Thursday, February 28, 2008 I wrote at 9:42:00 PM

Appreciation Day

"Finally?"

Haven't been updating.Sorry -__-.Suppose I've been a lil bit lazy.

CAs are over,meaning I can relax(since when I am not?)and do what I want(bullshit)and for sure,my lavender PSP is a gone case.Since dad requested me to have reasonable results for my CA,I think I failed a few subjects.

fuckkk.

As for school,its usual.
Was late this morning.
In a state of panic.
I will be suspended at home if I go to sch.
Flips thru file to search timetable.
Dad's letter came to my eyes instead.
Faster cut away the portion with the date and rushed to sch.
Waited at bus stop till 8.10am so that I can go in without any teacher seeing meh.
Security guard accepted my letter.
Passed thru stage and brothers greeted me.
went up to class,and my badluck situation did not get any better,OM was scolding in my class dunno for what.
Whhy is he there and not sipping coffee in his office,checkign thru phonecalls and checking emails in his office???!!
Cursed and went all panic and hid in washroom till 9am+ when Al msged me when classroom's safe to enter.

Its just the first hour of my day and I feel so tired already.-___-

Next on was geog.surprisingly I passed by half mark without studying.
But mdm pua spent a lot of time on me when she realised i didn't understand hwo to read the bloody graph.I should have remain seated like ahmei when mdm pua asked those who didn't get full marks to stand.

"left abit,left abit!!"
"nono,wrong,right a little,up,up!"
Thank you classmates for your help.
Unfortunately you guys are new to me,and do not know that
I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO DIFFERENTIATE LEFT AND RIGHT,左和右！！！
Goddamn hell.
I can feel smirks from that raneesha,coz she got full marks for geog.
SO i was cursing and hand signaling her,"if you pass F&N,I'll rape you,squeeze your nips,bash you up,gang bang you..."etc etc.
I was so stupid to not understand the graph,until now.-_ー

Then maths teh relief teacher came again.
To be really frank I feel no spark in maths when Mr ong's not teaching.*coughs*
chatted and daydreamed about ways to torture raneesha later on thoughout the whole lesson.

Recess-
eat,drink,go up.
Why recess is only a pathetiic period of pathetic 30minutes?

Silvam suckkk laa.
POA suck too.
I understand nothing laaa.
WTF are ledger and journal?
They sound so foreign.
Plus dont dare scold me scold the person beside me for what.
Is I talk to amir first leii.
But recalling the situation was really quite funny,not tense.

Before silvam came in we were ahving a chat about phones coz Amir phone was lost.Then started talking about my extra phones at home.Since he rly needed one due to hocky and girlfriend blahblah,I told him I will try asking dear daddy for his 6288whether it is available for sale/charity.
"how big is the phone?Never see before sia."
*thinks*Then,I started to measure.
"you.stand up.
*me freezes*
He cant be referring to me.Coz he said he wont talk to me anymore.
Then ahmei was like,point me and him,and asked which one he want to stand.
Silvam was like,"you la,boy."
Bloody qn 13.
3/4 of the class din do,who am I suppose to copy from?

POA really suck.

Slept thru CME.

Was really anxious for F&N coz I kept on thinking whether raneesha passed F&N or not.Surprise,surprise,din study also first in class.OTL.
The world is not fair.
Dammit.
Then she tried borrowing ties from people and I flashed mine right infront of her.
And she gave me a tight squeeze on my upper thigh!!It hurt so I went all hysterical on her.-______-

Went off early unwillingly,coz mdm siti is always so nice.
Appreciation day rehearsal was a total bore.

Although really surprised that zongsheng receive 5 awards.Including top in lvl OTL
He was like so paikia last yr la.lol.Me and an juan sweetie went all shell-shocked lor.haha.

Pictures of our champ ;D

OI champ,look over here lah!


finally look over.


Someone shy shy,so pei he take in boys' toilet lor.lols.

I cocked up the rehearsal,seriously.Was so damn tired.

Love you violet darling,thanks for coming back =D

Today was raining and I fancied a romantic walk bakc home.
Gratitudes to jianxiang for pei-ing me!haha.

Really hate coming home lar.Always being a spoiler to spoil my mood.
Home sucks!

why can't I?

Fuck it.

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