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Sunday, September 14, 2008 I wrote at 9:47:00 PM
Love,a beautiful disaster.
Brief comeback. In short,I'm bitching.  Oh my god X 2389349839048239239023891209!!!! From now on I hate those horse gambling websites. I hope they crash and fall to viruses. DAD THINKS HIS BLOODY HORSES ARE MORE IMPT THAN MY COURSEWORK!!! NABEH!!! It looks like the whole world is stopping me from doing my coursework. Yesterday I had thy dying will to chiong finish at least my research and time plan, and the most efficient way for me was to burn midnight oil,so I had a really long nap ytd cause dad occupied the com for the whooole afternoon and then I had math tuition.Mr ong's revision killed my brain.Then,mom asked me to get off the com. Greeeaaaat. Off-ed the com and bitched around till 4 going 5am in the morning. SO IT DOESNT MAKE ANY DIFF OKEH.NO EFFING WORK DONE.MOM'S MAHJONG ENDED AT 2 GOING 3 BUT I AIN'T ALLOWED TO DO ANY F***ING WORK. Nad babe not going to sch tmr. I think I need sweets to stay awake,cause tmr no maths,xiaoting won't entertain me. That Xiaoting ah,do maths do till fever!!! mad girl,today felt better and I think she's gonna burn midnight oil to do more maths again!!!! Siao kia!!I feel like telling Mr Ong so he'll tell Xiaoting to rest!!! Seriously,whole class's freaking over the super duper hard revisions that no one can complete. Of course,the big big big maths idiot ME,screamed and nearly tore the paper to pieces. Started work at 8PM today and I want to cry already. Recipes for egg are so hard to find,they may seem alot,but all of them are bloody omelettes. I have never hated omelettes so hard in my life. Attempted to do Mr Ong's revision but I want to cry already. Mom's so mean. Calling a sudden mahjong session excluding me. Despite knowing its been months since I last played mahjong with the usual people. Despite knowing I need to concentrate on my exams or I'll really turn to motor girl. Despite knowing exams are near and I need to be in rehabiliation center for fun,fun and more fun!!!! There's more disaster gonna come later on,and this rojak of troubles and feelings are gonna crash and burn me to pieces,I foresee. I reckon I look like I've just swallowed a sock,but what I'm trying to swallow is my impulse is to cry and roll on my bed whining how life's being a bitch. &&&&,to all of you people who like to gather at the marble table and gossip,ITS NOT FUNNY AT ALL. Gossiping about my love life isn't any fun at ALL. RAWR. The irony of me missing you,and hating myself for missing you The irony of me loving you to bits,and hating you to bits It's eating me alive. In times where I'm under depression and veiled by emo,I really don't know who to turn to. Even when I have,as a lot of people say,tons of friends. Nabeh. |
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