Saturday, May 19, 2007 I wrote at 9:12:00 PM

Anyone seen my USB cable?
Hur...HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Wonderful.My mom has completely turned my insane.I'm loving it.Just when I thought that if I starting taking up sadiomachism I would really enjoy it when my mom scolds me/beats.I was wrong.i got more irritated.Crude,I haven't mastered the most sick way of SM.I need to promote myself.I should go higher.

Anyway,blogger reallyyy has a problem with me.Zzz,it wants to work and doesnt want to work at a certain time,F3.Pui,my mom went crazy last night when I just came back from CO ytd.And my mood was bad enough already.Demoted,due to I am not punctual or whatever.I don't mind,as long as I can still play what I want.But I think it was not very good for the sec 3s.And really,I'm alright!So people,stop aksing me whether I'm okay or not and don't be sad.if not I'll really cry.-______-||.I love CO!!

Well,my mom said I had to THROW ALL of my COMICS and CLEAR them OFF BY July.WTF?!Did she lose money in mahjong or what?Okay,she don't like me or what?Or she has a grudge with anything related to words?Computer also.Zzz,she's like going 50 now and her thinkings are so childish.As Bee Buat said,Grow Up,bitch.Doing the household chores while I'm studying is giving you face.I don't even give a shit about it.Stop being so fucking annoying.About my cheque regarding shanghai,why should I tell you?-.-.You don't even care what happens to me in school except my horrible studies and results now.I feel like burning and tearing my report books to shreds.My results are so lousy can?Yes,I've not been studying.My dad says so i will have bad results.Daddy,you got me wrong.I HAVE NOT BEEN STUDYING SINCE LAST YR'S MARCH!Crude.I don't understand the lessons kae,and I dont see a need to study hard since I can do nothing I like.SO LET ME GO TO THE MOVIE MARATHON OF PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN SO MAYBE I'LL PUT TO MY MIND TO STUDY HARD!
Its not an excuse.

Today the shanghai meeting,was quite boring actually.Sagara came with me.And I was like SqualoDino all the way,feeling guilty about my MukuHiba.Oh noes,I hua xin again.Apparently I have not made any notes on the trip so maybe I'll bug wan qi or sophia with lots of irritating qns then.XD.I suggested bring dizi to shanghai to practise.Anyway its just a G and its small.Break it to half.I'm only scared of noise pollution.Since we are missing 5 practises.R>ppl to share money for buying a big sotong for wan qi xiaobaobeis.XD.

Went to Violet's house and played crazy taxi & the whack3marblesandcomplete the game game.Forgot name lurhs.Well she was going for concert so we left the house with her.Annddd,the moment we came back,we were asked to buy dinner.Yay!

Went to lot and buy lots of stuff and was frustrated by the fact that all of the aunties that came to mahjong likes to spoil our bathroom door.Wudthefark.

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I feel that I am under depression.there's this weight on me that doesnt make me feel like talking much.lols,wth.*laughs*I feel so random and distant from my friends right now.I need to do something.
Talked yaoi to saga and I saw some mukutsuna.Why?Why only mukutsuna?Although no objections coz it is a angst doujin.*sighs*
What I am meaning is,
SHIT IT,GIVE ME SOME MUKUHIBA,WILL YOU?
AHAHAHA
ROFL.
SAGARA IS HORRIBLY BAD WITH HER HANYUPINYINS LOL LOL.
=X
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I'M NEVER HELPING YOU IN CHINESE ANYMORE.
SEND ME THE REBORN CHAPTER THAT LANCHIA PROPOSED DAMMIT!

Some reflection-
Well Uni,in those TV shows,the sickness that they cough and cough plus cough blood is tuberculosis.Yours a pool I dunno le.Today is the first time that I cried reading an entry.Uni,how could you?Get well soon.Really,you are one of the people who supported me through my horrible 1 and a half yr in secondary school,and that fact is not gonna change,you still will in the future.DONT DO STUPID THINGS WITHOUT TELLING ME!HOW COULD YOU!You always have a listening ear for me,I will listen to you in return.Rest well and get well soon.Really,I'll be missing you.You care too much for people,forgetting yourself.PLEASE DO TAKE MORE CARE OF YOURSELF & ITS OK TO BE SELFISH FOR A WHILE.Life's boring without you.You make me smile.You make me laugh.You make me cry.
Sono qui per voi,e siete là per me
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I feel like eating porridge everyday.XD

Sometimes,I feel like I'm falling apart.