Friday, February 29, 2008 I wrote at 10:32:00 PM

空わ何時もそんなに近く見たい、でも実話、空わあの近くじゃない。



29th february comes every 4 years,which sounds so romantic.
But I spent such a romantic day in school rehearsing for appreciation day.
Actually I don't mind at all,really,and I just can't wait for appreciation day night.But recently I have been lacking the motivation to practise at home. OTL

March holidays are around the corner but I think it will be pakced with lessons and all.And I have a major problem before march hols.
I only have 1 more chance to get late if not i'll have to stay at hoommmee.And daddy will skin me alive.
Shit man.

And the sec 1s were officially in today.All 29 of them.Although some of them are acceptable...but it is so obvious that they left their brains back in their primary schools.Damn childish,thats how we the seniors kept on saying.Lols.

Plus there was this group of sec 1s that pissed me and simin stead off.What's so nice to stare and glare at someone when she has done nothing?Especially since we told someone that some sec1s pissed us off,they took their bags and scurried off.
Damn coward can,and they kept on looking over.Wan qi xiaobaobei told me they were talking bad abt us when we went to buy lunch.How dare they!

Was damn pissed and stead said she will check out the class of the puny one who diao her.scary~Saw celeste laopuo and meiling laogong.Accompanied them while they took a few puffs and jianxiang,simin and me went back to sch for CO.
Borrowed/took Ahmeii's psp on the way.Noticed scratches from today maths lesson,due to his dropping of psp and dragging it back by his foot in order not to let the mr low see his precious.=X,that poor psp has some silver colour dropping off already,poor thing -__-.
But if Mr low was so angry we were not listneing in class,maybe he should teach better la,my whole row wasn't listening at all lo.I miss mr ong lur,siannn. :(

And what is thie thing I kept hearing about terrorist?
Singapore has terrorists?
Damn,something like terrorists shouldnt be announce during morning assembly,coz usually I'm SLEEPING!
Did he bomb the prison cell or something?How did he get out larhs.
Friends told me he wanted to bomb changi airport.
How can?I going Las Vegas this yr,so my airpork better nothing happen leh!And Bali in dec also.Bomb somewhere else other than the airpork laaa.-__-.
Someone so wanted shouldnt be hiding in singapore.Orz.

Is there any guarantee that people go to heaven after dying?
Hopes there's sashimi around there.
Lol,wait a moment,will I even go to heaven?

great,show started for 22mins already.*stares at tv screen*
WHEN IS KANDA COMING OUT?????
Next week???
Its been months since he last came out k!Stupid anime.

Dad seem real pissed today.
Found out later on.
That uncle,his 3rd elder brother did something wrong in business again.-__-.
Uncle ar,why so lazy?
Last time one of dad's workers fell off the roof and daddy told uncle to fetch that poor worker to the hospital.Instead,Uncle gave that worker money to take taxi,and expect HIMSELF to go hospital alone.

Now,its seems to be some cheque thing.Dad had to pay worker for another taxi fare to claim the cheque since uncle doesnt wanna take it.
Actually I didn't understand what I was hearing,becaz it was all hokkien dialogues.But I heard the word taxi la,so I made a guess it was uncle again.Seriously,tsk tsk.

I think kanda's coming out soon!Next week will be his epi.

Back to uncle,dad sounded real pissed so i decided not to bug him today.He sduoklvg tb dfvzxfzcfklzxmklfsdxcm,esdklvm

KANDA'S OUT!!!
But its the last scene.
Dammit lah.
Next friday appreciation day,I don't think I will be home by 11pm lorrrrr.
Fuck!

I wanna watch the L movie thingey.
To be frank I wanted to watch it coz I have never seen L running.
And I was mesmerized by the L actor's voice in the trailer.
I shall sneak on mon to watch it with alfred and co =D.

heeehhh.
You guys should stop picking on Ms Ang,since she's so nice.

Sy was blasting songs outside while alfred was going all,"WEIQII!!!WEIQII!!!"
Me and Siyuan was considerate enough to sit on the stairs and wait for them to finish.tsk.

Nice song though.lols.
You guys rock ;D


誰が、誰がいい、この牢を、潰す、破壊…

お願い。

Thursday, February 28, 2008 I wrote at 9:42:00 PM

Appreciation Day

"Finally?"

Haven't been updating.Sorry -__-.Suppose I've been a lil bit lazy.

CAs are over,meaning I can relax(since when I am not?)and do what I want(bullshit)and for sure,my lavender PSP is a gone case.Since dad requested me to have reasonable results for my CA,I think I failed a few subjects.

fuckkk.

As for school,its usual.
Was late this morning.
In a state of panic.
I will be suspended at home if I go to sch.
Flips thru file to search timetable.
Dad's letter came to my eyes instead.
Faster cut away the portion with the date and rushed to sch.
Waited at bus stop till 8.10am so that I can go in without any teacher seeing meh.
Security guard accepted my letter.
Passed thru stage and brothers greeted me.
went up to class,and my badluck situation did not get any better,OM was scolding in my class dunno for what.
Whhy is he there and not sipping coffee in his office,checkign thru phonecalls and checking emails in his office???!!
Cursed and went all panic and hid in washroom till 9am+ when Al msged me when classroom's safe to enter.

Its just the first hour of my day and I feel so tired already.-___-

Next on was geog.surprisingly I passed by half mark without studying.
But mdm pua spent a lot of time on me when she realised i didn't understand hwo to read the bloody graph.I should have remain seated like ahmei when mdm pua asked those who didn't get full marks to stand.

"left abit,left abit!!"
"nono,wrong,right a little,up,up!"
Thank you classmates for your help.
Unfortunately you guys are new to me,and do not know that
I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DIFFERENTIATE LEFT AND RIGHT,左和右！！！
Goddamn hell.
I can feel smirks from that raneesha,coz she got full marks for geog.
SO i was cursing and hand signaling her,"if you pass F&N,I'll rape you,squeeze your nips,bash you up,gang bang you..."etc etc.
I was so stupid to not understand the graph,until now.-_ー

Then maths teh relief teacher came again.
To be really frank I feel no spark in maths when Mr ong's not teaching.*coughs*
chatted and daydreamed about ways to torture raneesha later on thoughout the whole lesson.

Recess-
eat,drink,go up.
Why recess is only a pathetiic period of pathetic 30minutes?

Silvam suckkk laa.
POA suck too.
I understand nothing laaa.
WTF are ledger and journal?
They sound so foreign.
Plus dont dare scold me scold the person beside me for what.
Is I talk to amir first leii.
But recalling the situation was really quite funny,not tense.

Before silvam came in we were ahving a chat about phones coz Amir phone was lost.Then started talking about my extra phones at home.Since he rly needed one due to hocky and girlfriend blahblah,I told him I will try asking dear daddy for his 6288whether it is available for sale/charity.
"how big is the phone?Never see before sia."
*thinks*Then,I started to measure.
"you.stand up.
*me freezes*
He cant be referring to me.Coz he said he wont talk to me anymore.
Then ahmei was like,point me and him,and asked which one he want to stand.
Silvam was like,"you la,boy."
Bloody qn 13.
3/4 of the class din do,who am I suppose to copy from?

POA really suck.

Slept thru CME.

Was really anxious for F&N coz I kept on thinking whether raneesha passed F&N or not.Surprise,surprise,din study also first in class.OTL.
The world is not fair.
Dammit.
Then she tried borrowing ties from people and I flashed mine right infront of her.
And she gave me a tight squeeze on my upper thigh!!It hurt so I went all hysterical on her.-______-

Went off early unwillingly,coz mdm siti is always so nice.
Appreciation day rehearsal was a total bore.

Although really surprised that zongsheng receive 5 awards.Including top in lvl OTL
He was like so paikia last yr la.lol.Me and an juan sweetie went all shell-shocked lor.haha.

Pictures of our champ ;D

OI champ,look over here lah!


finally look over.


Someone shy shy,so pei he take in boys' toilet lor.lols.

I cocked up the rehearsal,seriously.Was so damn tired.

Love you violet darling,thanks for coming back =D

Today was raining and I fancied a romantic walk bakc home.
Gratitudes to jianxiang for pei-ing me!haha.

Really hate coming home lar.Always being a spoiler to spoil my mood.
Home sucks!

why can't I?

Fuck it.

力を欲しいです。
友達を、笑う力、欲しいんだ。
超苦しい、友達をお元気しての力がない。
最近、オレ元気そうじゃないけど、でも、オレ、がんばるよ。
君に会いたいよ、テスト、がんばてね。

足りないんだ、本とに、足りない。
オレの側にいないなら、消えるよ、お願い。

Tuesday, February 5, 2008 I wrote at 10:38:00 AM

Belated happy birthday Dino

I can't believe it that I have to B\congratulate dino a belated.Farkkkk.=/
School has been recently quite paced and I don't even have time to talk to Uni beloved properly OTL

Sprry,i'll do a proper dedication,ONE WHOLE POST (oh no) all about Dino T.T
Its looks like song kah photo can.Black and white.Due to constraints,cause its my F&N period now,and apparently everyone is blogging,not even bothering about coursework.(although,I am proud to say I finished my assignment long ago *coughs coughs*

Lack of update,due to mom being irrational and all.As usual.Period.And on every particular thursday they go on cruise i just maple.>__>.
Blog totally neglected.

True words are actually,recently my family so guai lan,fuck off lurhs.

Was supposed to pierce my ear on dino's birthday but there wasn't time!
Fuck,shall pierce it on Uni's/Squalo's birthday (still,excluding mochidaaa)

The new chapter was so saddening.

although I like the cover lah.

How I wish Lal was a guy.
I could spazz over him and THERE WILL BE BL.
SINCE LALA IS A GuY AND COLO loves and propose TO HIM.
BUT SHE IS A her.
Anyway,saga has her heart torn due to her colo going ghey ghey over marmon and is proposing to lal.Poor fella.
unable to deny I like reborncolo




Another request of the year.
Mom,stop being so bitchy.

Happy birthday.