Sunday, August 19, 2007 I wrote at 9:16:00 PM

Nice start,horrible end.

My head is throbbing with pain throughout the whole day.Which resulted me lying on the bed till,2pm++.Which wasted like 4hours of gaming.=__=.

It must be the drinking and swearing in the wee hours of 3am++ and with kiv going high on vodka.We have been screaming,"FUCK POLITICS!!FUCK EM ALL!!!!!!"
And kiv told me,"NO TSU,IS POLICTICS ARE THE FUCKERS,THEY FUCK US,"
"NO THEY SCREW US"
And we said that tgt.I guess alchohol makes maplers on the loose.And well,we had a great talk on the wholle life thing again.

Dammit,I really envy those suckers who lead a carefree life like an idiot.They know nothing which is...simply nice.

Today had been...well,not to say enjoyable,but slightly better than usual.Parents left me and saga at home,and that's what I liked best.Crapped and MGed at maple today,and I earned some $$ too.XD.And I finally lvled.Which is a accomplishment!XD
(well,with beru's voice ringing in the bg,coz sagara has to repeat everything he says.I understand,coz...BELPHEGOR IS BEING TOO ADORABLEEEE LARRR!!:D.And got me really excited,I think she was too."あああ。。。血。。。王族の血！！！"Which was repeated the most times)
べル～♥

"俺王子だからさ。"
♥ ♥ ♥ ！！！
大好きだもん！！
XD

AND MY PS2 IS BACK.SUDDENLY.FAIRIES OR WHATSIT REALLY EXIST.THEY COME BACK JUST SUDDENLY.Started to stroke it and well,had a go at VP2 and had to stop myself from screaming at the sight of rufus coz sagara is napping.
Which made me agitated coz she shouted at me sleeping till 2pm+ but she has naps and I don't.

Dinner out with parents.And Cerberus made a speech on me not revising sch hmwrk blahblahblah and thinks I'm stupid coz...I dunno when is my exam.I meaan,I dont need to panick myself with Idunnoanything mindset if I dont know the date!And that fcuktard just ownt understand.Doesnt she know an exam timetable would be available?-__-.I think I lost my appetite but dad had to forcefeed me something.
Not hungry.Which part of not hungry doesnt they understand.And mom says no wonder I keep on troubling them with my frequent gastric problems blahblah.Aw man,I really hope that it comes from stress so it shut her mouth and stop barking at me.

She wants to keep the modem.
Oh no,I guess I have to cultivate my habit of coming back home late again,yes no?=X
I am doing cheap labour for her and she wont permit me to relief stress?No wonder for the first half yr I got 3 gastric flus coming,becoz I was not playing maple all the while.Fucktard.

And sagara well all snappy 120% on me too.Says she'll keep it sooner or later.Gaah,she will be delighted to,since it will improve her lappie's connection.
Traitor~
I kept on thinking about that.I mean,I dont get all snappy snap snap when
1)she comes home late mysteriously
2)she skips CCA
3)she asks me to do her chores when mom asks her to do it(partly coz most of the time I don't know)
4)plays too much com
5)doesn't do hmwrk
6)copies fren's hmwrk when at sch
7)have a late lie-in
8)being late and irresponsible

Ya,I know she is much responsible,sensible,capable at anything,better than me.
And she's much nicer to mom than me and Qina.And she's a better daughter.
And she's a great mate,great sis.
Who wouldn't want a sister who clicks with you?
I have one who clicks with me!
Our biggest interest I.e fangirling is the same and its fun when we do it together.
But she gets all snap snap snap when I do...
Any of the abv
*crackles*
Not that I am complaining or what...but it just...
TICKS ME OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
Come on,she even told her teacher she wanna quit her CCA.
I cant even skip one bloody session when I dont really feel like going.

Which reminded me,I was always her cohort when she does bad stuffs.
Some vivid memory of pri 4~~
Scene at home.
Puny little me stares at sagara using com when mom says she cant use.Whacks me and asks me stop staring.Puny me gets real pissed and wants to tell mom."tell her and I wont teach you maths!"
*end of flashback*
In the end,I din tell mom and...I never asked how to do maths from her ever again.
LOL.
Wah,4 years liao still bear grudge,so xiao qi.
yaya,I am.Indeed.
I nvr told her off!life's not fair!And she has to get all snappy on me!
What shld I tell mom if she takes away the modem?
Be like her and sabotage,just that I'll say "tell Saruman and I'll tell her you read/watch ghey porn instead of using your lappie to do hmwrk!!(which she rly does hmwrk,but in the wee hours)"

I hate sabotage.-______-.
So NOT FAIRRRRRR.
Fcking disadvantage.
I'm getting real whiny and a kid now.Fuck,I dont care.Rules are meant to be broken anyway.

But I'm glad she buys donuts and muffins occasionally,chats with me and buys doujin (but approximately 80% are what I cant read).
And,I find it hard to bear grudges to her.but I rmb what she does.
What's the fucking use of doing so man?
I'm just following footsteps

And wa lau,which reminded me I haven done the task that her previous chinese teacher's disciple told me to do.WHY DOESN"T MY FUCKING COM HAVE POWERPOINT??!!!
I have no confidence to leave sagara's lappie unscratched after using the powerpoint.I'm dead meat tmr.And I haven sand my fcking plane for D&T.
...
I gues I am just having frigging monday blues.
And I hope that the memory of me playing too much com is wiped out from mom,since I need the com to relish once in a while.I mean,I dont get to play when she's mahjonging,which is in the weekdays!!
I feel like drowning her in a random cauldron.
Shieetttt.
I think I know.Cerberus is the one screwing my brain.Thats why.She's screwing sagara too.Maybe thats why!!!

Oh gawd,was that mom coming back from the movie?
...
"Just...close the wooden door."
Yea,thats really driving the two of us paranoid.LOL.

She is screwed,definitely.
Me:*eats neighbour's gift,WHITE almond jelly*
Sagara:omfg its frozen ***************!!!
Me:?
*several seconds*
OMFG@@@@@
And it reminded of my making a vid of almond paste.And It drove yakim and sabbie crazy.

Home is just an irritating piece of big fuck.
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