anyway the kids (brats) kept doing this action that made us adults get all ROFL.
They kept on pulling up Richard's jacket and stare at his superman belt,and go off saying,"Richard korkor superman beeeelllltttt~~!!!!"

Oh gawd,children are so awesomely innocent.

I keep smirking like an a class lunatic(again) even though I haven't even started on my 2nd cup of starbucks cappucino.
I am abusing my ability to read jap and translating rubbish to saga.
Cause she wants to know what her DEAR gamma is saying.
I am even laughing at my own translations,for goodness sake.-__-
Still smirking.
Omg.I'm suppose to make saga cry of hear breakage cause her gamma is in love by translating the jap scans to her.
BUT I JUST KEEP ON SMIRKING.
I mixed jap with english,which makes it sounds like rubbish.
I lazy to type the whole thing luh.

Ooo,deon the funny just msn-ed me.
...
FUCK.
MALAYSIA NO ARTS CENTRAL LA YOU *******!!!!!
"So did you manage to watch D.gray man this time?"
Fuck you.
I wanna watch also cannot!!!
Cause genting's f***ing line cant watch VIDEO!!
YOU'LL GET DC-ED!!!THE WHOLE F***ING THING WONT LOAD FINISH!!!!
SO WANT WATCH ALSO CANNOT!!!

Note to self:Keep yaoi hardcore doujins away from kids' side.
THEY WILL RBOWSE THROUGH IT.LIKE THE CUSTOM.
Really ish yellow book.
I nearly destroyed the eyes of a 8 yr old kid.
Nitro as usual,kills.

Shall continue to disturb sagara nao.
I shuld stop abusing the word "now".
But deon made me do it.
It's not my fault,I swear.
Even though I blame him for reminding me I cant watch D.gray man on arts central.
Cause I'm at GENTING NOW!!!!

Maybe going riding on horses tmr,hope IO wont fall like Yukimura sama in the game.
It would be hilarious.
Plus I only rode horses 2 times before.

The uncles in starbucks are staring at me as though I'm crazy.
BECAUSE I KEEP SMIRKING!!!
Even without my 2nd cup of cappucino.

Shall upload pics tmr.
Camera is with Qina now.
We were so fascinated by the 5am blacksky that we had to take photos.
Cause me,which is going to sch,never ever stepped out of house before 7.05am before.
So my sky is always bright.

I mis jiaxin stead,liting honey and simin stead laaaaaaa.
I'll go CO soon.
When I have the mood.
Glad honey and jiaxin stead enjoyed their stay in japan ( and brought back mr ong's peektures )
Miss you girls!

Hmm,surprisingly,Yukimura(basara),is 14inches.
He's an uke.
God dammit.



Your words are like memories that burn.

Sunday, June 8, 2008 I wrote at 4:46:00 AM

Crash and burn,BAYBEHHHH~~!

This is real bad.
I went to taka with sagara before we were heading to the SYCO concert and we saw this cute lil jap boy...
reading shonen jump.
I din notice him until saga told him.
HE DAMN CUTE CAN.
BUT I DIN MANAGE TO TAKE A PHOTO OF HIM.
HOW COULD I?????

Headed to singapore conference hall feeling damn depressed.(the cute boy,cute boy!!!)

Anyway Weixiang that is not cute says he would only take a photo with me...when he asks to.Which will never happen.Ta ta.End of story.
I was so naive to think that after his performance he would let me take photo with him.
Mukatsuku -__-

And Jianxiang started to be scared of cameras too.
Whats happening to the boys these days??

That pays for not taking photo with meh.
Bwahahaha.


Anyway the performance was a big bang and I gan happy for them.:D

I skipped my 2nd session of CO.In three years.
Anyway the teachers shouldnt have went to Japan.
It makes me feel like slacking anyway.
So Simin stead,li ting honey,jiaxin stead wasn't there,made CO really boring so I started texting Humphrey the everyday-will-text-him message : Can I go your house read comics?
I thought Gary wont turn up la,seeing as he lost motivation like me already,but he turned up in the end but he was late,which is surprising,cause I am CO's mostnotpunctual record holder.
Anyway,Humphrey and the usual people were playing bowling(sorry to say I'm rubbish at it) at CDANZ.
So I skived CO practise,after countless obstacles,...
No lar,I like,finally persuaded Weixiang and Alfred(chan) to let me skip.
And I fell asleep on the bus,so I missed my stop.That makes me late again.
Oh well at least I met up wiith them...

As usual Alfred cant bear to keep his hands off nicky.
Pity I din get a ghey snapshot.


AHAHAHA AND WEILI~~~♥♥
He damn cute can!


Mian bao chao ren aka Belinda quite good at bowling lei :O


Humphrey and shengyang.
I hope Shengyang sleeps with the moley bear man.
Like wth,just because I don't have a PSP he keeps on saying he completed crisis core alrdy.
Like wtffff.
you wait,once I get my hands on a PS3 I'm not letting you near my house.
"Zack fair,class 1st."
*stands straight*
I cant resist to throw a few darts at him can.
I sososo wanna play crisis core.
FUCKING BADLY.


Shengyang's,nicky's and bel's score.
All Seh-van nya.-__-.

Went home around 6pm+.Which was quite early.I think mom was quite amazed.
Oh well,I was tired anyway.Din manage to get any sleep cause they went to cruise and as usual I was using the com.
That was why I was late 1hr15mins for my morning lessons.UGH.
Mdm siti was generous anyway.
But she asked us to submit overall workplan by friday.
So me and Deon went WTFFF.

Dad was gambling (again) so I decided not to do F&N.
but but BUT!!!!
When it was 10.47pm,dad asked me to do bloody F&N.
WHEN D.GRAY MAN IS STARTING IN LIKE 13MINUTES TIME!!!!
WTFFFF.
And unfortunately,Deon was my unfortunate victim whom I spammed about how unfair the world is,by preventing me to watch the episode I wanna watch most(I think I used that line on kanda's side,oh well),I din have the mood to continue doing F&N,stupid mom and dad blah blah.

And I think I gave denry a piece of that too.-_-.
Anyway we were saying MONSTER sucks and they should stop screening it.
Was thinking of SDK,and surprise!
The next anime after D.gray was indeed,SDK.
"ANIME SUCKS BIG TIME!!DONT WATCH IT!!!"

Yes,please don't watch it.
Saga came back and saved me life.
Deon told me that mdm siti's lappie cant open rar format.But being the usual IT idiot I had no idea to do the impossible task.
So saga came back just on time,and she rar-ed the stupid file which I did not edit at all,cause she wanted me to eat supper with her,including kenn and guel sister.
If not normally she wont help me one k.-__-

Was critising SDK anime till we had the call to get our asses down.
YES,d.gray man ended before I rar-ed the stupid file.



OMGGGG.Saga looks so...short when they are wearing their rollerblades.
-__-.
Met them for just about 2minutes and I'm laughing all over the place like an A class lunatic again.Greaaatttt.Singapore flyer outing at 4th week,don't really wanna go though,its their CLASS outing.
But I bought the tickets alrdy.

I have plenty to talk today.
Partly because I need to complain.
THAT I MISSED TYKI'S EPISODE ON FRIDAY.
OH GAWD.
*CRIES*

Going out on either wednesday or thursday with sophia sweetheart and jiamin queenie.
An outing to be confirmed.OTL.
Sagara agreed to help let me out because we are going to eat Canele.
Shihui will be coming and maybe philip,mr funny.
Seriously,I doubt I'll be able to finish my cake safely.
XY wants to watch kung fu panda.

Just passed by Royston's blog and had a good laugh again.


Seriously,I'm becoming a big fan of his blog.
He's really uni's fren,seeing as they share the same level of humor.
There's lots more,but he din label them with his blog url.So I din post them on.
haha,uni's class damn lively and funny can.
Great to know he's doing well,except that he's sick.Get well soooon >__>.

BIG SHOCK OF THE DAY.
SO GAMMA TOADFACE WAS STRAIGHT BEFORE HE TURNED GAY.


Is this sympathy I feel for that unworthy,ghey(now) being?
Sagara,you can give him all the love you want cause I'm showering him with hatred.
"Aniki~~~~"

I cant sleep.
Seriously,sometimes I wonder why I'm that kind of person when you feel tired only after you wake up from sleep?-__-.

Shall go watch sex and the city DVD nao.
Samantha rocks.

I'll be a dead girl later on in the afternoon.
After I wake up I'll probably be not conscious anyway.
So people,don't bother messaging.



"頬を伝う僕よりも冷たい涙
拭えない距離がーーー
許せなかった。。。"

Thursday, June 5, 2008 I wrote at 8:46:00 PM

As if it's hallelujah.

Before I forget,...
HAPPY 16 SHA-LA-LA BIRD DAY HUI MIN~~♥♥♥♥

Went to F&N lessons today.
Was late because I overslept (as usual)
but but BUT!!!
this time because of different reason!
Instead of staying up late reading Samurai deeper kyo...
I stayed up jamming sagara's DS and got irritated till I shut the whole thing off.
Because playing subaseki would remind me of our sch's japan trip which I cannot go.
SHIBUYAAAAAAA *screams*
Damn it.
Those people better take a lot of Mr Ong's photo lor.
Which reminded me Xiaoting was flooding me with Mr ong thoughts.
And I would like to go taka for food hunting with sabbie and her.
Stupid lur,now me and shasha on msn panicking,cause we doing LAST MINUTE WORK for F&N again.

Done my last minute task analysis but Mdm siti said I din have many problems.THAT,for one,was reliving enough already.I was so eager to watch Neo Angelshit Abyss on arts central ytd that I rushed thru the whole shit.

F&N's a stupid subject.

Went to fareast and paragon with Qina ytd.
I really like her shop can.So nicely designed.
And we went to canele,which I hope it will not be a shop we visit everytime we go in paragon...

Super nice cake.XD.
Plan to bring Sophia sweetheart and jiamin queenie over to eat this.
Not forgetting to mention that one cake is avg $8.


Hohoho.Qina dressed up real chic yesterday.
"I feel so like Samantha from sex and the city.She and her bright colours."
Not to mention deluded confidence.

I am just so addicted to sex and the city too.
Which calls for some shopping.
...
but I NO MONEY.
the fuck.
Prices of beautiful clothes are raising like tsunami.

Just realised I forgot to check out Qina's prada bag.LOL.
Oh well,I was wearing quite slacky ytd so I din want to go in too anyway.
Asking qina to go in Prada with me wearing slacking wear would be asking her to bang her head against a concrete wall.

So,3 or 4 days ago,I went down to novena with (gasp!) mom and sagara at this sashimi buffet called vienna.With aunty number 2.
Aunts are seriously not the most pleasant family you've got.Gossiping in dialects,which I do not understand.
Perhaps this only applies to me cause Sophia sweetheart apparently has a really pleasant aunt.
Anyway it was good food of course.
which i find $30+ for each person worthwhile.
maybe I'm saying that I wasn't the one paying,but still,its good food.








This sums ups to what I've ate.
Including a few more plates of raw salmon,few more cups of chilled(yesss) red wine and more cakes(uooiii,rmb your diet).


They have baby juice~~♥
really nice drink.
And cute too.


Seats opposite.


Nice view outside~~♥


No,seriously,I din see the sign saying people below 18 shouldn't take these drinks.
But the red wine is chilled,couldn't resist.
That I ended up keep on taking cups and cups till sagara stopped me.

And I seldom take photos with my sister:




What can be better when your neighbour bought back your fav fruit,mangosteen and came up with some presents?

Loves~~~♥

Its like food season in june.
I'm going broke.
And I haven't brought anything when GSS is so happening right now.
OTL.

Actually me and qina were doing more talking other than shopping.
And I dunno why she's suddenly changed her mind,from Dante to be her husband jump till single,and dreams of having hishigi(my husband) as her home tutor(why do you need a tutor?You're not STUDYING ANYMORE) and having scandalous relationship with him(What?Behind me and Fubuki's back?) and playing bondage with Yuan (yun-yun).
Like wtf.So I told her to have fubuki teach her to dance instead.Since he is so interested in indian culture.Suits me anyway.So he wont be snogging my Hishigi.Hmph.
We were talking about that in Muji,so I couldnt stop laughin,...can't finish my words,...and(as usual)I am always classified as an A-class lunatic when some poor cashier serves me and I burst into laughter for no reason.
With no latte.

I suffered great pain when I was in aussino buying towels and choosing bedsheets later on.

but sagara,that does not explain why I bought HOT PINK towel for you.Not because I needed to relief my stress by bullying you.

I was acting like a lunatic cause I stayed back with Fajriah to do F&N in the library.
Well,at least fajriah was doing her work faithfully while I ended up reading mangas online.
Like wtf.Re-read SDK bk 25 and 26 and was smirking like An A-class LUNATIC.
OMGGG...And worse,I din need latte to get me to a state that I nearly ended up screaming in the library.

just because Nabari no ou is getting gheyer.

You guys might as well just get a bloody room.
Its turning into a bloody soap opera.
The whole thing.

I haven't started on my F&N yet.
I miught as well dont hand in my SA project.

The fuckkkk.
Shasha's even worse than me.
Poor girl.
Sounds insane,but I miss having lessons with my class.
Luckily there's geog remedial on the 17th.
And someone just told me tmr's launching for the bloody PET rocket.
Fuckkk.
I think we haven't started yet,right?

I know I'm supposed to do work but...
still the same word.
L-A-Z-Y.
How the hell do I do the priority project shit anyway?


Is and am addicted to Sex and the City.Parents are off to cruise.
Priority shall be given to deluded-confident Samantha.

So have you started on anything yet?
I'm so sorry to say,no.

P.S:I swear Deon's real crack.

[ I may have forgotten what you've said, but I did not forget how you used to make me feel. ]