Sunday, December 30, 2007 I wrote at 4:33:00 AM

Damn.

Its 30th dec already.

I DUN WANNA GO SCH!!!!

I haven't even wrote my name on hmwrk yet.
nor have I wrapped any books.
nor have I written my name on books.

Grr,sch is terrifying.

Holidays are like "poof!" and they're almost gone.

Is it really okay to spend my few holidays to do something else?

Other than...not choosing to sleep well and downloading doujinshis in the dawn??

What else can I do?

Fuck.

すごく不安に感じる。

この感じ、嫌いよ。

Friday, December 28, 2007 I wrote at 12:19:00 AM

喉が痛い。


Oya?Where should I start.-__-
Erm.Yea.Jump Fiesta.I so wanna be in japan right now.

TYL Goku <3


Well there were others.
BUT THEY'RE NOT IMPORTANT.
MONDAI WA KORE DA YO KORE~!!!!

TYL HIBA WUAHAHAHAHAHA.


CHOTTO YO,MORE 6918???
You.Must.Be.Kidding.I swear the anime ppl ships 6918.The album and all...@@@



何よ。。。この笑顔。。。綱あるだよ。綱わどこ！！！！！この。笑顔。萌え。

Ok.Actually thru the whole site I was screaming all the way when I was looking at all the photos.Dakara,throat hurts.-__-
I mean,RyouheiChrome??-______________________-
そのわけないだろう？？！！！！！
But.
Mukuro really has nice legs.*cough*
Which reminded me Valerie says Hibari has the perfect figure.With a flat ass.
AHAHAHAHAHAHA *prances*


But I want this a lot.
A lot.Like,a lot.I WANT IT LAR.BOOSTER.HUG.SLEEP.

A bit...abnormal.was and am watching Gintama DVD for hours already.
LOL.
"おい、このやろ、おまえ殺し屋だろう。殺し屋だ。こら。"
ROFL.
KONDO IS A VIRGO.
OHMYGAWD.

Reason no.2
Screaming over neuro.
SIX YOU SUCK.


Poor Neuro sama,tired out over the whole thing.*($)(*)($*#)(%*)@

And...I am being a teeny weeny bit unloyal to Hibari.
NO NO NOOOOOO

Yuya Higuchi is topping the hottest geek thing.Shou is trying to snatch wif his dase cloak.
But I dunno why I was near tears when I saw this photo -__-
Erm.And I am being a teeny bit unloyal to higuchi.

Obessed wif HIjikataShogo.
RIN CHAN YOU SET ME UP.YOU MADE ME LIKE TT PAIRING AGAIN.

Bloody hell.Spoilers are like super late.I have been refreshing but...
THERE'S NO SPOILERS!
WHY???
WHY?????!!!!!
HIBARI PLS BE FINE!!!

Oh.
Ya.
Xmas.

I receive a Guess wallet from Qina.
utmost gratitude.
But I haven get you your present.
OTL.

Erm.Sagara and her frens had a photoshoot.Before tt was a teeny bit of disaster though.-__-.
I WAS SUPPOSED TO GO OUT WIF AF@@@

Preview:
Erm.The Hibari has a nice expression on her face.
Just...One only.
No more.Haha.


BUT FINALLY.
MY DREAM SINCE I WAS 11.
I took a photo wif my sasuke when I was 11.YAYY.
SHE LOOKS SO SEXEH TAKING THE PHOTOS.=X

I think I'm turning Les.SHe has the power to do it.

And one of her frens got drunk.
And she took off my pants.
I told my fren,he went all,"HUH???SERIOUS??You were supposed to be the one who take off ppl's pants!"
=.=
KUSO YAROOOO@@@@@@
And something really was depressing.Geez.It was like so awkward.And qina told me in situations like this I have to be more thick skin.WHat for?Time never stops,its like...over anyway.-_____-

Was ecstatic today during CO.Since I missed everyone ;D
Went all fangirl mode wif ruiling,talking abt yaoi stuff until Wanqi xiaobaobei said my face was a greta deal red.
Oops.
Spent my whole CO day slacking since weihong din come to teach today~
But I'll be thinking of going to NP Co concert since violet's performing~
Was at music room jamming Jianxiang's PSP and DS.Which reminded me I really wanna play the PK bomberman wif humphrey and co. again.LOL.

It was hilarious during the concert.
The game has a curse!
Every newcomer wins!haha.
Wants to play bomberman~~

I cant take my eyes of Gin now.
HIIYADAAA~~`
Gintama.Moe.
He is so wrong when he lost his memories.-__-

And stop reminding me that sch's opening.I haven even wrote my name on the worksheets yet.
Shiet.

Mom went all berserk again.Its like she's all fine and...suddenly.RAWR!
WTF lurhs.
I'm so lucky that she's on cruise every thurs.

EH
Die le,so late le.Later nid reach sch in 8.30am.
SHld I sleep?
Later I cant wake up.T.T
Maybe I should stay awake till then.
SOMEONE UPLOAD THE SPOILERS LA!!CANT SLEEP WITHOUT THEM@@@@

消えない絆。。。

それがオレ欲しいなもの。

Saturday, December 22, 2007 I wrote at 7:37:00 PM

BELPHYGOR TANJYOUBI OMEDETOU@@@@@@@@

がない！！！！！！！！！！！
しまたたたたた！！！！
雲雀が大好き！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！

AAAHHHH.Hibari~~~~
MOEEEEEE~!!!!@@@@@@@@


YU,yu,yu,YUKATA MOEEEEEE~~~



HibaGoku?HIBARIII <3



So...DRAGONBALL.-__-


AHAHAHAHA YAMA IS SO CUTE I RECKON HE'S DRESSING UP FOR HIBAAAAAA.


Ano...The anime ppl really are promoting 8059.AND 6918.WHERETHEHELL IS MY DH??!!!!IT BECAME SDS INSTEAD.IYADAAAA!!!!



AHAHAHA GIOTTO!!!
...
But it comes with bleach.
WHYY???!!!!!!!
Shall just tear the bleach part away and keep this.

Forgot the birfthdae boy.

Credits to saga.Its one of my fav photos she made♥
and wait...she beckoned me to go over...

FUCK.FUCKKKK
I WANNA BE IN JAPANNNN.
There's this big life size thingy somewhere in Japan for jump fiesta...
IT FEATURES TYL MUKURAWR SMIRKING LIFE SIZEEEE
(actually it would be better if me and saga were not there,we may just prance on the poster and kiss it OTL Worse)
MUKUROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO♥♥♥♥♥

Some conver happened today.After touring around singapore hunting for Majin Tantei Nougami Neuro,I think taka restocked.And saga bought 6,7,9.Which meant,5 is missing.-__-

Then saga was talking to me while I was moeing over Hibari
Sagara:Look~!!I bought bk 9~~~bk 9 suu yo~~Higuchi aru yo~~~
Meh:吵死了，我现在在雲雀萌えmode啦！！！！
Sagara:*flashes one super cute Higuchi at me*
Me:AHAHAHAHAHA!!IYA~~!!!HIGUCHII!!!!!*smacks the table and sways*
Sagara:*rolls eye*Hibari moe mode huh...
Qina:不，hibari moe mode?不对吧，是mad dog mode。
。。。
くそ！！！！！このやろ！！！！！！*bangs wall*
zzzz.

And DAD.Yesterday.OMG.
HE USED GIBBERISH.
"tmr i go fetch you all rmb to bring your buer"(???????NO COMPREHEND SUU.)
And...
"Ya.zxxxzzzzzzzzz yes."
...
NANI O KORE????!!!!!!!
DAD IS SO IN.

Just a thought.

Fuck.
I wanna be in japan now.
JUMP FIESTAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!*claws*
TYL MUKURO.
AND RYOHEI CHROME.
IYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA@@@@@

LFE SIZE TYL MUKURO SMIRKING BACK AT YOU.EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I want.

人生がないいいいいいいいいいー！！！！

Thursday, December 20, 2007 I wrote at 11:48:00 PM

At the end of the story,no matter how much pain it costs,it'll still be a happy ending.

BACK AND BANGED.

I was back on Singapore soil yesterday.Like,2am++ and I slept like a log.And brain was immobolised till just now.

Brain was big big blank even though I was watching my D gray man.
...
My brain just had a big severe breakdown just now.

GIOTTTOOOOO <3
IF HE'S GONNA BE STARRED IN JUMP I'LL BUY THE GODDAMN BOOK!
I expected his eyes to be blue,since he's italian.But oh well,it can still be my imagination.
The tension,the tension...


KYOYA IN YUKATA,I just caught kyoya in yukata~~~~~~~
MOEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
Gokudera's sly cat,ambushing him in the middle of the night.


And 27 trying to confessAnd Tsuna saying,"Hibari san,ashita isshoni ganbari mashio ne~" with his puppy eyes.*coughs* while kyoya sama said no.


風紀委員長の覚悟！　みんなのために。。。！　戦おう～！！！
萌ええええええええええ！！！
Err,it appears that he only wanna kick ass,not becoz of everyone needs cover.
Or he wants yama safe and sound.
But he looks like tt dragon ball thingy wif that thing...The one on fire wif all those white hair...
Crap,hibari's no dragon ball.

Mom is still mom.Just that she is being more and more bitchy than ever.She locked her room door and forgot dad's laptop.But there's no guarantee that he's leaving it here permanently.
I'll just have to...make him forget abt the laptop's existence.

But daddy's rich rich client gave us chocolates again!Uwahahahaha,knew it was gd to suck up.=D.and a new phone.Again.He gave us 2 already.-__-.

Mom is like a bomb la,tt irrational bitch suddenly had a mood swing b4 she went,as what saga said,when I was sleeping.Sorry darren,din listen to your calls >__>

I'm hooked up on smut fics.I have been reading like almost everyday.
人生がない！！！！！！
I'm practically an otaku to core already.Zzz.

AncientForce,we finally meet again~~<3

Just noticed tt the rest of my macau photos are not out yet.Zzzzzz...
And suddenly I DUN FEEL LIKE GOING TO THE CONCERT ON 23RD ALREADY.
Zzz,fuck.

Am quite upset today.Why can't things go on as what people want?Why,why?
Why is that so?She's put a lot of effort in,though I'm in the same situation as her,but I know.
I'll always welcome you with a hug.
Sautengie I Love You!
You're always a senior that everyone would wish for ;)

Giotto~~Giotto~~~Giotto~~~

Rose as lock,thorn as chain,ache as promise.
Forever reminding...

Your Oath.

Sunday, December 16, 2007 I wrote at 11:26:00 PM

Freezing cold

Ok.I can do this.No problem.Just as the old time people say,erm,what matters is in your mind,do not be confused by what you are feeling.Oh fuck,what crap am i babbling?

Here I am cuddled up like a ball wif my hotel,my Burberrys teddy bear,at the Venetian Suite,reading...6927.GAWD.I have never been like so obessed wif mukutsuna unless it was a...big tragic.Fuck,its really cold,BUT I CANT FIND ANY AIR CONDITIONER SWITCH WHATSIT.

Shit,my fingers are freezing.Damn numb numby now.CRAAAPPP.

I went to this Macau street yesterday that sells really fab portugese eggtarts.Without bearing in mind that we will haf a dinner shiny ball gala crap xmas party dinner in the ballroom at the hotel that night.

The spazzy pretty shiny hall.(how MANY HALLS/ENTRANCE/EXITS DO THE VENETIAN HAS???)I think this is the place where they chaffuer cars to er,transport you for shopping at the streets.Bloody hell,the previous guy who showed us around always had a coach around for us.>___>.


Before teh entrance.China has,er,a lot of water.-__-


The street~

Of course sometimes we have to take a shot of our photographer.Its ridiculous not to haf saga in a photo.=X

Somewhere down the flight of stairs to the building @__@
Some photos are taken before already,but these are better I think,I've never been a good photographer.

I have no idea what this is.

And the stupid ballroom gala dinner.
Fuck,dad's digi cam cant focus on my invitation dog tag.=X
FUnny thing,I noticed a...BIG FLAW on this waiter,and he looks like Peter Pettigrew,as in,the harry potter movie.After he pushed sagara's chair out,I caught him...DIGGING HIS NOSE.ohmyfck.lol.


Daddy's client.His daughter's tend to be very sweet,afterall.

Mom and dad.

SHit.Its me.

Went to toilet.Was bloated and 2nd dish already.Wif me downing 2 tom yam shark fin wif lots of pepperrr...And I wanted to show tsaga the public washroom near the ballroom since...I dunno,erm,since I saw it.There are like 20++ cubibles.-__-.Going all bling bliing on us,due to the lights.
Funny,I was thinking of Qina's "welcome to my study" thing,guess I really miss her O__o
Was back to the ballroom.
For god's sake,STOP SPEAKING CANTONESE TO ME.I think there was this guy who asked me something abt my orange juice,but I was like,'HUH?er,ok"
And he just took my glass away.-__-

I think that's a nice shot saga took.O__o.I enjoyed the wine though,quite smooth,easy to swallow.Dad was like,bringing the cup near me,and I was,"O__O??"
Then daddy said,"cheers!"and clicked our cups together,then I went,"Ooohhh,cheers"And daddy already drank but I was like,"cheers for?"Saga gave me an eyeroll I think.LOL.And I downed the whole cup.Mom goggled at me as though I've just eaten poison.

Cute dessert~<3
Others include sawn's liver,pigeon's meat...geez,why did I flip the menu??!!!

Saga says,"There,me wearing skirt."
Me:whatthehell?!
Was dead beat when we reached our room,till cerberus and daddy said,"sleep early kaes."
HUH?!!
...
Oh,so they are planning to go to another hotel called Gold Sands,which is a...casino,speaking from another point of view.With rooms.
Yayness!Room's all ours~~`=D
Once they're gone,saga says,"Fancy taking shots near the lift?Its pweetttyyy >D"
And I think i sort of shrieked,saying what YES YES YES KANDA D GRAY MAN TIMCANPY GOLEM USES THE PHONE
Saga looks at me as though I'm on drugs,and drank too much wine.
Alas,changed into jeans as needed to climb up the marble table to look cool.
It was a total disaster.I spent such a long time getting up the table while Saga hopped on it as though hopping in dad's car.Fuck.And after countless attempts,Sagara finally got all irritated and said,"Give it up.-__-*"So I was like,"NONO!!!KANDA!!"*leaps again*
...And of cours I fell again.This time OTL wayish of falling.Geez,I could hear saga half laughing,half irriated by me.Well,finally I hopped on.Phew.


And its Saga's turn to contact wif the kuro kyoudan wif timcanpy and lovey dovey wif Bak*coughs* Ok,I nid to stop spazzing abt Kanda.And gollems.And stop dreaming to have a timcanpy to receive my calls.

Why is she wearing a skirt????Gala dinner.lalala.

Gollem Timcanpy Kanda Linali sucks (okok,I nid to get LaviLinali out of my head.Although its damn hurtfully obvious tt Lavi likes Linali)
KANDAAAAA
"STOP IT LAR"
Okay.No more fantasies.

Some random shots today...


Dad told me that,all of the windows of the cute houses are all different,and I took a look at it,they really are.All of them O__o.

The gorgeous painting at the main entrance...(the entrance where all cars come in,passing by a fab fountain)

Was bugging Wilson for my song 1mm-Aqua timez ytd until he gave in.Started recking his com for it.=X.And humphrey told me something abt Tsuna PWNING XANXUS.IN YOUR DREAMS.XANXUS TOPS TSUNA IN EVERYTHING.HEIGHT WISE,AND ON CERTAIN THINGS TOO!And saying something abt hmm,fuck,saying Hibari's a weak ass and just fall becoz of some mushroom head(its belphygor,dammit) throwing a few knives at him.F5F5.Inacceptable.Change your PIV OF HIBARI THIS INSTANT!And change your PM.RAWR.
Got my song I've been hunting for from Beng.Thanks beng!Sniping's doing fine,since I last heard from it,come back soon too kae!!^^

Shopping today was tiring.Zzz,handfuls of bags.First time realizing the warmth of china people.Or maybe becoz we brought a lot of stuff from tt certain shop.After shopping for over 6hrs,dad just rhew me at that shop,and the aunty offered me a seat and some food,although I denied.And sat there reading my shopaholic & sister and they din chase me out at all.For more than an hour,I think.T__T
Thank you shopkeepers and aunty!

My fingers are dead numb.May not be updating tmr,since we are moving to another hotel and I'm not sure there's connection there or not.-__-.The Gold Sands la,><",dad says we need to change taste,cant keep staying in the same hotel,but I reckon all he thinks abt is the casino there.Zzz.
I dun wanna move!Unless Gold Sands has a room that is comparable to the Venetian.
And me and saga has been transforming the other half of the suite to our...Paradise,means its all wif wires,...and laptops...It'll be troublesome to move them all again.Crap.


Sleeping area,not to be disturbed area.

Our "Office" before transformation.Geez.I cant find our after tranformatioon shot.-__-

oooh I love the toilet,I was thinking where the toiletbowl was,and it was concealed behind the door length mirror.-__-.

That's all for the day I think,need to watch all my DVDs and continue reading 6927 fics =D.

Ooohhhh,Darren just nudged me!Shall disturb him for a while :D
Fuck.Think no.Going to have supper inside the Casino bar.
Wow,dad's in the washroom now.*continues irritating darren*

I miss AncientForce...~___~

I must wake up early tmr morning.I mudt wake up early tmr morning.I must check out the swimming pool.@___@
*sets 2 alarms*

Shiet,I think Dino's my fav already.

Spaces between fingrs are meant to be filled in...

Saturday, December 15, 2007 I wrote at 1:15:00 AM

Its Macau Again

Currently listening to:BoA-Song With No Name

Is it me or it really is dizzy after bumpy rides.
Our flight setted off late.Grr,i think the captain's new.
So we missed our 7pm ferry to Macau >___>
Or else we could do some shopping before settling down in Venetian.
But oh well,it was disastrous.
Sagara said,"I foresee this trip to be disastrous."
I know it already,any trip with your mom makes it disastrous,and I thought that your birthday is supposed to be your merriest moment of the year(excluding christmas).Wrong,mom got more snappy than usual.Its her birthday,for god's sake.Be less snappy.Geez.
But it was okay while waiting for the ferry.Me and Sagara came out wif lots of...HOT XannyTsuna.OTL.But it really made it more fun when sagara's here =D

Of course,dad's clients were there,and I think the KO one show thing,is making me think wrong abt guys with mostache.Man,I can feel my jaw dropping since its been long since i smile till my teeth showed.To,err,pls dad's clients.

I was having this loveatfirstsight thing on a...Burberry's teddy bear.>__>.But in order to get it,you haf to buy burberry's perfume.So all I went bitching around saying we've brought nth for dad this yr,blah blah,this perfume is nice,and mom took my bait.AND I HAVE THE BEAR!!!

=D

I'm dead beat.Geez.I did not expect the timberland boots to bite my toes that bad.X__X

I knew it.I knew saga would like the hotel.She became all genki and started taking photos just when we stepped into the grand hall.
of course I feel like spamming.
BECAUSE EOY'S TODAY!!!
TODAY!!!!
I'M MISSING MY FIRST EOY EVER!!!!
T___T
So sorry Tomoyo san,although I bargained a free entry from you.T^T

I mean,the hotel is wounderful and all...but i really cant put my mind off the EOY.And Macau banned Maple IP.Geez,its only 1 day,and I miss AF peeps already =(
RAWR!!!Make the maple IP work in Macau!!!!

I miss you~!