Monday, July 28, 2008 I wrote at 8:47:00 PM

My life isn't a bed of roses,like what most of you people see.

Hope to see you brimming with smiles once again.




loves the sunset♥





Happy birthday yasmin,you gorgeous girl♥




Currently veiled by huge amount of emo.
Veiled as in,veiled like Mouri's ghey veil.
I'm really not joking,lol.
Maybe the only difference is that this veil ain't made of silk,which I guess Mouri's one does.
Well,mine is the notabletosee kind of veil.Like wth.
I'm gibbering rubbish already.
*laughs*
God damn it.
Emoing's an act equal to bitching.

Today school was soso lor.
Selpt through assembly again.
And as expected,teachers aren't that good at keeping their words,or they're sufferring from memory loss.
After promising there will be no mention of Chinese Orchestra,and then I heard that familiar 2 words today during assembly.
I can imagine how furious our teachers in charge will be.
AND the troublemakers included once again Vice chairman and quarter masters.
Haha,actually playing the water hose isn't any big deal,but suay suay kena caught by teacher,so have to kena liao lor.Zzz.
If that day I din encounter mood swing,probably I'll be blasted by Mr Ong also.

I forgot(as usual) that there is physics and POA test today.
Hurhahahaha.
POA die liao lor,I got tuition I still dont get any shit.
I got copy the format lar,but I dunno anything,also CMI one.
And and and,I think its my turn to get 0 for physics.
Open book I get 2.5 and close book I'll get 0.
Crapppp.

Surprisingly I passed everything for July other than science.
POA cause silvam anyhow key in,he said he will expect us to get tt score for our test.
Sorry to disappoint that I think I'll get single digit once again.
Felt accomplished that I passed maths but the con part of my july marks was that I got 9.6 for combine science.
which was WAO I finally got single digit for science.
I think I got lowest in class sia,which now,normally I won't know what to say other than "lol".
Cause my results really damn pathethic.
How pathethic as in,my combine science consists of 0 for chemistry and 2/5 for physics.
And it's combined sciene.
Oh my tian.
*laughs*

Thanks ar,raneesha,for distracting me while I was presenting for F&N todae.
"Don't waste my teeiime."

And Silvam's trademark for the day:
"IDIOTS-!!ALL OF YOU!!!"
Which was quite funny,and we people were laughing despite he was serious scolding us.Diophantus like everything also laugh sia -.-.

Today pei Nicholas find OM for a quick chat.
I din notice I was the only female that till Mr Zainal told me.
Oooohhh.
And I din know school got durian tree!
And OM acts like a yakuza,rather that the retired policeman he's supposed to be.lol.
OM says CSI's bullshit.
But I will still watch it,cause got this damn shuai uncle.

Chatted with Jovinson today and was amazed at how AA one bimbo can be.
Omggg,haha.

Speaking of the bimbo,are we really having full uniform rehearsal at SP on friday?

And I dunno what that POA bitch told dad,recently he's been bonkers about me wasting me teeimmee not studying.
Like halo?
Since when did he care lar?
Can you just let me drop POA,like PLEASE?
That b!tch-!
Fuck fuck fuck.
She's psychoing dad.
I know it.

"POA is quite an easy language to score,and it won't be worthy for her to drop an easy subject like POA."
I'm sure she'll come up with more bullshit then that just to get more money from my dad.

For the first teeeime I saw her,I knew she was up to something.
Knn la,you martha fucker-!
Just.Fuck.Off.

And why is dad thinking I'm even reading storybooks online??
Omgg,do I look like I don't have mooneh to buy books?*cries*
I'm reading fanfics,dad.
They improve my corny engrish-!
Well,they provide large small amount of entertainment too,by the way!



Oh,and to you,if you're not planning to make my life easier for me,then I won't make your life easier too,cause I see no point listening to what you say when you won't even let me do what I want.
Damn simple lor,this theory.
Why don't you understand??
Maybe I've found the answer for you,which is because ur effing brain is f***ing dead!

I need a new hiding place before I go home during the night everyday nao.
& omg,XianXiong's so nice today.Haha!



Jianxiang,tmr wake me up at 6am.If not guarantee we both late one gua.
Damn happy when you came and tell me what's going on.





I fucking miss Simin stead and Meiling laogong.






Nad babe,you recently damn quiet,its scaring me.
Molest you also bo reaction one.






I ain't in any stand to demand of you what happened,what made you so sad.
I haven't even known you for a year yet.
You've always said I'm always so daring,but the truth is I don't even dare to ask you just a simple "Are you okay" when you were crying tears due to reasons I'll never understand.
Even 2 simple words,"Cheer up",I couldn't even managed to cough them out.
You're always so bubbly,that's why it scares me so.
Start showing me that face that usually brims with lots of charismatic smiles,won't you?




笑着带过这一切，并不代表我迟钝，
而是我并不想显露出我的介意。
因为是你教过我，
笑容是最好的伪装。




P.S:Remind to self.
Stop reading Chinese fics.It's adding on to my emoness.
P.P.S:AND STOP LISTENING TO SENTIMENTAL PIANO MUSIC.
IT ADDS ON DOUBLE TO MORE EMONESS!


Saga confirm say my this post gan corny one.LOL.
Whatever.





Let me hear your laughter ringing around my ears once again,will you,babe?