Tuesday, April 15, 2008 I wrote at 6:25:00 PM

ユニに会いたい。


Damn you.

Life's so funny.
One day,like yesterday,can be so hip-hop fun but the next day you find out that it totally sucked,totally fucked up,and you go all pissed off.

After today's so-called counselling,I cleared my doubts.
I once thought that JamesRomeo still has hope.
As in,I think he will not be in my "rubbish" category.
But unfortunately,he's just a total jerk.
Adults are,real,real ugly.
I feel like I need to talk to my sherlock pang,uni now.

I think I'll be needing anger management class too.
All those adults acusing me of things I've not done,I don't know when I'll finally lose control on them.
Throughout the whole counselling section,I could find my glance always on his shiny skinhead.Really,XY,you need to self control.

I think Amir really poor thing lor,kena backstab like that.
Damn botaks.
Not happy with me then give me punishment larr.Whatthefuck man.

I need to take a look at the class diary tmr.
Inevitable,I know almost every page will have my name.
Wrote bad stuffs about me but don't dare write name.
fuck off laaaa.

I know I can never ever like adults.
"I noticed your downfall on grades,in my POV,is the company you stick around,..."
Then why is my clique all cleverer than me?
Did he see alfred,shengyang,yixiang all ride on bikes with parangs?
Ridiculous man.Unreasonable.

It pisses me off when teachers don't care to understand.
Fuck off.
The ego of youngsters,are inevitably,caused by adults.
Let's say,around 1/3 of a youngster's life.

Strnage thing is,the person who was supposed to counsel me,ended up pouring his past to me.
Hurhur?
WTF.Seriously.
I'm surrounded by idiots.
Some are not.

Damn pissed off today.

S>JamesRomeo's pen to inflict curse on.3Diophantus peeps,offer me.

And then,I know,that you'll always be the only to listen to all that I have to say,till the final fullstop,no matter what.

Monday, April 14, 2008 I wrote at 8:17:00 PM

Was pranked by ZongSheng.
Aiseh bomb me!

Tmr bad girl again,cause never do any hmwrk.

I wrote at 7:21:00 PM

オレ、雨が好きだ。でも、雨が嫌いの時にもがある。

I was a good girl today.
Which is true.

Been feeling a huge amount of fatigue lately,which I myself don't know why.
Maybe,maybe it's because,
I did not get to read D.Gray's jump on Saturday,because Katsura sensei had to go on a so-called inspiring trip.To like,inspire sensei to like,write and draw something for this Sat.

I have been trying to download Altor to my going to break down computer,but seriously,I hate sendspace and sendspace hates me.Which resulting in,download failure,failure and more failures.

I got really tanned.
Because of our always so fun Apex day,aka Sports day.
Maybe the only fun part was going scouting around with Sophia sweetheart,for some reason.

And,fecking hell,sendspace died on me again.
$*($*)@*$()!!!!
Been scanning my previous post.
my,my,sabbie,what is so wrong about my previous post???

IamsoscaredtotelljennyIflunkedmathagain.
And telling her,I got banished from POA class.
I know the second violet sempai sees this,she'll go all,"WHUT??"
And then she'll think,"What did that mischievous NY do again??"
So just to say,I think I lost control,and just suka suka told PanniSilvam to leave me alone.So every poa lesson when dogfood is not around,I'll just sit and do what I want,buttttt,life is not a bed of roses,I can't TALK to anyone,nor WALK around.
WTF.
When I told him to leave me alone,I meant,TOTAL,leaving me alone.
Like,I can do what I want.
All becoz of that Amir,say what we say wrong his name for 4month,then me and alfred spent the whole POA lesson trying to pronounce his name right,keep yakking away,...
But that Silvam don't dare scold alfred again,so scold me lorh.
Which really pissed me off.
So I attitude him.
But I nvr throw chair at him.
And the whole story goes on.
Now he pin point me le sey.
I need to go anger management soon.

Which I think i summarised my POA encounter quite okay,yes no violet?
But really,the moment he said our class was rubbish,I think that rubbish teacher teach rubbish class.
Why are POA teachers so guai lan?
JamesRomeo and Silvam macham BFF sey,always tgt.
I hate botaks.
"The road to education is like a dark tunnel,its tough but you'll see the light soon."
I always see it.

On your skinhead.

Went to Yixiang's house today for lunch break.
finally was able to touch computer after 2 weeks++.
The tension!
So I lost control and immediately spent 19million mesos on blue marine.
I don't even know hua or not lor.
then alfred keep ask me scroll 30%.Damn scared bomb can.Lucky nvr
Speak about maple,I miss beloved shakespeare pang tons,alot,manymany,etc,etc.
Hope you're doing well,I know you will.


Weiqin is simply so adorable.Haha.
Don't cover your face la,XD.
Gilbert rawks!

Qina recently gave me this,which got me fired up.

Because it reminded me,
I CAN'T PLAY ALTOR.

Damn you sendspace.

Qina helped out in organising a Bvlgari fashion show in terminal 3 at changi airpork ages ago.Which,the one that I carnttt find teh peektures.
Went swimming with her yesterday and we were bitching around about sagara and mom were inseperatable,1+1 BFFs.
Haha!
So heartwarming to see our sister warming up to cerberus aka mumma.
Even dad agrees.

Out of the random,
I think mom's mahjong aunties,which call themselves mothers,their,erm,hygiene totally puts in me awe.Like,real AWE.
Fuck all you aunties which call yourselves mothers.
You guys are like,so dirty.

I made this comment not because I'm pissed off because I have to buy dinner for them and miss 15minutes of the tv show which will be starring Zong Sheng.
Haha,just in case some people think why on earth am I on-ing the telebi.

So yea,damn you aunties.

友達のために、何もできる。
そう決めたんだよな。

Friday, April 4, 2008 I wrote at 7:27:00 PM

日本に行きたいいいいいいいいいいー！！！！！！！

School and home recently has been killing me.
SO fucked up can.
That dog food has been getting on my nerves,and mom is killing me at home.
She's acting like an complete AA and is like a demented boyfriend of mine.
I recall ytd,that she screamed at me once I got home for not listening to her phonecall.
Zzz,please la,seeing a call from you is like a total spoiler for my day.
Came back home late is because I don't even fancy seeing your face.
Stupid AA irrational bitch.
She's like so damn demented la,locking the door ytd like a maniac,afraid what missing sial,her undies?

Bloody fuck.So pek chek with her lor.Zzz.
Screaming for no typical reason.like wtf!

And worse thing,I can't even go japan.
...
Like,my beloved japoon.
Nihon ni ikinai no.
KUSOOOOO OTL
"put me on waiting list lei."
TYP:No,xiangyi you cant go.
WTFFF.
She dont like my face is it.
LOL.
The world is so funny.

Nvm.Cause the good thing is I'll be able to catch jianxiang's and weixiang's concert now.

Pros and cons not going beloved japan.
Pros:able to catch SYCO's concert.
Cons:I'll have all my june holidays sacrificed to that demented bitch,not able to chiong maple with those not going japan,becoz demented bitch wont let me near the computer,I'll may not be able to go out coz demented bitch enjoys grounding me.

And before June hols I think I'll die already.
My results doesnt seem appealing.
Fuckk.

Recently so pek chek liao still got CO siaaa.
To be frank,I'm not so keen on CO anymore.
LOL.I feel like doing a walkout every practise can.
And then the sec 1s are soo...
Luckily the ones in my section are obedient.
Others are like,...
kanasai.

Someone first day came in also diao jiaxin stead liao,like wth cans.Then another one,I dunno what she ate yesterday,she had the guts to diao si min.
Are they cross eyed?
I don't care whether they are on good terms with di or not,if we don't like means we'll give her hell lor.
Feel like using cigarette buds burning her eyes.OTL.

I'm currently experiencing occasional moodswings lately.
So irritated la :'(

I can't imagine myself in the same vehicle withmomdemented bitch for hours tmr,on the way to genting.
I was so looking forward for a chance to rest but I'm not so sure anymore.
And I have no laptop to play.
Recently my plans are so full of cons.whatthefish.

I seem to be more of a bad girl then good girl now.
Then I was like telling joel ang,"I this yr will be good girl,which is someone who does hmwrk and don't talk back to teachers" etc etc then I'm like,getting worse lor.
Then joel seems to be improving on conduct.OTL.Ang ah ang,why like that?

I miss uniiii.

Oh gawd,I sound like I'm bitching around about the recent cons in my life.
I wanna laugh and cry.


and then,after my weekend,I know I'll be laughing again.

I hope so.







One more year.
あの時、オレ、そう決めたの。


Thank you Weixiang :D