Saturday, July 21, 2007 I wrote at 10:50:00 PM

ok ok,major update!!Coz its saturday!!!!!!!(Jump scans)
And after my public concert.
Plus Inkless asked me to.
I'm doing it for you!=)

Public concert

AHAHAHAHAAA
On thursday,I finally got my long awaited...
IN CLASS SUSPENSION!!!
XD.Its all freedom~Weets~Wei qin is with me too!
Which means chatting,clearing hmwrk session and listening to MP3.
But she din come on 20/7.
I wouldnt notice if my senior did not tell me.
20/7=20072007
Thats so fun.Gee,I'm just bored.It was slack day all the while~
I am practically enjoying inclass suspension,just got lonely,coz WQ din come.
But I have my 2 beri good de blarders,ping hau and jun jie next door.
Hah.

I failed my lit test.I was caught by surprise lur.After much delay,
I faster rushed home and bathe plus pack.Taking qina's $150 bag with me at RISK.
I was a little bit late,but nvm,fast changed and made it on time.
Then my and wee chuan were buying foood in case we got hungry.
I thought I lost my phone.But it appeared that when we went back to sch I left it near the er hus.Zzz,very not used without it.I CANT TAKE PHOTOS PLUS LITEN TO MP3S
There's always next year.T^T.

And An Juan sweetie's sick.Take care girl!!

Was very excited when we reached.I cant wait to perform,really!Was rehearsing till XXpm.And watched the band rehearsal.They were awesome~haha.Nelson sempai was great fun.And jian hui said he should just take a job on er hu.
Had dinner.Practise and we had to make up coz people are alrwady flowing in around 6+.X__X.So fast.And woodwindS left our instrument inside.Gee,I was practically screaming into chang cuo's ears until he suggested I should just dash in and get all.
Which I did @___@.I hope that no one recognised me.

Maked up time.Once a year.Gee.Thanks for wan qi,wee chuan and xin rong.I am hopeless at cosmetics.Every thing got so nervous at that time,Co ppl are traumatized by the crowd already~Took photos with Mr Ngoh papa/laoda.And our birthday boy looked very smart.Thanks for kenneth sempai for coming back on his once-in-a-lifetime 21st birthday.He rejected my singing on happy birthday though.=__=.Photos will be uploaded.When I get back my USB cable.>___>.

I was suffering from horribly nausea by then.=.=.Which was really embarrassing,my chantings to Hui Min on,"Arashi no kama sama yo~!!!Kat-tun no kami sama yo~!!!"Plus even Ueda's,"I fee fairies!"and,"I wanna shyt."LOL.But Francis and edwin (?) were quite stern as it was their last performance and they sit right infront.Stressed.Gary was also going,"I need ot shyt."lols.Shaked hands with everyone,linden,wei yi,she looked really gd without specs,chang cuo (very hard) frederick shushu and CO peeps.@__@.Coach looked really handsome.hah.
I got freaking nervous.But I have a STEAD~!Hah,Jiaxin XD.

I got quite calm when I went up the stage.Which was strange.O_O.I'm supposed to be screaming for dear life inside.But,yea,calm plus its the first time I blowed no outoftunes!:D.I thought audience weren't enjoying,but relaxed once I heard cheers.I SAW JYUICHI DAI ME RISU AT THE BACKSTAGE.So I was going,"Dozo yoroshiku gozaimasu~!!!JYUYICHI DAI ME!!!!!!!!!!!YOROSHIKU DESU!!ANATA NI AI TE!!"And freaked her out.She said I was pwetty~but I'm quite deadly and sick.Just to say.lols.Screamed at 4davincian's but they DID NOT HEAR.-__-Collected bags and took photos with laoda/laopa.Li ting told me sweeheart was at the front row.I am super duper touched.And jia yi was there too,I heard.Man,luckiyl I din see her or smth.=X.Not being bad though,just...hmm.She'll be one of my blarder's gf soon.-_-.

Saw Bryan and jun jie~!Hugged both and took photos.Even bryan says Nicky dont have time for us,hah,I wont let smth like that spoil my awesome night,so it just flew off.Was clinging onto a blazer coz I'm coldd.My pretty girl,li ting posted photos on her blog~She and man ke looked alike a great deal.O_O.Went on the bus.(which was fast) and I know how to play twinkle little star!Lols.Nelson sempai was entertaining us and celeste laopo was talking about ghosts stories.I'm not afraidd!!Hmph.
& why do our sempais know how to read notes just by listening?Its not fairrr!I want that talent too >__>.

Not that I'm afraid or what,its just that the sch went a little bit...dark.Lols,which was very...charming indeed.AND THEN I HEARD DEADMAN SONG LUR.But actually its just er hu.Zzz.And I found my "lost" phone.lols.Violet came back with us too.She looked gorgeous.XD.

302.
4Davincians.
WHERE IS MY ANN KOR???WHY THE HELL DID I BEG FOR 10++ PEOPLE TO COME TO THE CONCERT IF I CANT EVEN SEE HIM?!!T__T
HE DOESNT MISS ME AT ALLLL
And those baddies,I'm wearing uniform but they went to k pool.
Lot one mac.
I dared sempai to get 9cups of water.But he...
"Can give me 10 cups of water?Plus one plastic bag."
Me and wee chuan went laughing.Gee.>__<.Plastic bag was requested by Arena.And we really drank all 10cups.XD.Went home due to dad's nags.But mom was at susan's for gambling session.Ask me come back but there's no F***ing supper for me.Zzz,cooked mee and washed up.Sautengie was quite depressed.Dont cry~You look very charming when you smile~Its just a small problem that stings for a while,but after a time,it'll cure.Me and An juan sweetie will be here whenever you need a listening ear~We will always welcome you de urhs!:)

The public concert couldnt have been a sucess without our seniors and supporters~thanks for all who came too!!Many thanks and grateful to all!

Fangirled over KHR and bathed.I think I slept around 3++?Coz I couldnt wake up today.-__-.BUT MY TIRING WEEK IN SCH FINALLY...ENDED.zzz,another performance awaits at 28th july,Yasmin hawtie's b'day!T_T.

Sagara went to popular vair early to get her harry potta.
What,sagara reads?
Other than mangas and fanfictions,horribly,YES.She's not a forever staringatcom or buldingupmuscles girl/tomboy.She'll be bringing me out to meet hibari sama(valerie <3),Vongole 11th and her...mukuro sama(pearl,the wonderful artist).Nervous,but I really hope to get out of my really paininthearse house.
What should I wear to the KHR fans outing?

Not even at a tuition mood todae...sigh...Just becoz...*stops*
KHR UPDATE AT 1PM++ WHICH IS FRIGGING EARLY BUT ME AND SAGA HAVE BEEN REFRESHING THAT PAGE FOR LIEEEEK 5 HOURS BUT IT CANT LOAD THE EFFING LAST PAGE!!NABEIII!
Another 5 HOURS ALREADY AND ITS NOT LOADING ON MY COM!!!!!!
NOT LOADING
I CANT SPAM!!!!!
F***
I hope I have the passion to spam about Hibari's fight tmr.

Back to tuition.I just noticed how pathetic my attention span is.Its only about 20mins++?For Maths.LOL.Quite long I guess.For me.F***,other subjects also half an hours plus.Thats a pri sch kid attention span.Zzzz.

Finished re-reading yuyu hakusho.HEIE IS SO HAWT.HAhaha.XD.
Bugged by housechores again.Zzz.

My whole mind is on the PC ytd.>__>.Gee.I really regretted not being able to take photos with my friends.T__T.I hope next yr's concert is on VCH too.=/.I am soso in love with their backstage~!I had a vair vari unsual dream today.I think I was using a lappie at VCH backstage checking my blog...and...gawd this is so embarrasing,I dreamt that XANXUS TAGGED ME.
I must be insane,or else?
I mean,for xanxus to tag me...He doesnt even (painfully,tome) EXISTS.Gee,which reminded me of my akanishi jin and kame visit to my house dream.I MUST BE INSANE LONG AGO ALREADY!

People keep saying I'm pretty,I'm sweet,I'm kind,crazy,bimbotic,stupid,hyper,idiot...etc etc.
Haha.Thank you?Negative and positive.I guess I'm slight normal.

I'm not pretty,but I wish I could be.
I'm not sweet and kind,but I yearn to be.
I'm crazy,but yet I want to be a sensible crazy person at the same time.
I'm stupid,but I want to be more clever.
I'm not sure whether I'm strong enough or not.
I'm think slightly further,which makes me vair old,but I'm like a small girl when I talk to Flare.
The world is big.
Beauty is something that everyone wants to achieve.
Everyone wants to be perfect at at least one thing.

they say it makes them satisfied,happy.Really?

Right now our greed still exists between us,ever remaining satisfied.