Friday, April 4, 2008 I wrote at 7:27:00 PM

日本に行きたいいいいいいいいいいー！！！！！！！

School and home recently has been killing me.
SO fucked up can.
That dog food has been getting on my nerves,and mom is killing me at home.
She's acting like an complete AA and is like a demented boyfriend of mine.
I recall ytd,that she screamed at me once I got home for not listening to her phonecall.
Zzz,please la,seeing a call from you is like a total spoiler for my day.
Came back home late is because I don't even fancy seeing your face.
Stupid AA irrational bitch.
She's like so damn demented la,locking the door ytd like a maniac,afraid what missing sial,her undies?

Bloody fuck.So pek chek with her lor.Zzz.
Screaming for no typical reason.like wtf!

And worse thing,I can't even go japan.
...
Like,my beloved japoon.
Nihon ni ikinai no.
KUSOOOOO OTL
"put me on waiting list lei."
TYP:No,xiangyi you cant go.
WTFFF.
She dont like my face is it.
LOL.
The world is so funny.

Nvm.Cause the good thing is I'll be able to catch jianxiang's and weixiang's concert now.

Pros and cons not going beloved japan.
Pros:able to catch SYCO's concert.
Cons:I'll have all my june holidays sacrificed to that demented bitch,not able to chiong maple with those not going japan,becoz demented bitch wont let me near the computer,I'll may not be able to go out coz demented bitch enjoys grounding me.

And before June hols I think I'll die already.
My results doesnt seem appealing.
Fuckk.

Recently so pek chek liao still got CO siaaa.
To be frank,I'm not so keen on CO anymore.
LOL.I feel like doing a walkout every practise can.
And then the sec 1s are soo...
Luckily the ones in my section are obedient.
Others are like,...
kanasai.

Someone first day came in also diao jiaxin stead liao,like wth cans.Then another one,I dunno what she ate yesterday,she had the guts to diao si min.
Are they cross eyed?
I don't care whether they are on good terms with di or not,if we don't like means we'll give her hell lor.
Feel like using cigarette buds burning her eyes.OTL.

I'm currently experiencing occasional moodswings lately.
So irritated la :'(

I can't imagine myself in the same vehicle withmomdemented bitch for hours tmr,on the way to genting.
I was so looking forward for a chance to rest but I'm not so sure anymore.
And I have no laptop to play.
Recently my plans are so full of cons.whatthefish.

I seem to be more of a bad girl then good girl now.
Then I was like telling joel ang,"I this yr will be good girl,which is someone who does hmwrk and don't talk back to teachers" etc etc then I'm like,getting worse lor.
Then joel seems to be improving on conduct.OTL.Ang ah ang,why like that?

I miss uniiii.

Oh gawd,I sound like I'm bitching around about the recent cons in my life.
I wanna laugh and cry.


and then,after my weekend,I know I'll be laughing again.

I hope so.







One more year.
あの時、オレ、そう決めたの。


Thank you Weixiang :D